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Saturday, March 11, 2006

Hey!!! Hehe~ I've got a tagboard at last!!! ^o^ hehe~ On the right hand corner of the screen~ It's not that small.. So, I guess you guys should have sen it already ^^ So.. Plz tag if anyone happens to be reading my bloggy~ Hehehx. I know it's simple and oogly but oh welps XD It's better than nothing for the moment..

Okie.. It's a Saturday!! Wah Ju has been pestering me to join them.. Hehe~ Then Terrence too.. Ronald.. Not really nowadays but XD bleahx~ So I went in the end. Went to Elijah's house.. Wow!! Let me tell ya something.. It's BIG. 3 storeys if I'm not wrong.. He's got a HUGE room.. Like, almost the same size as the one that I had in Indo.. Yeah - WOW!! And the house is really HUMUNGOUS!! anyway, so we went there.. Played some games.. Police and Killer (I think it should be murderer actually but haha! Our game master, none other than Ronald, called it killer XD) I was a neutral all along. Kinda managed to guess 2 of the killers~ hehehe!!! YEY!! ^o^ woot woots~! Okay.. Then sang some song.. And wooh~ Kinda liking "History Maker" now! Hehehe~ It's got that umm you know.. legatos.. Got new friends.. Talked with more people.. get to know them a lil better.. Hehe! and then we planned to play bball. But sadly, it rained. Then we wanted to order food, but the rain stopped. So, we cancelled our intentions and then went out of the house. Oh yeah! Desmond said that he wanted me to teach him!! But.. Hmm.. I dunno, he got me to teach him how to play the scale only.. Yeah.. with invisible "piano". 12312345. Haha!

So we were on our way. Hmm.. Chatted with Anthony mos of the time.. and Haha! Hey, it's nice to know that someone actually misses you yah.. It's like, wahhh.. At least I know that I'm not that transparent.. Yeah.. Thanks Dis, anthony, Ronald, Wah Ju, Freda, Manda, Celest, Jillian, Yasti, and etc etc. Sorry, can't list all of you guys out.. At least knowing that I'm translucent is not bad.. Anyway, talked lots of crap there XD oh yeah.. Found out that.. Wah Ju is.. Half INDONESIAN?!?!?! I'm serious!!! Yeah.. Was kinda shocked, but anyway.. Haha! She can't speak the language ^^; So we reached the food court which is very dam near the court. But we decided to eat first since many of us where hoongry~ This time around, it was Belinda's turn.. she was thirsty but not hungry and so she only drank.. My case was worse yeah ^^; I drank 2 cups 1 can and for her, only 1 cup.. Hehex! Then we procceed on to the court.

Saw many many many people playing!! So sad.. Bball court was full. Nball, half. So we used the other half. Then after that, the bballers from the nball court went off. We still didn't care. Played captain's ball at the other half of the court that we're in XD Hahahx! Then after that, the light went of at our side. I wonder why. But we still continued anyways, and then something happened.. ummm... Ivan was it? Someone was scoring.. I think it should be Ivan.. Eh.. Yah.. anyway, someone was scoring and then a lot of people was blocking here and there.. I was near them but I didn't join them.. I was waiting for the ball.. Hahas! And then.. The incident happened!! It was like a domino! Somebody fell! And the other people around him or her fell down as well! It was like, WoW OoO... Belinda got one of her slippers spoilt.. And then Wah Ju got her leg injured.. Umm.. Not really those kind of injury.. An area, a small one, of her feet near her sole tore off i think.. OUCH! >.< ivan ="P">

Then it's going home time. hmm.. They told me to go again tomorrow.. wonder if I can go.. In fact, I'm wondering if I can wake up.. XP. Ivan was planning to give me an MC (Morning Call). Then we waved bye-byes. Terrence and Ronald took MRT. So the 3 of us went together.. At first we took the wrong train.. I started realising it went I heard "hougang" and I was like.. Eihh... Then it came to "Sengkang" And I was convinced! We went on the wrong train!! Told them and off we go.. Haha! Terrence got much things in his hand and Ronald was busy smsing.. Haha! So if I didn't realise it, we'll end up in Punggol ^^; Hahaha!! WOW!! it's just a station away anyways.. Hmm.. But still.. 5 mins is precious yah! Then we chatted on theway.. Din smsed me on the way.. Saying how the hell could it happen.. And gee.. Everything in the world really happens, huh? Haha.. It just happened.. Lol.. Called me a dummy.. =.=; but then shot her back saying that she meant us. 3 people. Haha! Lol.. Chatted and chatted.. Got to know Ronald more and his encounters.. And we agree on one thing.. Funny things happen in this world. Don't you guys agree? But hey, think about it on the bright side.. Everything's gonna be boring without funny things happening. Yeah? I mean, if there are no rebellious kids, parents' will be bored, won't they? They'll have noone to nag at.. Noone to scold.. Although too much of those really gets onto our nerves.. Trust me on that. I know you guys understand. But seriously, to think about it, if there are no challenges, I think I'll die right now. This must be the reason why I've been tryig to challenge myslef, huh? And trying my hardest not to give up or to think highly of myself.. Cuz after all, I'm transclucent..Yeah.. anyway, ronald lives near my house.. But not that near.. Yeah.. Walked home just now.. =P mum will definitely kill me if they knew.. Wait, let's not go too far, My sis will even kill me.. eh wait, just tell Iman this and she's gonna start nagging XD hahahhax! so sweeeet~ yeah? Son't you think? Hehe. anyway, Let me share with you guys what I think I'ver learnt from today.. hmm.. Is this what you call A "reflection" in another word?

"Everything's possible in this world.

At least, belief in yourself."

It's something that sounds easy and it can be easy.. Really! Well, Okay, many of you will be like, "what the hell?" But hey, if you don't understand this, let me help you by putting it in a simpler manner. Just be thick-skinned!!! Yesh!! I'm serious!!

Humans need to be thick-skinned in order to survive in this world.

Don't deny it.. I'm sure that you guys have been thick-skinned for once or twice.. Don't ask me if I have been thick-skinned cuz my answer will definitely be a yesh! Yeah.. See, I'm being really thick-skinned right now..

Yeah.. It's good to be humble.. But you should really know when to be humble and when to stand up for yourself.. Sometimes, when things just go wrong.. Which always happen in my life, try to think your wy about happy stuffs. I understand that it's very hard.. Cuz yeah.. I sometimes have that problem too.

I'll be asking myself why is my life like this?! Is it thanks to that sucker that I'm angry at or something? And then there are things that I just can't get my mind of.. There are times that I wanna cry.. Seriously, but I'll try my best not too.. I've learnt how to pretty much control my feelings since the past few years.. And seriously, I've learnt much.

Many do not know the other side of me and they'll always come to me when they want to share their problems or whenever they just wanna talk to someone.. Yeah, cuz to them I have a really good listening ear and I'm someone who is always cheerful.

Thanks.. I really appreciate that. Hehe. So yeah.. Any of you need someone to talk to.. Come to me ^^ You don't have to hesitate or anything.. Your secrets are save with me.. Well, I've kept many secrets. trust me. In fact, I've forgotten many of them since there are so many of them!! Uncountable.. Yeah.. If you need emotional support and help.. You may wanna come to me too~ I don't know if I'll be much help but when you're happy, I'm happy too ^^

Yeah.. I'm so glad whenever my friends are relieved after talking to me.. Yeah.. ^^

So guys.. You guys have talent in yourselves! Belief in yourselves! I'm sure that you can do it!

Well, I don't have much talents myself.. so yeah.. Let's work hard together! And go through this life.. I'm sure there's more to life.. although sometimes this whole world just seem to give up on us..

Pick yourselves up whenever you're down or you've fallen! Sob if you wanna or cry if you wanna but remember, try your best-est not to shade a tear..

Think of it this way, "I'll only let my tear drop when someone whom I'm close with or someone who's important to me passed away."

So.. In that manner, try to hold your tears! You do not want just anyone you're close to die without a cause, right??

Yeah.. that's what I wanna share with you guys.. Just think that someone cares for you.. Someone out there that you should live for.. Whoever it may be.. Well, why not think that your soulmate is still out there looking for you whenever you think that your meant to live a solitary life.. Cuz who knows when your life will brigthen up?

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