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2007-04-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

lol.. It's been such a long time since I touched this bloggie of mine XD but anyway, that's because I've changed my address XDXD teehee.. So sorry for those who have been looking for me all over the place x_______X;;

Nyway, the new webbie is... 200se7en
haha.. It's sexy! i know! XDXD

2006-10-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD.. You know what?!?! I'm starting to despise Blogger right now..

No no.. Not trying to be an anti or whatever.. But MAN!! I wrote an entry yesterday.. And it's literally.. GONE!!!

Shucks.. I wrote such a LONG entry.. About what happened since the past few days.. And about yesterday.. But nvm.. Now that it's gone.. It just tells me that.. It's not meant to be...

Yeah, that's it.. It's just not.. Meant to be. So now no one's gonna know about I felt... Or whatever.. It shall be.. Buried deep in my heart... Where I may never find it again... Maybe I'll just forget about those in the future...

Oh bother... Sighs.. Yesterday was... Let's just say that it was my fault.. Yeah...

I skipped school yesterday and went to Mir's BBQ party... Made new friends.. Introduced friends to other friends.. And yeah.. Sometimes the best things in life may turn out to be the worst.. And vice versa...

And as the saying goes~ "never judge a book by it's cover"

Yeah yeah.. I get the point~ really tired right now.. And man.. Yes.. I have it.. And such things happen. Can you imagine?? It's like the most unimaginable situation.. How sad.. For me..

Gosh.. Okay, for the past few days.. Some new friends that I made are Meiliana, Mandy, Angie (sorry I can't spell your name), Larry, Helana and... More~~

Well, yesterday I almost sounded at the people around me.. I didn't.. Glad I controlled that. But I sort of "blew my top"... And.. Ahh!! Oh no.. I'm gonna write what I wrote yesterday...

I better not... Or else, I think I'm just gonna hurt myself evenmore... Ok ok, I shall stop... It's really regarding that incident only... And yeah.. It made me write a lot... Cuz I poured my feelings into the entry.. But sadly, the entry's gone.. FOREVER.

And since I've said FOREVER... I shall NOT bring it up again.. OR I'll be lying to myself.. So yeah... Ok, I'm beating about the bush right now.. So I shall just end it here...

OH WAIT!! ShinHwa.. They were on TV.. A couple of short times!! XDXD hahah...

Oh yeah.. I also learnt some things... Adverbs were created for a purpose.. They're really not for nothing at all.. Cuz I did realise that..

Sometimes...

Silence IS gold

So yeah,, and.. To those few who I have done wrong...

My deepest and greatest apology to you guys.. I know that one of you know who you are.. And for the other... I'm not sure if you do. You may not even accept it. I don't blame you...

Errmm.. Yeah... I said "other" without an "s"... It's not a typo.. Cuz feel that I have really wronged these two people...So yeah...

And for the others too.. I'll talk when the time is right.. When Yeah... Guess this whole thing just made me tired ^^;; and Thnx Din for yeah..

Alright.. And we've come to the end of this.. heheh.. Let me make a confession!!! XDXD as always...

ShinDi nun ShinHwa rul SARANG HAMNIDA!!!

I miss ShinHwa, MinWoo and Se7en!! XD

2006-09-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!! *smacks self* so much for updating my daily life "especially-about-what-has-been-going-on-lately"!!! ARGGHHHH! *smacks self again*

I DIDN'T UPDATE ABOUT 13/11.. Oh yeah.. if you look at the timing on each post.. It's all AM.. So yeah.. They're supposed to happen on day before (actually a few hours before to be specific XD)

And now.. What really happened was that.. JunJin waved at me!! Oh ym god~~ I was sooo happy!!! I mean.. Last two years he shook my hand!! And now he waved at me!!! AARRHHH~~~ XDXD

And on the last post.. It wasn't all that I wanted to say.. Well, let's see.. 5 out of 6 of them had at least looked at my direction!!! XDXD oh my gosh~~~ I'm SoooOOOoo on Cloud9!!!

First was DongWan, during the concert.. Okay, the waved at that direction.. And then this direction and so on.. And he waved at my direction too!! ^^ (I do not know if this is counted since he waved at everyone.. But hey, it was my direction too.. although quite a number of people can say this too! ^^;) then it was followed by MinWoo!! ^^ Hehehe.. Cuz I think they were performing "Angel".. And we were screaming.. But there was this point of time when everyone sort of... Lowered down their volume in order to listen to the song.. Cuz yeah.. It aint tt fast you know.. there.. I'll be posting the song on top.For your convenience. =]
And then.. I took the chance and shouted "MinWooo!!!" And yesh!! I think he managed to hear that.. Although a lil and started to "search" for the source of that voice.. And managed to look at my direction!! XD but of course, he wasnt sure which gal that came from.. Even so.. I'm quite satisfied already.. It was really hard man! XD I saw this person near me covering her ear.. Must have been really loud @_@ sorry!!!

Then it was the end of the concert.. Was pretty sad.. Cuz I felt like.. Man.. Only 2?? and in fact, the two wasn't really everlasting too.. But then.. During their sending of.. Hehehe!! Well, like I said before.. Andy really looked at me!!! Hmm.. I think it was caught on a few of the fancams XD wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Feel like habing them!! although I already have one.. Which only recorded it for 2 seconds.. I want more!!! Q_Q

Then after that I didn't follow any of them down.. Although many people already went down.. Oh yeah.. Not to forget LUG~~ EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM WERE RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE but.. I totally forget to REACT!! OMG!! I felt like a total FOOL.. I mean.. THEY WERE SO GODDAMN NEAR ME!! IM HELLA SERIOUS!! If those LUG fans knew.. I think they'll smack me right on the spot or even kill me.. BUT!! I DIDNT REACT!! I only greeted them and they greeted me.. Then it came to me that I didnt ask for their AUTOGRAPH or A SHAKE OR WHATEVER!! And I WAS SOOOO DISAPPOINTED!!

Anyway.. As I was saying.. Let's forget aobut my disappointment.. As long as I remember it.. Hikz.. I waited and waved and all.. Cuz I knew that MinWoo and DongWan won't really you know.. Respond.. And anyway.. Since I already had it during the concert.. I went after HyeSung, who was the last one to leave the lounge.. and I'm VERY satisfied with my decision!! ^^ Hehehe~~ Cuz he waved at me!! ^o^ WHEEE!! It's like.. I ran there.. WIth some other fans.. But I reached the other side first.. And then he waved at me over there first!! ^o^ teehee!!! =DD Happy!!!!

So yeah.. That makes 4 already.. (Or 3, w/o DW) and then the last day.. It was JunJin!!! OMG!! I could have gone close to him if I were like one of those fans who well you know went for him to the check-in point.. But I didn't. Cuz I see that there were so many fans already.. And decided not to butt in. And waited at the viewing mall instead.

Hehehe~~ He's still as kind as always!! ^^ JunJin Oppa!! Hwaiting!! Forever!! ^^ And when he looked at me and waved, my friend was recording that!! ARRHH!! If only she was with me at all the other 2 events as well.. (Andy and HyeSung) cuz the 3 of them really really practically looked at ME!!!! YESH!! Unlike DongWan and MinWoo who looked at my direction.. Okay, wait.. At least MinWoo's case was better than DongWan's case.. Cuz at least I know that I was one of the girls that MinWoo saw.. But for DongWan.. Lesser, I guess.. Nah.. I can't really say.. So yeah..

I really feel kinda sad because of that.. But nvm~~ ^^ wheeeeeee!! OMG! I can't wait.. But I think I do know a person who recorded the Andy event.. Just that.. For the HyeSung's.. I don't think so... Q_Q ARRGHH!! Wanna cry!!! TT^TT HOW?!?!?

XDXD and the LUG AS WELL!! OMG!! CIndy!! You're such a loser at that moment!! Seriously.. I think It's because I was soo sad at that time yeah.. That I didn't have camera and all.. And was thinking about those.. But luckily I recovered fast from those feelings.. CUZ IF NOT!! Imma knock myself and IMMA get killed BY MY SIS!!! BUT phew.. Luckily I didn't.. And those attention that I managed to get from the 3(+2) of them might cover that point up! ^^;;; SIGH!!

HAha.. But I do know a friend who got MinWoo's "You... My girlfriend?" though.. Lucky, right?? Yeah.. HEHehe.. Let's just say that we're lucky.. I mean.. Hmm.. I'm lucky enough to be there and all ya know.. Yes.. Although not AS much AS the others.. But I have to keep in mind that there are also some that are not As lucky As me.. =]]] Come on cindy!! =DDHehehe~~ you can do it!! ^^

Ok.. I'm cheering myself up.. SHucks.. Haha.. And yeah.. I saw MS CHOO AFTER THE CONCERT!! Like.. WTH!! XDXD WAHH!! And hmm..Saw the ShinHwa guys at the backdoor after the concert.. HEheh =] DongWan was the clearest at that time.. Sighh.. What to do? I was soo tired.. And yesh.. The last person, out of the six, that I've talked about the least is Eric.. Cuz I seldom see him and he was sick too.. And yeah.. Didn't manage to send him or grab his attention.. Sorry Eric fans @_@ and hey.. I met a new friend online.. She's Ayu.. HEhehe.. Just by typing about how we felt.. We sort of.. "Shared our moments" And hey.. That's really nice! ^^ heheeh..

Okie okie~~ Shall stop here now! Cya guys~~

Oh wait.. Yest.. I slept throughout the curriculum time in sch.. REally.. My aunt told me not to go to school cuz I slept really night the night before, doing project until 3AM and I was really tired.. When I chased the guys, I was tired but content and happy. But this was not.. Especially after the party too.. MY goodness.. really bad for me.. and yeah.. Slept the ENTIRE day.. But managed to finish my HomeEc project yeasterday.. Until 5 PM yeasterday.. But Mrs Chua already went home.. So yeah.. Passed it up today during recess.

And.. Just now J was talking to him.. They were talking about something that I know of.. But he was signalling something using his eyes.. I think I'm not supposed to know about that.. Although I actually do.. Cuz hehehe.. I'm the devil one you know.. Ok, sometimes angel.. Ok, forget that. I'm none. I'm just a human who is.. Ok, forget this too.. HAha!! Confidential XDXD so yeah.. And it was supposed to mean something.. And I'm afraid that I misinterpreted it.. And yeah.. I do realise something.. Just don't wanna say it now.. Maybe next week?? Or so.. Donno.. Q_Q Sigh.. Now in such a dellima.. And so many things happened.. Haha~~ XD told Disa today about the.. ShinHwa guys XD haha.. She was jealous.. Kinda.. HAhah!! MUAHAHAH!! XD I'm sooo evil!! ARRHH~~ XDXD

Kk.. I'm really going now!! ^^ byess~~

2006-09-12T02:57:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. Wanted to update today.. As i've said earlier on.. But I can't... I'm too tired.. And so many thing shave happened!! My goodness.. This is not good for me man.. Cuz I can't seem to record them down here~~ Due to too much.. I dunno.. Things to do?? No time to update about my daily lives.. Especially nowadays.. The one of the most crucial times in my life!!! X___X

But nvm.. As long as I've wrote them down somewhere.. ShinHwa ChangJo, that is. At least I know what's going on.. And writing really doesn't say everything in a person's heart yeah... It's all in my memory man... ARgghh~~

Ahh.. And about today~~ I came home late after band.. And at around 7.22 I decided that I must go to the airport.. So I went!! I took a quick shower with soap and went off~~~

It was really really unexpected.. Cuz I thought that I was soooo late~~ And I thought that I couldn't make it.. Their flight is at 10.35PM and then they would most probably go at 9.00Pm so my time was really tight!!! And then I reached there at about 8.30?? X___x yeah~~ tight, huh?? But I'm really really greatful..

Managed to see all of them.. And then able to "communicate" with some of them through hands.. Oh!! The one that I managed to really grab the attention of was Andy!! Hahah.. I do not know why.. Oh! I know.. Cuz he's the nicest outof them all yeah.. So yeah..

It's so late now.. I really can't afford to update this now.. So I shall stop here first for the moment.. Maybe I can't update tomorrow as well.. Or the next two days.. Gotta update it maybe in the weekend or something?? WOW!! So long.. I'll really find a day man.. AARRHHHH!! XDXDXDXD

This reminds me soo much of Euphoria '04!! XDXD Oct.. But of course, that time was better.. In a way.. My sis was there.. It was our first time.. Cuz that's the first time ShinHwa cam ehere.. And the first time I chased a star.. And it was all sooo everlasting.. And now it isn't really.. Well, not as much.. I'll tell you why yeah.. So for now.. Byee~~ Good night!! ^^

SHINHWA HWAITING!!! XD

2006-09-11T02:42:00.000+08:00

ahhh!! XDXD can't believe it!! I went~~ Yes, mom.. It's selfish of me.. But it's once in a while.. And when else will they be able to come?? Who knows.. And thank you soo much..

hey guys.. I didn't really want to write an entry today (now, to be specific) since it's already this late.. But I guess that since i've already turned on the computer for the History thing.. Might as well write a line or two about today.. hehe XP

ShinHwa concert!! Yes!!! Kiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa XDXDXD unbelievable,huh?? XDXDXD but anyway.. I think that I should stop here.. There's school tomorrow.. Okay, later.. SO yeah ^^; Hahah.. Saranghae ShinHwa Oppa~~ Miyanhaeyo.. I can't "stalk" with the others.. And this whole thing was, in fact, a pretty last-minute thing for me.. I know.. My bad.. But hey!! At last!! I managed to.. Was pretty surprised.. VERY in fact.. ^^;;

Okie dokie!! Shall stop here for now..~~ Nytzzz~~ ^^ Yongwonie~ Chowaiyo~~ =]]

SHINHWA CHANGJO!! <3

2006-09-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. On Saturday.. 2nd of Sept?? I think so. Waahhh!! SOOO COOL!!! XDXDXD

The BDAs and friends totally rock man!! Especially when they played Riverdance. They were like, WOW!!!! Especially the curved soprano sax!!! XDXDXD Leslie!!!!! Hehe... he was the soloist for that. And the song consisted of mainly running notes man!! @_@

and then some of the players that Aishah and I really loved were Poon!! Man. He played the French horn sooo majestically like.. Whoaw... and then Jeremy looked not too bad too =D

Plus, of course, the Trombone association~~~~ Man!! Aishah called me nuts because of them.. So bad~~ Hahahha~~ And actually, everything there rock!! The whole concert was really worth it!!! Totally man!

And the conductor, too, was very fun! ^^ hahaha.. Maestro Shuichi Komiyama~~ =] All of them are Oh so cool.

Then that night, I almost had a heart attack when Aishah told me a story. It was.. FREAKY... Haha~ But the whole night totally rules aight. KK~ shall stop here. And Hah!!! At last!! The talents that trombone holds was shown!!! Totally proud of that!!! =DD

2006-09-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

SIGH.. 31st of August 2006.

What a sad day it is. One of the saddest days that I've ever known in my whole life so far. It was the worST Teachers' Day that I've gone through. 'Happy Teachers' Day' that's how we usually greet the day with. But alas, there's a change in history.. no more 'Happy' but 'Sorrow'.

My teacher just stormed outof the classroom today.. All sad and gloomy. Partly cuz the class are lollies during class, but that's a small matter and it can be solved easily. So, what was it?

Selfishness.

A short, sweet word but one which has a meaning of more than a thousand of words. What they did was absurt. Beyond description. Usually, it will go well. Well, it's trus that the past years has been successful thanks to my friends and that this year, it was all on me. But I thought that if I wanna do what I've been doing, it's impossible, knowing the condition of the class. So, I deleted that idea from my mind and looked for others.

We found one. A video. Lakshmi had done on our behalf a great job done all by herself. Really salute her for that and, of course, thankful. It was supposed to be aired today, in class. However, because of what happened, everything's ruined. I was at my seat. Wasn't really aware at what was happening but my ears were still listening to the surrounding sound. I thought that she coul take it, as she always does and solves the problem better than I do. But I was wrong.

This time around, she could no longer take it. It was beyond her power. Her great wall of patience has fallen bit by bit. It was her limit. And then when everything collapsed, there you have it. Nothing.

But even so, What surprised me was that, they didn't realised what they have done. It was really shocking. I shouted at them. This isn't the first time in the year. Not the first time in the term and NOT the FIRST time in this WEEK. So i have to do this EVERY SINGLE DAY? I believe that I don't.

As everyone know, they hate me doing that. But do I like doing that? NO. Hell NO! I'm just like them, a student. One sitting right at the back of the class. Not perfect, not a really good role model but at least, I THINK.

Reflections... Letters... Apologies.. I've mentioned those.. Mistakes...Repititions, these words that I used just now while shouting. Have these words reached your hearts? I wonder. There were faces that said 'yes, I undestand'. While some... totally oblivious to what is going on. Breath was wasted, saliva used up at these. Anger spilt from us. All these.. Seems like they have NO effect on some of YOU. Well then, if it's not some, then at least ONE.

Do you think you're that GREAT? ALMIGHTY and stuff? Cuz if you ask me, the answer is a straight NO. Sprouting vulgarities all day long. Does that show anything? NO! Does that make you strong and good? HELL NO! For goodness sake, you're like.. The BIGGEST coward I've ever known in my whole life so far! Picking on those weaker than you. Those SMALLER in size compared to yours. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!?

What? Trying to be a freakin' retard?! Hell, man. Youve definitely completed your mission if that's you aim. The words 'Wanna fight?' ALWAYS come out from your mouth but whenever I challenge you back, have you ever took it? NO! And why is that? Cuz you're AFRAID. Afraid that there's someone who is able to BEAT you up and that you'll lose your face!

COWARD

What I really feel like doing now is to handle you; attitude wise. Need to get beaten up before you realise your mistakes?! BY ALL MEANS! Cuz I'm freakin' PISSED OFF right now! And you calle dme crazy? GO AHEAD! I'll just freakin' beat you up like a crazy mad person till YOU DROP! However, of course, I can't do that.

I don't even think that you deserve me beating you up. My fists are just oo good for you. You're just some freakin' loser who don't worth anything AT ALL.

REFLECT

Well then.. Since there's nothing much that I can do.. Reflections.. That's the thing that I can ask them to do.. And I hope that they'll really reflect on what they have done. Not just merely on what I've mentioned to them, but also the things that they HAVE done with their conscious minds...

Well then, I shall end this entry here. My entry on..

Happy Teachers' Day

2006-08-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

2 days ago, I had a nightmare. I'm not sure about what it's trying to tell me, although I do have interpreted it somehow..

Anyway, in my dream, I (or a girl, or boy. but I'll say it as 'I') attented this party where everyone wore formal attire. I'm not sure whether it was a tuxedo or a dress. Then there someone that I knew and he was performing on stage. I have forgotten what performance it was but I think it was kinda good, cuz I remember that the audience was clapping their hands.

However, there was something that we should not do. We were warned on not to do that beforehand. I think it was something got to do with embarrassment. Then something happened and this boy was on the floor, crawling without his attire on. He was also crying and the audience were laughing at him, except for me. I was there thinking "what a dumb thing to do" or something along that line and then I shouted to him saying something about he should not do that.

After that, a girl went on the stage to perform. I'm not sure whether the girl was me or not. Maybe not. And then I think she was delivering a speech or something like that. However, sadly, she forgot her line at this point of time and her mum was really angry. Her mum then took out a cane and caned her on the spot, in front of the whole audience, which was very shocking! I was stunned!

The girl pleaded mercy and cried her eyes out but for some reason, I do not know what, her mum continued to cane her as though her dissatisfaction was that great. Then the worst part comes. Suddenly, blood started squirting out of the girl's skin. It was as though her mum caned her too hard that she bled. What's more, she was caned on her face too and the scene was horrible. Because of the terrible pain, the girl cried even louder than seh was before.

But I think that her crying actually made her mum even more frustrated that she vented her anger on everyone and she started whippping everything around her, including the audience. The audience, of course, fleed. All afraid of the, now berserk, mum. And then the girl passed away or something like that. I can't remember cuz by then I'm awake. It was really really FREAKY!!

I do not know HOW it come about. Especially why do I have such a nightmare? Is there a special meaning to it?? I've been thinking about it for quite some time now.. But I guess that I'll never find out the answer so soon.. I guess that I'll just have to wait, huh.

Alright, this shall be the end of this entry. Although it's been such a long time, I think this is the highlight that I would like to share most. Although, today, I had another freaky thing happened to me - I had a white hair!! O______O ARRGGGHHHHH!!!! But note that it's A only.. So yeah.. Got rid of it. Sigh.. Must be because I'm under too much stress. Well, alright then. Good night!!! =]

2006-08-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm?? What the.. How come a post of mine is gone...?? Sigh.. It's okay.. Many things have happened but I really do not know where to start.. There's the Fu Hua Sec students, haha.. Losers. And then my problem.. I guess I shall just fast forward everything from the 7th of August. huh.

Well, yesterday.. My dream.. It's trying to tell me something. But I don't know what.. I really have this feeling that it's trying to tell me something. I slept at about 7 and that's when I started dreaming.. In my dream,

I woke up from my nap and there I was, in my old bedroom in my Jakarta house. Just like the old days.. Those days that I missed so much.. But the me there was me in the present. Only my surrounding actually changed to the past. It's as though I actually time travelled. Then I looked around me, still feeling kinda shocked. Then I stood up and went outside of my room.

Everything was still the same.The piano, the aquarium.. Ah.. It had its light on. And the living rooms, they were dimly lighted.

Then I procceeded to the dining table and there my tuition teacher was. The tuition teacher that I'm currently having tuition with. Then I think said something like let's have our lesson now. And so we started. Then suddenly, I realise that I'm no longer in Indo.. I was on the living room of my Singapore's.. And I was kinda tired and sleepy. Then I told her that maybe we should stop for today and then continue another time..

Then I got ready to bathe.. I took my towel and when I got into my room to get my clothes, I saw her there in my room somehow lying on the bed. I saw her dog.. And then there was her mom if I'm not wrong. And then there's supposedly her dad. But I see my grandpa instead. He was really active, doing some magic tricks if I'm not wrong. And then yeah.. The air-con was on and the yellow light was on, as though getting ready for someone to sleep. And then I also see my siblings and my cousins..

Then I just took my clothes and when into the toilet to bathe. suddenly something came up. I forgot what it was. And then I woke up.

This dream is still quite vivid in my mind until now. And I've not told anyone about it yet. Cuz I'm not sure whether i should, or not. And the last thing that I saw before waking up.. What's that?? It's really vague now.. Can't seem to recall it.. And everything, all the scenes just make me kinda.. I dunno.. Sad? There's this feeling of missing in me. Like as though I miss my childhood a lot.. Or something.. And then I just gotta come to reality and face it, ya know.

But what really made that dream? Was it me? Was it because of myself? Because I think that I've been under pressure or something? Or is it telling me something? Like maybe, I should give myself a break, thing of my happy moments and all those stuff? Oh yeah, and of course, my parents were there as well.. It's as though it's trying to show me all the people that are very dear me but just can't show me all of them because I didn't give it enough time to unfold itself..

And then when I woke up.. I've been kinda thinking about it.. And then it made me realise.. There's this ShinHwa concert coming up in Singapore on the 10th of Sept like I said earlier.. And It costs quite a bomb.. $168 for each tic.. And then I've been trying to save up money and then asking my mum for permission to go for it.. But then after this dream, it got me thinking.

Is it actually trying to tell me "Stop! Don't go for it! Remember your happy childhood times when you can afford many things.. They're not what you are right now. You've got to understand your parents' situation and be more thoughtful!" That's what I've bene thinking about.. What's more.. It seems like I've either spent or lost some 30 bucks that I've tried to save earlier on..

And seriously, is it just to show me that I'm not meant to do so? My sis is no longer going for it as well.. So I guess I shan't.. My mum called just a moment ago. She sounded really sad. But instead of making her feel better and so on.. I actually asked her if she'll allow me to go for the concert. What kind of a daughter am I? I've finally come to this conclusion after reflecting on whatever that I've done. She must have felt really sad. And I dunno.. I'm supposed to comfort her! Just feel really dissapointed in myself right now. She was coughing as well.. She's sick.. Because of too much work.. And she couldn't come because of the work too.. And misses us here.. But she sacrifices herself for the work, for our sake. I'm so selfish!!!!

Sigh.. I'll find some time and try to apologize to her I guess.. And the Ms Tan also talked to me yesterday.. Saying that I've grown as days passed by.. I hope that I really did.. So yeah.. Okay, enough of those sad thingys.. It's time for me to rejoice!!! =]

Tomorrow there's planting.. Hope it goes well!! X_____X Hehhehe.. And yeah.. There was band.. Not gonna write much I guess.. REally have many feelings now adays.. Hahah.. Guess she's coming XD hehehe..Ok ok.. Nytzz~~

2006-08-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

Aisshh!!! I'm so forgetful!! I can' use that smiley face.. And yet i still used them! X___x Alright, shall stop those from now on.

Anyway, today is kinda eventful.. I was called to the Vice-Principal (VP)'s office first thing in the morning. LOL! Great, huh? But I didn't have to go there straight away, of course. Well, as I've guessed earlier, it was on te issue of the KL trip. Huahuhauhauhahah!!

I thought that she would actually believe all of that teacher's words or something and then scold us through and through.. ut she didn't! ^^ Oh, how glad!! Hehhe.. She's so fun!! Love her lots =) Hehehehhe I was totally wrong when I thought that it'll be a dread or something.. But instead, it turned out to be really fun! ^^ Had lots of laughters there~ =]

And then the great me starts my STM again.. I forgot my COURT SHOES!! Well, I thought that we need that on Tuesday only.. But it turned out that we need it today too!! X___X How annoying!!! Sigh...

But just now, it wasn't so bad. I mean, we did rehearse and it went fine.. XD Hmm.. Got punished for forgetting the shoes- 30 lines

And another sad news.. QPS!!! WHY?!?!?! Their band was closed down.. Knew bout this news not long ago.. At about 5 PM? Sighhh~~~ SO SADDDD!!!!!!

Well, tomorrow is the performance.. Gotta remember those XD Thnx Husna!! And the others too! =] Hehehe~ Alright then.. Shall end here now ^^ Cyaa~~~

2006-08-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Speaking of tiredness.. I'm so tired!! I havent even checked my homework for today >____<>

Whatever it is, I'll just have to fix it later.. And then today we had practice for the NDP performance. Lots of songs sang. Was really bored.. So I joined in with the singing.. Quite fun at some parts. And then the foreigners' performance.. Hehe! The opening of it was kinda funny! ^^

And then when I was having band just now, Shen lao shi called me.. No, in fact, she called me since the middle of my lessons just now!! at 1.30++?? @_@ I was having my mother tongue man.. Scary~~ and then during band too..

Then I found out what's up with her. Turned out to be that she had changed her maid.. Her old one tried to steal. Sighh.. And then the new one knows english and chinese not. And that's why she needed a Cindy-to-the-rescue thing. -____-'' Haha! But it wasn't that bad anyways XDD Well, I was able to eat at her place.. Really delicious foods!! Love ShangHai delicacies.. And then My tummy was full! It's still full now >___<>

Hmm.. anyhow, today was kinda fun.. Being a translator is really not an easy job. I've always thought of it being a fun, easy job. But I changed my mind! ^^;; Hehehe..

Oh.. And.. SHINHWA'S COMING TO SINGAPORE ON THE 10TH OF SEPTEMBER!! OMGOSH OMGOSH!!!! XDDDXDDXDD I'm SOOOOO excited about it!!! Wonder if I'm allowed to go for it.. And then Monji!!!! Sigghhh... STATE OF THE ART!!!! TT_TT hmmm... Hope that everything will turn out fine and the way we want them to.. Yeah?

Aight aight.. This'll be the end for today.. CANT WAIT!! >___<>

2006-08-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Sheezz.. Speaking of long.. How many months have it been? Anyway, it's due to the long holiday, and the fact that my comp had broken down. But it's alright now ^^ it's fixed! although nowhere near perfection.. He he but it's okay~

Glad that you guys still remember me after such a long time.. Hmm.. some tags on the board tells me so ^^; (I hope I'm right, that is) but anyhow, this is a journal of my life, huh.

Sigh. Tests coming up.. Lots of them. Attacking me slowly, bit by bit, almost painfully. Not really, though. Just that I found out some new things going on.. And it sure did explain to me why the seniors have been talking about "conflicts" some things that are definitely off-limits to the sec1s. but yeah, I know.

Why do some things happen? We do not know. Why don't things go the way we want them to be? Perhaps it makes our lives more challenging this way, too challenging sometimes. Why are some truths still hidden somewhere at the bottom of something? Maybe that's the way it should be. Why ask yourself so many questions when you know that you can't answer them? Now that's the humans' nature. You can't fight it, can you?

My life has been full od ups and downs too. Like everyone else. Except, not many people noticed it. Nobody lives a perfect life. We should learn to understand and care. Why hurt when you will hurt yourself more than you hurt others? Why assume and conclude without knowing anything much? Well, you will never know unless you have the heart to wait and find out.

So many things have happened. So much work to do. But instead of sighing all day long, I shall learn on how to look forward, I guess. I wonder what people think about me. Cuz.. Forget it. She sucks. That's it. No use blabbering on about her. It'll be a waste of my time and a waste of my effort.

Anyway, leaving all the other things aside, these are the events that

I've Completed So Far:

"My Home" Percussion Concert

Are On-Going:

"Many Ways of Seeing" D&T Worksop

Project Catwalk

Are Up-coming;

National Day Parade Concert

"CCP"

Tests:

Done:

History

English

Mother Tongue

Home Economics

Coming-up:

Geography

Well, I guess that's it? Haha.. Sorry. Not much updated. Too many things have happened. It'll be a novel if I were to write everything down.. Haha!! Oh.. And everyone! Try listening the a Jap Band named DA PUMP ^^ c yaazzz

2006-06-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. It's been quite long.. alright, I shall take back my words.. It's been super long!! 9 days!!! WUAH!!!! alright..

First of all, I'm sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Because of.. SHINHWA'S 8TH JIB!!! ARRGGHHHH!!!! I didn't manage to order it!! thanks to my dear internet connection!! 9 days!!! That's the number of days I've not been online properly.. Hmm.. Simply put, having no internet connection problems.. So yeah.. I COULDN'T GET ONLINE!!

Hence.. I DIDN'T MANAGE TO ORDER THE ALBUM!! Equals to, I didn't manage to help monji as well!!! TT^TT oppa!! Miyan hae!!! Hikzz..

So now.. I'm still figuring out.. How the heck am I gonna get the albums.. Havin one is much better than having none!! GRRRRR!!

Anyway.. A week has passed.. Had our class Tee.. On that day.. I gotta say that I was kinda harsh on the class.. But what can I do?? They pushed me.. Yeah.. I know I know.. I shouted at them, again. Told them to co-operate with those who are helping out in keeping quiet and all.. Sighh..

And then on Tuesday we went for the X-country. Oh yeah.. I skipped the Friday and the other 3 days. Well, I'm just too tired to remember now ^^; But anyhow.. I was jogging with Husna and the others.. Then I saw Hui Jun.. Was jogging with her when she sudden;y said tt she pulled a muscle. Lol. So yeah.. I walked with her throughout the whole thing.. Well, of course, with some running. I was her motivator.. As always, I'm there to motivate people.. Haha!! At the end of it, Ms Tan was really disappointed in the 2 of us XD Sorry~~ But wasn't really interested in that as well. Sigh... And what did I get?? 84!!!! Well, hmm.. Wonder why I wasn't the last.. LOL!!

Now now.. After the run we had cups of milo.. Loved it.. Fiona passed her phone to me too.. But forgot to take it back.. So I brought it home. Lol! and brought back to school.. And hmm.. Returned her the next morning. Lol! duuh~ and then wednesday.. Hmm.. Some post-exam activities all the way. Got bored and tired of them.. well, got some OXY products from a talk on growing up.. Well, really good for I need some in KL XD lol.. Hahaha!!

And then.. A few days ago, I started having 3 ulcers.. Awhh man!! Well, started out since Tuesday.. When I was accompanying my grangparents.. Must be the weather and lack of water.. Really painful!!! ARRGHH!! Then.. I still need to go back to school and blow my instruments.. Really hurts.. TT^TT and today.. I really suffered lots man.. Sigh!! SO pain!!! I put more Bonjela just now.. The upper one is getting better and better already after the bleed. And now the one in front is starting to bleed too.. Gonna go off soon, huh? I hope so. And the last one which is in the middle of the two.. Well, nothing much. It's rather small but it stung like a bee!! Oooofh!! Horrifying ulcers!!! UUURGGHH!!

So today we finish our moves and all.. Just gotta work on the skirt.. And get rid of the ulcers.. Tighten the music.. And the foot work. And everything else should be fine. At last!! I manage to memorize a piece!! ^o^ yey!! But.. Not the whole song, however. Just the edited once for the event..

BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL!!!

IN 2 DAYS TIME!! PLEASE!! Don't die @_@ Hahahha..

And just now.. I talked to Ms Thong about the ISME thing.. Oh man! I like what I heard.. Kinda.. But it's kinda disturbing too ^^; cuz.. We gotta..

PRESENT IN FRONT OF ABOUT 1000 PEOPLE MOSTLY ADULTS WHO MIGHT BE PROFS OR TEACHERS OR SUCH AND LITTLE CHILDREN WILL BE THERE!! SO OH MAN!! THIS IS GONNA BE BIG!!!! O_O

Look!! Even I can remember that whole chunk of infos!! Geezz!! How scary.. Alright then.. It's really really "early" in the morning now.. 1.14 AM?? Gotta go sleep~~ Need my beauty sleep pretty badly &_& tah tahs everyone!! Oh yeah.. Just taught Irene some Indo Lang.. Hwehwehwehwhe.. and Haha! Yeah.. That's it! ^^ Byezz!!

2006-05-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

oh man.. Its been longer than i thought it would be.. 10 days.. Hmm.. After the meeting.. Well, chatted with SY, as usual.. And he fouund this webbie one fine day.. LOL!http://www.killsometime.com wanna check it out?? Errmm.. It's a website full of games and jokes and so on.. So yeah.. Is there any virus(es) there?? Errmm.. Well, I guess not? Unless you're unlucky..

So I was playing with him this crazy game.. Forgot what it's called.. And then there's the fun curveball and this kinda interesting game on McD.. ^o^

Then problems strike on this computer.. I do not know why.. Getting connected to the internet is sooo hard!!! Humm.. It doesn't like me that much anymore T^T now it likes my sis more!! Boo Hoo!!!!

And then.. My couz introduced me this cool serial drama.. Or movie.. 1-Litre of Tears aww.. It's soooo touching!!! Really really.. It's based on a true life story of a Japanese girl.. How she persevered despite her disease which cant be cured, how she managed to put a smile on her face each and every day although it really wasnt how she felt deep inside. Even with the bad rumours behind her back about her walking like a penguin, those glares at her that made her wanna cry. However, she chose to live on. Looking forward for the next day, cherishing each second that passed by. And that was when she realises that amongst all the hard glares staring at her, there are still some kinda eyes looking out for her back out there... I really wish that her story would give the people of our time courage to live on, not to give up on themselves, not to belittle themselves, but instead, do what they can with their maximum ability..

Okay, enough talking on that show, it moved my cousin to tears ya, by the way! ^^ Hehe.. And then.. Oh yeah.. After those days of holidays, we came back to school with post-exam activities.. Had some talks in the hall and all.. So cold.. Hmm.. Nothing much really happened.. Amanda's birthday present.. It's still with me..

Then on the 21st

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERMAN!!!!

Hahaha!! Yepz.. It was on the day of the big walk.. Oh yeah.. Early in the morning.. I was actually early for the meeting with Alex at the Queenstown MRT Station.. However, MY COUPONS and number tag!! Accidentally left them behind.. Unbelievable!! I ahd to run all the way back home and ran back to the MRT Station again.. What's more, I was broke and almost forgot that my Ez-link card had no more value in it.. So I topped it up.. And we thought that we were the last!!! ARGHH.. However, fortunately, we weren't.. LOL!! HAHAHA!! But I was late for the bus.. Followed the GB people.. Fiona and Kristale walked with the E2s.. Lol.. Whereas for me, was with the other guys, but then in the middle I caught up with Ms Tan..

Then nothing much happened on the other days.. Errmm.. Watched the Howl's Moving Castle to the end.. Love it! ^^ Then oh ya!! On the same day, 21st, Ci Tepot had her bdae at Ernest's house.. Fun.. Hmm.. Was in the competition for drinking.. And it was really hard!! I needa drink from the baby bottle!! Grr... But hmm.. Although finished it though.. Then drank a cup full of beer.. Finished it in two shots. Lol! My tummy was really nice.. Hehehe!! And then played.. Cut the cake.. And everything!! ^o^ haha! FUN!!!! That night, I slept veryy nicely!! Hehe.. I didn't feel like waking up on Monday.. I was too comfortable in my sleep!! Haha.. Even during school, I still feel like sleeping.. Yeah.. The effect of those drink.. Ahh.. SO NICE!! Hahaha..

Then.. Days passed with school.. There was a day with a competition in writing a Letter to God.. In 3 or less sentences or any kinds of drawings.. Yeah.. And then yesterday we went to the lab.. Created crystals with Alum.. and we got the results today!! ^^ Hmm.. I was with Yu Zeng.. And our crystals didn't go really well, though.. But the experience is still cool! ^^

Oh yeah, a few days ago I found out from Ms Thong that me and the other 4 people who are going to M'sia needa do a presentation on our E-music XD waahhh!!! That's gonna be scary!!! Huikkzz!! And yeah.. Gotta meet her on one of the days during the first week of holiday..

OH!! AND SHINHWA!! THE NEW ALBUM!! GET IT OUT PEOPLE!!! IT'S REALLY WONDERFUL!!! ALL THE SONGS IN IT ARE LIKE, WhoAW!! AND THEY TOPPED THE CHARTS ON THE SAME SAY THEIR CDS WERE OUT!! Wo0TZ!! HOW Co0L IS THAT?!?! ^o^

Yepz!! You got it!! I'm high on them!! Heheh!! And then today.. We had an Urgent Meeting for band.. Forgot that I actually have my chinese tuition today XD Aisshh.. Luckily I was back home IN TIME!! Umm.. Maybe late a lil.. 10++ mins?? ^____^;;; Hmm.. Yeah.. Investiture day.. Performances.. Sad that I can't attend them.. But the Opening is more important yeah!! Sighh.. and then.. Haha!! Bro coming to school tomorrow to deliver Tuba stripes!! Heheh!! In long sleeves!! WHEEEEE!! Hehehe~~ Wonder if I'll be able to see him!! XP Teehee!! Lucks on your promoting!! Hahaha!! Kayzz.. Bye everyone for now..

이민우!! 사랑해요!! Heheh... 신화,Se7en 오빠 too!! XDXD hehe!!

Alright, alright.. Bye everyone!! ^__^ Hope tomorrow will be an even better day..Yeah?? Sigh.. Hope I won't have to shout at the class again.. I wonder why they aren't sick and tired of me.. Even I AM.. -______- Okayz.. Bye for now everyone!! ^^

2006-05-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

ooh... When was the last time i posted?? Wednesday.. Wow.. Let's see.. On thurs.. It was the Marking Day.. So we had no school and I didn't join Disa and the others.. Cuz they were watching at 8+ and i really don't feel like going for it no more.

On Friday, the QCC gathering was cancelled. How aweful eyh?? The reason being too little people are going.. -___-'' how lame is that? And so I lazed around.. Umm read the Tulip Touch book. But I didn't manage to finish it, though.

On Saturday, I read the book again.. It was really interesting and I was about to finish it already. So I was kinda.. Pigging.. Again.. ^____^;;;; Awwww.. Don't gimme that look!! I know I know.. I'm getting fatter each day.. But that's what happen when you have no other things to do! Well, of course I can go to the gym and all.. But well.. Readin for a change aint all that bad, right? So, on this day, I finally finished the book!! And the ending.. It was just like reality.. Actually, the whole story was like a reflection on M's life.. Seriously.. Actually I've been thinking about it.. But she's just so UURRGHH... Exactly like the story.. If only, just one hand. Would anyone ever extend their hand towards that direction to pull this helpless soul out of the darkness..? I hope so.. And I do wonder sometimes.. Why can't my hand be the one to do so since I'm aware of it?..

Okay, enough about that.. Cuz I think I've got the answer.. And that's because I gotta save myself too.. I aint perfect too.. I have lots of sins too.. Maybe much more than hers, who knows. After that, I went online and chatted with my newly-made friend called Isnu. Knew him through Disa.. But well, half-way I went off I think.. So I didn't know the whole story. All I know is that Vera and Carol suddenly ask me out. Well, I agreed. No harm to that. Then they said that he's coming too. Well, okay, I'm fine with that. But what happened next.. Was rather unexpected but expected at the same time..

So I see that one of them has a crush on him, maybe? Cuz that's what they always do.. Push the guy to me when on of them have a crush on him.. Sigh.. When will they ever stop this whole crap? I've told them how I feel frankly.. That's what I always do. They know about it too but they just can't seem to change.. Well, it's alright, I accept them as friends for who they are.. I can't change their personalities or anything. And then.. Well guys.. Be senstive a bit ya next time.. I mean, seriously.. Don't be so.. Nevermind.. Sighh...

Then we took lots of neoprints.. Ate at KFC.. Umm.. We got this fliers.. On BK deals.. The guy aint happy with me?? I think that's what Carol said.. But too bad, I didn't hear him.. ^____^;;; LOL! Umm.. Then yeah.. Today I showed Disa the neoprints that I took with Mir and the others.. And the ID.. SIGH! Please man guys.. Know your limits.. Before I flare up.. It's not like as if my days are always great too you know.. Unlike you guys, I can be cheery and all too but you must know when to be sensible and serious too..

What's more.. We get our results back today.. Aint that good.. Aint that bad.. I have aint not no comment.. Well, why don't you guys see it for yourselves??

Geography= 65/100 = B3

Science= 70/100 = A2

Mathematics = 93/100 =A1

History = 72/100 = A2

D&T = 86/100 = A1

English = ??? (It was a LAP Module, presentation)

Chinese = (Still unsure) Letter = 12/20 + Composition = 29/50 + Paper = 55/110

= 96/180

Currently this is a C5 mark.. However, I still need the marks from my Listening comprehension.. My fate depends on it T^T

So yeah.. Those are my marks.. Nothing special.. Just hope that I won't go any lower than these.. Yeah?? @_____@ okiezz then!! I'll stop here! Oh yeah, I went to the gym just now.. Whoaw!! I feel soooo great after that short excersice.. Haha! REALLY short! Umm.. 15 mins?? But I guess that it's better that nothing!! ^___^ Teehee!! Okay!! Bye then!! Hehe.. Oh yeah.. Jsut now also.. Umm.. Saw the rehearsal for the PAC concert.. Cool coolzz!! And then talked to Dy for a few.. Seconds?? Lol! And then.. Yeah.. Went out with Mam.. =D With the others.. Went to Iman's house.. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Hehehe!!! MISS YA GUYSS!! LOVESSSSSS!! And BYE!!! =D

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2006-05-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

ooh.. It's been long yeah.. Okay, fine.. Not SO long.. But... Hmm.. Pretty long.. BUT.. anyway.. On the 6th.. IT WAS THE MTV ASIA AWARDS.. Like I told you guys before.. There are some awesome stuffs I want you guys to see!! Well.. Just don't bledd your nose! ^^;; Cuz they totally rock!! I'm dead SERIOUS!

This is Se7en [again XD] remix of Passion and I know:

This is a performance by KangTa and Vaness Wu [but im not sure of the title ^^;;]:

Cool?? hehehhe!! And then on.. sunday.. Didn't have any tuition.. Erm.. when did i do the card ya.. on friday i think.. Gotta collect it supposedly on Tues..

On Monday.. Had my D&T paper.. Wonder how I did.. Well.. I LOVE the last part of it ^^ teehee~ the drawing!! hehehe fun fun!

Um.. On Tues.. Went home early.. Cuz I wanna get the key back.. But.. It wasn't done yet.. Sigh.. So, i gotta collect it on the next day. Well, had CL listening compre that day.. Pretty tough! @_@ Im sooo dead!!

And today!! 10/5.. Oh.. quite a lot happened since the past few days actually.. There's this swimming course.. I'm still on flame whenever I think about it.. But I shall let the bygones be bygones, huh? Well.. Just now. I talked to my dad.. Haizz convinced him to do what he don't wanna and what I don't wanna too.. Cuz..

IT'S ALL A WASTE OF MONEY!! I REPEAT A WASTE OF MONEY!!! MAN!!! I'M SO GONNA HATE THIS NO MATTER hOW FUN IT'LL BE OR WHATEVER! NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY MIND! IT'S ALL SO DAMN ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh... It really is.. a part of me is really really torn off.. FREAK!!! Anyway, today.. I bought the card.. Yeah.. Collected it.. Oh before that, went with the indo gang to Es Teler in Far East Shopping Centre.. FUN!! ^^ haha! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIA AND DEWI!!! Heheheh!! And then.. OOOH!! I found A LONG LOST SENIOR!!! BWAHAHAHHAHA!! COOL!! Yup!! ^^ long lost.. And I mean IT! when I was in playgroup! ^^ bwaahaha! And he's in Taman kanak2! BWahhaa!! Ya, kan? Isnu! wahhaha!!!

Anyway.. today.. Is wow! haha! it's no longed Wed! ^^; WElcome THURDAY!! SO IT's.. Huahah! another party..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRANDA MAZUKI LEE!!!! ^o^ huahhahahaha!! Okay~ that's it!! huahuahahhahah

And.. I love Iman man! CUZ SHE TOTALLY BUSTED THE HELL OUTTA MARIE!! Woo hoo! Just like the olden days eyh?! Awww man! I missed those a lot!! 5 years.. We went through together.. Well.. Not all.. Ok fine.. Let's make it 4 years we went thorugh together ^^ although I wasn't that close to them then compared to us now.. But still!! ARRGGHH!! Hikkzz.. REally missed it lots.. Yeah... SIgh... Haha! And I'm REALLY glad that some things... Just don't change.. ^^; Haha! Thnx guys!! alright.. That's the end for now.. Good nytz everyone!! ^o^ haha! and hmm.. It's been kinda long since I chatted with Dy ya.. And.. Sher!! when are you going to start your tuition lessons?? Muahahaha!! and hmm.. I thought you asked me out, Bel??? Hmm.. Oh yeah.. Tomorrow.. should I join disa and the others to watch movie?? Feel like it.. But, let's see first ^^ and then.. On Friday.. Wahhh.. QCC.. Wow.. then wouldn't I be fully booked again?? o_O oooh.. Haha! just like the olden days! XD kiaaa!! Everyone!! HERE I COME!!! ^O^ muacckkzz!! Hahaha!! Kk.. Nytz!! oh yeah.. The truth about the Steven guy.. Is finally out today.. ^^; muahahhaha!! Okiezz.. Nytz!! Take care everyone!!

Sylvia flew home today.. You must miss me ya!!!! haha! ^^

2006-05-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

Well well well.. Hey! Ive got something to share! ^o^ My DEAR friend, eemanie gave me the links to it! And well.. THEY ROCK!!! Hehe! Um.. They go by the name of "soul" yeah? If im not wrong.. And they're in the "superband" i think.. hehe! anyways.. Enjoy!!

Haha! alright alright.. Hmm.. The pass few days had been days full of exams! Phew! Had my chinese tuition for everyday too.. All of those hardwork for today! I wonder if I did a good job.. There were the comprehensions.. Well, I gotta tell ya something.. All of them were hard! There's no 填写汉字!! My gosh.. That's like.. My life saver, well sometimes, but.. Hmm.. And then the story with options in the middle of it.. So hard!! My goodness!! I don't understand!! I don't think I'll pass this exam.. Or maybe I would? I just hope so!! ~_~ well.. The first paper wasn't so bad, I think. I hope that I'll really pass with flying colours!!!

Okay.. Now.. On the fourth.. I had my Math paper 1! Woo hoo! I didn't so bad I think ^^ Hee hee! The first page was easy. But the rest of the questions werent ^^; hehehe! But it's okayz! Now.. I'm worried for my chinese listening comprehension, D&T and Math paper 2!! Kiaaa!! After there 3.. It'll be the end of my exams!! Yey!! Foooh. Can't believe it! Time seemed to fly so fast~

Oh yeah.. And you know wad? I slept during the paper just now.. I was nervous and all.. But well.. I dunno.. The comprehension made me sleep! XD It's just the fact that well.. It's soo hard!! Sigh.. Just hope that wadever I wrote on that paper is.. alright XD

Hehe! Now.. Just now, went to TBP with Disa, Nita and Din. Well, Din is gonna have a "date" with Shawn.. Hehe! they watched MI:III Heheh! Feel like watching it too XD Oh yeah.. The other time.. I was chatting with Sher.. And I was asking him why he was invisible! and then right the next day, I saw him! bwhhaha!! Cool, eyh?

Anyway.. Then.. Hmm got my MP3 back!! ^o^ Wheee!! Well, it wasnt my fault that it can't be played.. PHEW!!! So happy!! It was because of corrosion.. Luckily!! SO I'm not to blame! Yey!! ^o^ hee hee! All the songs are still in there too! and.. I even forgot some of them @_@ Haha! Thats how long ive not touched it ^^ gagahaha!

Then.. Just now at TBP.. Met with.. Ikka and the others from NTSS.. Ate at LJS there.. Hmm.. topped up my Ez-link card with conscession?? Errmm.. Thats the way to spell it if im not wrong.. And then Brian asked for my number.. Hey! You! With the sweet tounge! Haha! And then.. hmm.. Disa gave me Isnu's e-mail add.. And then.. Hmm.. Well well well there's a feud somewhere and I know it! Haizz haizz haizz.. Anyways.. Then.. Chatted with lots peepz just now.. J! noe you're starting with "sia" hahahah!! And "walau" is another case u say? HAhahah!! Kk~ fine!! Alright then.. OH yeah! Talking about SE7EN!!!

Haha! In your face Disa! Told ya so! He's mine!!! Hehehe! Ok guys.. I've been tlaking about Se7en and se7en and se7en.. For those of you who do not know.. Se7en is a Korean singer who sings Korean songs and Japanese songs ^^ Needless to say, he rocks! Yup yup ^^ Hehe! Great in dancing, marvellous in singing and a good-looking guy with a heart of gold! ^o^

Let me show you a vid of him ^^ hehehe!

this is 난알아요:

and this is Crazy (collection of all his concerts):

And this is Crazy MV:

And this is him in his softer side Tattoo (mun shin):

And here's when you can REALLY see his dance moves! ^^ Passion:

Hehe! So.. How do you like them?? they are many other songs too, of course.. Hehe! But just to show you some! ^o^ Teehee! Alright.. Bye everyone!! Oooh!! It's 2.21 Am now!! GAAHH!! HEhe!! Take careZ!! ^o^

2006-05-03T15:56:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey! ^o^ Hmm.. Let's start with Sunday!! OH... Great day~ But I woke up late ^^;; Well, nothing in particular for this day. Had tuition as usual, thought that I could go out on Monday. So I was planning it with Mir and the others.

On Mon, Disa fell sick T^T haizz.. Sad sad~ Then Mir's friends couldn't make it too.. Only me, Mir and Mar went ^^ We met up at the Starbucks in Paragon. They bought their drinks there cuz well... They arrived there earlier than me ^^; hahax! I bought mine in Orange Julius. Hehex! Very healthy yeah?? ^.~ And then we went on to our next stop which was neoprints! ^o^

But I haven't scanned them however.. Nevermind about that. I'll just do it next time. but it's very ugly anyways X_X so yeah.. You'll just hurt your eyes! Actually.. It's all my fault! I ruined the pictures @_@ Sigh..

Then we went to.. Eat~ Man!! I was the only one who ate!! GRRR!! You guys cheated my feelings!! I ate at Yoshinoya.. Mir bought a burger from Mos Burger.. And Mar?? She's on diet!! HAha! Just kiddin~ She didn't eat ^^;; And so I was the only one with this BIG set of lunch~ Alamak!! But they bought drinks though.

Anyway, after finishing our meal.. We stayed put ^^ Haha! Chatted all the way.. Hmm.. Shared our days and so on~ Lol! Fun eyh? We could catch up on days ^^ Not long later.. Or was it long?? Well, kinda actually.. We moved after being chased out by the worker there XD Blah! Hahahha! We're pros, eyh?? Haha! Then I exchanged numbers with Mar. then we went for the MRT station.

Mar went the other side. While I and Mir went the other side. Then, on the way, I thought that I was free and Mir invited me to her house. Well, I never went to her house before although I know where she lives.. So why not? Yupz.. Went there till very super duper late!! Gahahaha about 9.45 PM x_X

Hehe.. Then I went home alone. Walked through that place.. hmm.. In the middle of the trees. Was really really DARK!! No lights at ALL! Hmm.. But well.. I dunno. I wasn't scared or frightened or anything. Guess I'm immuned to it already, eyh? hmm.. Maybe??

Then.. Told Ci Tepot~ Haha! You're slow! I was already at the bus stop! And.. Wad's more, I dun wanna waste my money XP Plus.. the bus was coming soon. And.. I arrived home safely ^o^ Weeee!! Hmm.. Mir!!! You're sooo lucky!!! Don't you know that?? Sighh~~

Then.. I studied for my History while playing the comp.. You wont want to know wad time I slept.. at 3++ AM @_@ And it's MOSTLY thnx to DEAR Moniq!!!!! Hahahah!! And your testi is sooooo short!!! hmph!! But it's still better than nothing ^o^ Hehehex! And at last!! You can spell my name properly!! ^o^ good good!! Heheehhex!

On Tues.. My history paper.. Gotts say that it was okayz! ^o^ PHEW!! After that, had my CME. Haha! Didn't learn this, of course. And the others were so nervous for it. Hehe! And you know what I said? "Don't worry! As long as you're a human, you'll pass! ^o^" Hehehe! and that's true! Ain't it?? ^o~

Well, before that, met Disa. Hehe! She was goin to have her exam too. In the hall.. WHOAW! Ate together.. And after the exam, I was thinking of going home. Then on my way down the stairs, met Wilona! ^o^ Hehehe! Chatted with her for a long time. Kinda. And then Leslie!! WAhh!! Do you always have to bother us?? =.=;; Haha! Dasarrr loe!! Hahaahahah!!

But it's kayz~~ Then I went into the canteen. Guess who I meet?? SYLVIA!!! Hehehehe!! Uda gak madesu lagi?!?! Teehee!! =D Chatted with her~~ Talking about the family tradition of calling aunts and uncles and so on~~ Bwahaha! Was laughing lots! ^o^ However, at the same time, was kinda aware of tt.. Yeah.. But oh welps.. Nothing I can do.

Oh yeah.. didn't have tuition on Mon cuz Shen Lao Shi's throat hurts on that day. So I gave her Strepsils on Tues ^^ Teehee! It was too Menthol for her. Hahax!

Whereas for today.. It's pretty fine.. Oh yeah.. On.. Friday.. What I wanted to say was.. I found The Book of Magic again!! Yeshh!!! That's wad missing ^o^ Hee.. Read the First volume.. Until Page.. 59? Or.. Somewhere around there?? Hmm.. Or.. Well, I've forgotten ^^;; Lol! But the story rocks!!

Oh yeah!! Then two days ago.. chatted with Phyone.. Two days ago right? Or whenever.. Haha! YOU SAW IT?!?! LOL!! BLESS YOU~!!!! You've seen some evil there!! And you don't have to tell me about it till so DETAILED o_O Lol. Hahha! And.. don't bleed your nose ya!! =P

Hmm.. Then let's see.. Yesterday. Studied for my science. FREAK!! I learnt the Periodic table soooo WHOLE-HEARTEDLY!! And only ONE question is on it! TT^TT SHUCKS!!! But it's okayz ^.~

Hehehx! So.. I hope that all goes fine ^o^ Just finished my tuition at 12.15.. Somewhere there.. Yepz.. And Francesca was online juat now ^o^ Vera is online.. Hmm.. Received some info on MTVASIA!!! KIAAAAAA

SE7EN IS GOING TO BANGKOK THIS YEAR!!!! KIAAAA!!!! XD OPPA JJANG!!!! YEAH!!!!! TEEHEE!!! AND THEN THE RESULTS FOR THE MTVASIA AWARDS WILL BE OUT ON THE 6TH OF MAY!!! AISSHH.. SHOULD HAVE VOTED!!! KIAAAA~~~ TEEHEE!! ^o^

Okieezz!! Shall end here!! ^o^ eEeeemaann!! You still owe me a TESTI!! I'm hunting you down for that!! ^o^ hehehehx! Alright.. Good lucks everyone!! And today.. I just have someone to lecture me on Geog! X_x hehe! Kkayzz~~ Good lucks everyone!! Take carez!! And J! Get well soon from your headache! ^o^ Miss me!! HEheeh! Oh ya.. Pei Mun!! Yesh! It was me you saw! ^o^ heheh! Oh ya.. Met them in TBP.. Haha! As in Pei Mun, Stockings, Francita and some of their other friends. Amelia was there too ^^ Hehehe!! kkayy~~ Byezz!!

2006-04-29T18:26:00.000+08:00

ARGHHH!!I'm soooo DEAD!! Yesterday had my Geog paper.. It Sucked!! REally badly.. T^T haizzz.. Wad should I do?? Well, hope and wish that it'll be fine..

Eh Dis! Gak ngerti.. sih dia itu gimana seh?! gwe mana pernah coba tulis something like that?? Gilleee! Dia itu tambah lama udah tambah gila ya? Emang dia pikir gwe suka dia gitu?? Until so desperate. Omg tau gak seh? Mampus gwe! Gwe punya reputasi tuh! Di robek2 sampe kayak gitu! Udah ah! Sekarang gwe udah gak pengen ada apa2nya sama dia~ Can't believe it man! Bisa2nya dia!!! Terus gwe tau lah.. Skg kayaknya dia lagi suka sama ketua kelasnya kelas sebelah gwe. No. More like, mreka kayaknya saling suka gitu. Trus pas waktu itu yang gwe lagi kasih tau lo itu ya mreka lah. gak tau kenapa dech. Sejak hari itu waktu ada itu conflict. Mreka smua uda beda tau gak seh? Gak tau krena persaan gwe aja ato apa gitu..? Tapi beneran dech.. Gwe pikir mreka itu temen bae gwe! Sekarang gwe rasa mreka itu bukan.. Kayaknya waktu mreka waktu satu group gak bareng, mreka baru temen bae gwe. Coba waktu uda barengan.. Semuanya uda dech, Beda.. Yahh maksudnya bukan semua orang lah~ Beberapa doang. Tapi emang ada satu ato dua d dalam yang beneran temen gwe. Tapi satu ato dua doang~ Untungnya gwe ada temen di luar juga dech! Kayak loe.. Dan yang laen juga.. Thanks bgt! Soalnya gwe rasa mreka bukan smua juga.. Itu orang2 yg bisa gamapang backstab orang laen.

Anyway, although I might not know the answers to those Qs.. I have a feeling that actually I know the answers to it already. Except, I might be the one who have been trying to deny it, yeah? So yeah.. Sometimes, we, as human beings, should just accept the fact of the unbelievable. For the unbelievable might just be the whole truth on this Earth.

Just glad that you guys are here. Anyways.. Yesterday.. Haizz.. Geog paper.. a total goner.. Went out with the other to the BML.. Cheryl, Bel, Fiona, Dy and me. Did nothing much. Or more like.. Gwe gak pengen inget. But there's something that really drived me almost nuts! Haha! PANASONIC!!!! At first, a guy called me talking about the repairment. Then I tried to call him back but I forgot his number. Actually, it's more like I forgot whether it's his Handphone which usually start with a 9 or telephone number which starts with a 6 ^^;; Hahah! So yeah.. I called the Panasonic place. A Lady picked it up. I said that I'm gonna cancel the order for the earpiece cuz I ordered it before contacting my sis and my sis actually decided that she didn't want to.

After that, My sis wondered when she can collect it. So, I had to contact them once more! Now another pick it up. But she passed it to the lady who talked to me before, I think. Haha! And then because of the USB cover.. We are able to collect it only next week. Thanks to my sis again!! She and her USB cover!! Hahaa!! Dasar dasar~~ And then I received a call from the first guy. Haha! He cleared my doubts and the questions in my mind. Hehe! So.. It wasn't earpiece after all ^^; My ears are bad!! Lol.

And then.. Fiona!! You slow!! Hahah! Yesh~~ What I meant is that, if I go to the Interchange.. I'd need to tranfer from one bus to another.. And I'm lazy~ Hahha! That's why~~ OH OH!! Oh man.. I forgot what I wanted to say.. ARGGHH!! Nevermind.. I shall keep that for later.

Oh ya, stocking!! Haha. I shall grant your wish! Hehe. I take back my wishes that were for you. Lol! Hahaha! Am I making sense? Anyways.. After that, at night.. Wahh!! so many people came to my house!! Well, at first ci Monic was here.. Then CAROLINE!!! Hahah!!! You're good man! And your game.. ERRR!!! Your dear What's thats again?? Mountain, Plateau, Plain and Valley! Bwahahhhah! DASAR!! And oh ya.. about the blog thing~ I'm gonna do it soon enuf yupz! ^o^

Anyway.. This woman came to my house to disturb me! Haha! Well, we did study.. And eat.. And drink.. and had fun! ^o^ and were wathing an Anime Nana together! Hehe! Nice right?! =P Then we went down to Anchorpoint together to buy things.. Such as Orea XD and milk.. For my sister's uses. for myself, a small box of candy~ Hehe! I looked at it and it's so cute~ So I decided to buy it XD Haha! And this gal over here. Asked me to treat her to a cup noodle! Lol! But nevermind.. Hehe~ Cuz she has a nice taste ^^ That's y i agreed to it! Hha! She bought a xin Ra Myon!! You smart!! But why didn't you buy the Kim Chi Jing Ge instead? Well, both are fine though~ ^^

She taught me this trick on the calculator too! Hahax! And so I taught her the trick of the lift! Hahaha! Boo! Are you afraid of the dark and heat?? HEHEHEHHE MUAHAHAHAHA! Okay.. Then she went home. Had a great time although there were only the two of us, eyh?? Haha! You hold my hand so dearly man! Like a les~ WAhhh~~ Dun be a les I tell you!! Haha! And then that is JERUK NIPIS!! remember that!! Okay.. After she left..

He hee! The house rocks!! Lol.. There's ci Monic, Henni, tepot and me and Simon? dunno how to spell. A.K.A Dukun!! Haha! And then Bow wow?? Lol! And Ernest~ Hmm.. 7 of us?? Oh!! Mipret~!! Hehehe! So that makes 8 of us. 5 gals and 3 boys. Hahahgagagag! So fun!! Videoing the whole scenario!! Haha! Made a stupid never ending story! Lol! REally fun.. And they made the balcony their stage since we locked them there! Bwahahah!! REally fun!! ^o^ hee hee! Everyone laughed like nobody's bussiness!! And then Ko Bow Wow is gonna edit them~ And I think he's gonna send it to us. Hehex! And oh oh~ If we put it on the Youtube.. GAGAHAHAHA!! Ci Tepot!!! You're SSOOOOO DEAD!! HAHAHAH!!

And then.. Well, I had been online. Yupzz.. Then Bro! You got online XD WAhh~ Haha thnx for asking! Just shows that you're concerned ^.~ teehee! i'm so thick-skinned! Hehe! And yeah.. No wonder you asked.. It was already like 1++? and when I finally got off.. It was 2+ XD kiaa~ Hehe. Don't kill me! Haha!

Then.. Hmm.. that's it. I woke at a timing that's not so bad today.. At 10+.. Haha! Then I found something interesting!! Check this out!

AQUARIUS WOMAN

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed. Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type. She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked. She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reacti! on, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love". She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow. She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you. She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that. You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave. She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a ! man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK. If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.
*take care n be gud...

Haha! The last part with an (*) was written by my fren who I adapted this from.. Hmm.. Dunno why. Anyways. I gotta say that most of the facts written above really described me. But of course not all of them, however.. Hehex! ^o^

Okay okay.. And then.. Hee hee!! Bro!! You're good man!! BP and TW bands sure ROCK!! ^o^ Hee hee!! I can't believe that. Mr Gooi was also his teacher!! WAhhh!!! COOL!! ^o^ hee heexx!! And then.. Hmm.. Yah.. Watched the vids!! Dam cool!! Hahaha!! Now.. Well, just found out that DBSK will be goin to M'sia on the 14th.. Not sure which part. But most probably KL, right?? Hehe~ But.. I'll be gone to that place on the 16th!! @_@ Hmm.. And Haha! I don't think I'll be allowed to go anyways..

Ok ok.. It's getting late now.. I shall stop here! ^o^ heehee.. Can't believe it.. Hehe~ Gd nytz everyone!! ^o^ and oh ya!! I wanna share this with you guys!!

2006-04-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

Hey! Remeber about the photos? Hahax! I have two of them here! ^o^

We scream for Ice-cream!!

Bloop?!

2006-04-27T19:35:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! I just wrote an entry.. and they're all gone!! O_O WAHHH!!!!! Haizz.. Wanna cry.. But nevermind.. Although it felt like a part of me is gone.. T^T just gotta replace that.. Anyway.. On Sunday, nothing much happened. Except for the fact that I forgot to tell ya guys that on Friday, Mrs Ong actually gave me this paper.. It's a consent form to go to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. It's for this event called International Society for Music Education (ISME) World Conference. Cool, eyh??

Really shocking too.. And not to mention, unbelivably impossible.. So yeah.. I got the permission of my mum's to go. Lucky~~ ^o^ Then I Handed it up on Monday.. I think.. My memory is all messed up now..

Anyway, on Monday, it wasn't so bad.. Watched 3 clips for our worksheet.. One was The Hunchback of Notre Dame can you believe it??! It's been sooOOooOO LONG!! Missed it so much~~ Watched it long before I came to SG.. Whoaw.. So many years agoo!! App. 6 years ago?? O_O WOW!! And that time.. Of course, I didn't really understand the story.. I mean, wad do you expect??

Then came the Pocahontas I think that's the wayto spell her name, right?? Well, It's been a very long time too!! But at least, not as long.. Maybe about 3 years ago?? Yeah.. Love it!!

Then the last one was.. The Lord of The Rings: The Two Towers.. Hmm.. Not really my type of shows.. But we watched it for a while only.. And when I say a while.. I really mean.. A WHILE!! Like.. A few secods?? Cuz we only need their music.. That;s why.. Hahax! But yeah.. the show is pretty nice~

Then.. Nothing much for the day.. I had to bring the passport and bla bla bla~~ But I forgot about that when I reached home..

So the next day.. I was dead!! Not really.. Told them that I forgot.. Then.. Yeah.. They let me off. They're so cool! Early in the morning.. They went to interrupt my friends and yeah.. Just to look for me! Bwahahha! Then on Tuesday.. I forgot again.. Just pretended not to be sure.. So I asked them again if I need to photocopy the last page XP Lol! Hahaha! And luckily.. Cuz Anyway, I haven't had my Student Pass anyways =P Hahax!

So on Tuesday I received my new Student Pas.. Yep yep! Hmm.. Then there's the assembly.. Lol! And then after that, I stayed back.. Lately I realised that there's a distant between me and Dy.. Hmm.. son't ask me why.. Cuz about wondering about it too. I think I know the reason why anyways. So yeah.. No comment. Just find things around me kinda weird lately.. Haizz.. Wonder how my future will be like. And seriously.. Hmm.. Nvm.. You guys~ Thanx a lot.. I dunno if you know who you are. But anyways..~ As long as I do, yeah? I shall tell ya guys that someday..

Anyway.. Talking about the assembly.. It was.. Errr... Well, actually.. It was.. Hmm.. What was it about again?? Oh man.. Can't seem to remember.. But we were repremanded.. Yeah.. And I gotta have to take that. Cuz we really need that man.. I really wanna reprimand some people too. But hey, wad rights do I have? What's more.. I'm no better. right? Unless I'm able to prove that I'm a good leader or a good role model.. Yeah?? Haizz..

Then I stayed back.. To finish my RA.. Didn't manage to finish it on time.. Really don't want to disappoint Ms Tan although I know that I have.. Sigh.. So I stayed to do it. Then Disa and the others came. And then they went. Cuz they studied somewhere else.. And some when home.. And yeah.. After finishing my work.. I had a "date" with my sis.. Gotta meet her at the Panasonice place. But then.. There Eunice was. With Aishah and Doris. Soon enough Minna came and then followed by Kenneth.. Wahh~~

Minna was UNBELIVABLY LOUD.. What happened?? So I concluded that an evil spirit must have possessed her.. o_O.. Yeah.. And she won't let me go.. So yeah.. Her evil aura was passed to me.. And I became crazy too XD Hahax! Ouh man~~ Now Eunice and the others, except for Kenneth cuz he went to the study corner, has seen my crazy-self!! SIGH!!! But nevermind..

She held me back till 4.35?? Yeah.. Somewhere around there. Then we walk to the road crossing place together and then went our own way at the green man light. I waited for the bus and it was already almost 5 by then.. I quickly rushed and then received a message from my sis saying that we shall just meet at home. So yeah.. Reached home at 5++. Got my mp3 and then at around 6.10 we went together to the Panasonice building.

I knew it! Something was wrong.. Worse than I thought cuz it was all fine! Yeah.. Then the counter lady checked the battery place.. And guess wad? It was corroded!! I don't know HOW the heck it happened!! I mean.. It was all FINE!! And then suddenly.. It stopped working!! GRRR!! CORROSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haizz.. Wonder how that happened!! Am still wondering now!! Wanna cry!! T^T Haiyah~~ Just gotta wish hard tt it's okayz!! ~_~

So I went back home after that. About 6.50?? Saw my couz having his tuition with a really black face! WAhh~~ So scaryy! AS though he's gonna kill me soon for going off after telling him. But at least, I did say, right?? =P So yeah.. Had my tuition after his until 9.

I had really bad headache throughout that day.. I do not know why.. So I just rested anyways. Yeah.. couldn't think about any other thing other than about my headache.. Joel even said that my eyes were red in school?? Haiz.. And I felt kinda sick too. But I'm okayz now.. Luckily ^^

Then yesterday.. Went home with Steffi and Wilona.. Hmm.. Loe orang kenapa seh?? Lagi gak akrab2nya sama Jenny, ya?? Ngomong lah.. Conversations are always the best way out.. Unless one of the parties is errr.. Yeah.. I think you get it ^^;; Ya.. But I think she would spare some time for you guys, right? Apa lagi kalo hati loe uda gak terima gitu.. Ya.. All the best ya guys!!

Hmm.. Trus balik rumah.. For this day.. It's better. Although I was still tired, it's not as bad. Cuz well, wad do you expect? I rested the whole day without even touching my homeworks or any other things~~

Then hmm.. Managed to do my homeworks for this day. And then today come. Well, I was physically tired. So I slept while listening to the teacher. Hmm.. During science lesson.. Why did you guys laugh ya?? I know it's because of me sleeping.. But.. Hmm.. Nevermind.. I think I get it.. Lol.. But then Sarah said that because it's funny to find me sleeping in class?? Lol.. Okayzz.. Hmm.. Then Ms Chin didn't scold me too.. Instead, she laughed like the rest.. Hmm.. Wonder why... Haha! But that sure did help me lots XD hee heex!

Hmm.. Today.. Chatted a lot with Hui Jun ^o^ Like we used too~ Hehex! Hmm.. and I'm "breaking my voice".. Having super pain sore throats in another words.. Really painful when I'm shouting but it's okay if I'm talking~ haha.. I think I know why guys say that their throats hurt when their voice is breaking now~~ @_@ gaahhh~~

Then I went home with Dinika.. It's been long too, eyh?? Oh yeah, yesterday.. I talked to Sujata.. Hm.. she aint that bad to chat with, yeah? Although I do not know her.. ^^ Hmm... And then.. Yeah.. Was chatting with Din.. Talking about her future plans and whatever that she wanna say out of her chest~ I knew that she'd like to share a lot about her everyday. Well, that's just the way she is. So yeah.. Anyways.. Ate the Seaweed shaker today~ hahax!

And I do not know for what reason too.. Rena and Francita suddenly came to my house.. Lol! Weirdos.. Rena can't eat spicy food but Francita.. And I told you it's Indonesian SPICY!! Don't wanna believe, huh?! Anyways.. Haha! Now you know! And then.. Oh yeah.. Guys!! I went to study with Disa and the others on one of this days.. When was it, yeah?? I forgot.. Monday was it?? I think so.. And then we took some pix~~ And oh yeah.. Yesterday Fiona didn't come to school. Glad you're okay now! And Dy! yo man! Hahah! When you're sleeping.. Your legs damn sexay man on the sofa! Bwahaha!! LOLX!!

Okay okay.. That's it for now. Gotta go! Study!! It's gonna be the start for us, the lower sec.. I guess yeah.. Well, yes for my level XD GEOG TMR FOR THE E STUDENTS!!! YUPZZ!! LUCKS EVERYONE!! And for the upper sec students!! YOZZ!! You guys had SS and A Math today, right?! LUCKS ON THE RESULTS!!! You guys can do it!! ^o^ for tomorrow and the rest of the exams too!! DO WELL!!! OSH OSH OSH!!!

Okiezz!! I shall take my leave now!! And JB!! Thanks for the tie on Tuesday!! ^o^ and.. Priya!! I owe you man!! Tell me when ya want the treat from me yach?!!! ^o^ hee heexx!! Kkayzz~~ Take carezz everyone!! Ci Cyn too!! And Ci Cristella!! ^o^ heheh~ Ehh.. Or gimana sih cara spell your name?? XD And Ci Online!! Plus~~ Eva Onniesan!!! And oh man.. I can't go on~~ Hahax! ^o^ as long as you guys know who you are!! Yeah!!??!? NYTZZ!!!

2006-04-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.. Saturday night.. Hmm.. Just now I woke up at 10+AM.. Hehex XD brushed my teeth and everything and ate my brunch.. (breakfast plus lunch). Was so full. Then I watched the TV.. Guess wad?!?! I saw... *drumrolls*.... POKEMON!! OMG!!! I can't believe it!! After missing so many of their episodes, THEY'RE HERE!! Strong and all~~ My goodness!! Up to Series 8?? whoaw!! I mean.. they've been around since who knows when?!?! Like.. When my siblings and relatives were still living with their guardians?? And that is like.. SO LONG AGOOOO!! My goodneess!! Yo! Whoever that created Pokemon!! You rock man! How did ya do it?

^^ hahax! Anyways, after that, I finish my food.. And Zatchbell was next. Hee hee!! Have missed lots of their episodes too.. but I guess that I understand it ^^ so yeah.. Watched its intro for I needed to finish my cereal first. Then I quickly bathe and get ready. After that, then I continue with watching my show. Haha!

I watched Zatchbell till it finished at 11.30.. So I then get ready everything and set off. Waited for the bus kinda long. Oh yeah, Eunice wanted to see me in a more girly form.. Hahax! so I wore this pink shirt.. That ci Eva gave me ^o^ Hmm.. Then the bus came at around 11.45~

Luckily.. I was right on time! AGAIN! Lol.. Reached there at 11.59 XP So yeah.. Right on time! And they weren't.. Haizz.. Soon Cheryl came.. Then Eddy.. And the others? One by one they started smsing me.. Saying that they'll be late.. Cass was still bathing.. Eunice was waiting for Aishah at Queenstown MRT Station.. And Bel.. Hmm.. I dunno.. I guess that she didn't know wad to wear again at the last minute.. So the three of us went into McD first..

Sat there.. And waited.. Then Eunice and Doris came. Dunno wad happen to Aishah. And not long after that, she came. She was from the toilet, is it? Then the 3 of them went away and Bel arrived followed by Cass. Then they went off oso leaving the three of us again. And then not long later, all of us left without buying anything XP Hahax! And went to KFC to eat instead..

Lol! Now this is kinda stupid.. Aishah and i tried to make hearts out of those hard bubble tea straws.. XD I can't do it till finish.. Only almost.. While Aishah managed to!! HOW?!?!?! Hhahaa! Well, nevermind.. Wasn't really interested in it.. Haha! cuz it's so the straw is so hard..

And then we took bus 16 to go to the ST. Never knew that we can go there using this bus.. and I need to top-up my card too..

LET ME TELL YA GUYS SOMETHING!! THEY ROCK THIS WORLD MAN!!!!!!!!!!!! As always.. TANJONG KATONG ROCKS!!!!!!!! and then Bowen too!! Hahax! As I've expected!! ^o^ Hmm.. Itwas kinda short ya.. The whole thing.. the Assesment was from 3.45PM to 4?? Eyh.. 15 mins only?? hmm.. then must be 4.30.. And then the display central judging starts at 5.. And ended at around 6.10 and then it was the time for the results..

Hmm.. My top 5.. disregarding positions.. Tanjong Katong Sec, Bowen Sec, Yu Ying Sec, Bukit Panjang Govern. High and Deyi Sec (too bad their alumnis.. Nvm!)

So yeah man.. Was waiting for the results so eagerly!! First.. Tanjong Katong!!! Then Deyi and Bowen.. Yeah man!! Both of them got in!! ^o^ hehe.. Deyi too.. But really man.. Nevermind.. Hmm.. I wanted BP.. But I think I know the reason why already.. Cuz their playing is somehow.. hm.. Messy in a way ya.. But still I LOVE THEM ALL!!! XD

Now, I shall extend my CONGRATULATIONS to..:

YuYing For getting Distinction

TK for getting into the finals and getting Gold with Honours

Bowen Sec for getting into the finals and Gold with Honours

Deyi for getting into the finals and Gold.. (Did they receive H0nours? I think so..)

Bukit Panjang Government High for getting Gold

Pei Xin Primary school for getting Gold with Honours!!

Alright.. Those are it I supposed.. ^^ so yeah.. After that we went to GW.. Missed two buses cuz they were too crowded.. And the others were scared to cross the road.. Hahax! Hmm.. Behold the Brave One!! Hahaha! ^o^ crap!! And there was a slight drizzle too.. But anyway, we went to GW to eat.. At McD.

Were chatting.. And so on. Then somewhere in between.. The other table just forget about my table. So yeah.. We didn't bother them too.. Stockings, me and Bel. Me and stockings weren't really paying attention too anyways. And then.. We chatted instead.. Told her about that incident.. Cuz I was wondering what her reactions would be.. And well, guess wad? Her reactions were the same as me.. So yeah..

Gwe juga akhirnya tau.. Tentang mreka.. Apa yang terjadi waktu SMP satu.. Sampe sekarang.. Jadi manusia.. Kita emang gak bisa liat dari satu sisi doang.. Begitu denger cerita mreka.. Semua masuk di akal.. Jadi.. Di dalam semuanya ada kekurangan di pengertian.. Jadi begini dech.. Ternyata mreka ada sejarah yang seperti itu toh.. Terus dia juga kasih tau gwe apa pernah si dia buat.. Waktu gwe denger sih.. Rasanya gimana ya.. Bukannya terbalik?? Kok?? Haiz.. Udah ah.. Gak mau tau lagi tentang itu! Untung gwe gak pernah ada crush on dia or something..

And so.. Dy, you've finally found out too, right? I told ya so.. You're gonna know about it sooner or later.. Haiz.. Why the hell did he?! And the song.. What the hell man!! So not true!! Get the facts right mister!! It's getting quite annoying okay~~ But haizz.. Guess I better get used to this again.. after H's case is over.. Alamak.. Not to mention D's case.. But.. Nevermind~~ Hehe! Nice chatting with ya lots just now Stockings!! ^o^ walaupun gwe tau.. Cerita loe itu sedih bgt.. gwe liat muka loe.. Dan mata loe juga.. Loe udah mau nangis kan?? Jangan sedih ya.. That's what I wanted to say.. Tapi gwe tau kalo gwe bilang gitu.. Lo pasti bakal nyangkal doang. And.. Pasti loe gak mau gwe realise about it, kan?? Jadi gwe diem aja.. Gpp kok kalo loe mau keep dulu untuk sementara.. Gwe rasa loe bakal tambah buka kalo waktunya udah tiba ^^

So.. Take carez everyone!! ^o^ It's already early in the morning again!! ^o^ hee hee!

2006-04-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hey! It's Friday. Well, Yesterday.. Was a day full of.. Depression?? Haizz.. BUT well.. Not throughout the day thankfully ^^ Well, the day started as for normal. Nothing much. But I do realise that the class is starting not to listen again. Haizz.. What should I do? Can anyone help me out? They were fine actually. But lately.. I dunno.. They just start to become wad they used to be. And I'm really getting tired of this man..

Guys! You aint small kids no more! Grow up!! Fine, to some of you who are overage, you may think that listening to me is of no use. And to some of you, who have the same mindset as my sis, may just say that listening to other people is worthless for you think that we have nothing so special for you to admire or something that is better than you. But please.. This is our duty. If you want us to be your friends, yes we are! But when duty calls.. We have to carry it out. We are bounded by it Please understand.. We're really tired too you know.. You see.. Nigel.. Do you think he actually likes doing his job? Look at Alfred.. Do you think he likes it too? Look at Lakshmi, do you think she have no other problems in hand? And me? We might not be the smartest people ever or superior to you in any way. But you've chosen us. We believe that you guys trusted us.. And well, we hope that you still do. And yesh.. While most of you.. 80% of you? Maybe.. Respect us as who we are and repect our way of doing things.. Some of your other classmates don't. And.. Please.. If there are 80% of you.. I'm sure you can help us too, right??

Haizz.. Plus another one.. We needa build up in our team spirit.. I remember on Tuesday's assembly.. Ouh man.. Do you know that that was one of my nightmares?! I mean.. No one was cheering! Why didn't you cheer for yourselves?! I mean.. It's your class!! Hello~~ 1E1!! Wake up!! Even though I'm tired.. I was still cheering ALONE for our class.. How pathetic is that?? Havin only on person cheering and the REST of the people all Booing? So you're gonna let them do that?? Booing you guys all the way? I'm not gonna let that happen man.. Yo Nigel! You're my hope man~~ The one who can work with me in building up the class spirit.. Sigh..

Okay.. Let's stop on this anyway. I haven't told the class about those things yet cuz well.. The MYEs are coming and yeah.. I'm gonna let all these rest first unless something WORSE actually happens but I hope not ya..

Well, what's more ya.. I lost my tie.. Haizz... After that Speech Day!!! TT^TT HAizz.... Man!! And after that.. I somehow lost my D&T workbook.. But luckily I managed to find it in the middle of my other books.. And then my watch.. Luckily now it's with Priya!! XD Then.. Now, the latest item.. MY SCISSORS!!! ARRGHH!! Haizzz.. SADNESS!!

So I bet that you guys know now that I've been rushing with my project.. Ya.. Cuz Ms Tan trust my group a lot.. she really had a very high expectation for us. I'm happy on that but it's hard!! So on another hand, it kinda entask us to do something beyond what we think.. Yupz.. So yesterday I bought styrofoams and poster colour.. Thanks a lot for the brushes Hui Jun! Really needed them a lot man.. and Regina, Jia Ying and.. Yue Ning, right? Thanks a lot for the help too.. Plus thanks for being the clown again Nigel ^^ Hmm.. After a while, we managed to do everything.. And we just needed Alex. He went for SJAB meeting.

After that, we give each of us some task.. Well, more like only me and Alex. Yeah.. And then after they go home I decided to stay back with Cheryl they all.. Feel like resting. Plus talking to Alex can sometimes be such a pain in the neck.. Told him that so many times already.. But I guess that it can't be helped, huh? Work on that human! =P But not bad.. His spirit in pushing the people around him is good ^^ that makes the group do it's work.. Well, yeah..

And for these humans that I stayed back with.. They are nuts man! Haizz.. Am I usually like them?? I wonder.. But I might be.. Lol.. But wasn't in the mood at all yesterday. Plus there was so much homework.. Plus the group work too~ So I stayed with Janice and accompanied her.. She seemed pretty sad. Hey, are ya okayzz??? I talked to her.. Let her rest~~ She really seemed very sad.. Then she explained to me that there was always no one to wait for her at home and so on.. Hey, cheer up, kayz? Don't be so down.. ^o^ look~ You have Cheryl and the others~~ They'll support you yeah? Me too~~ Tell me if you need any help ^.~

Then.. hmm.. Found out about KM too.. I can only say two words.. MY GOODNESS!! He's a pro man! How the heck did HE?!?! I mean.. Wahh.. He really did it?? I mean.. If he didn't you guys wouldn't know yeah? But wait.. Something is definitely amiss.. How did you guys pop that question up?? You guys must have heard of something else first, right?? OUH SHEIT.. From who?? Don't tell me from my supplier?!?!? Aiisshhh!! But oh wells, I guess that you guys will know about it sooner or later anyways.. But you guys dun have to make it so obvious right?? I mean.. Wahh.. Yesterday when you said that.. It's like... O_O and whenever he's around you guys would.. YOU KNOW!! Heyllo~~ It's the other way around humans~~ Wake UP~~ look at the facts properly!!! =.=;; HAIZZZ

So that day ends like that.. Lol. sorry Cheryl~~ didn't hear ya calling me ^^; till Dy called "clarissa" ^^;; sorry sorry~~ apologies!! And your MP3.. shiok man!! Wad the heck u did with it?? And hey.. About the writing down names thing.. Are you sure? But you're still her friend, right??

Anyway, today. It's like hell.. Yesterday I didn't manage to do my homeworks.. Cuz I was doing the model.. Sigh.. Cuz well, I thought that it's the most important thing ^^;; And yeah.. It sure is.. Early in the morn.. We started doing the things already.. What a havoc! And then yeah.. touched up on things.. Did the presentation for our LAP Module. And then Ms Tan tasked us more.. She wanted us to make the base smaller and so we did. And then she wasnted us to present another time in another way. A way that is presentable for judging for a briefing? Something like that.. She said that the HODs are gonna look at our work?? whoaw~~ O_O;; Yeah.. So.. Hmm..

And then today.. We had out CCA photo-taking day. Thanks for the tie!! ^o^Hmmm.. And I suck at it.. And for the candit pic.. I have this feeling tt i covered Mr Salleh's face.. Why ya?? But I really feel like I did.. MAN!!! I HOPE I DIDNT!! O_O my goodness~~ Then I'll b soooo dead~~ So he just popped up.. And then I just popped my head XD wad the hell~~ Haizz.. Plus.. I didn't manage to go for the sectional photo~~ HAIZZZ SAD!! I'm really sad man.. How?? Because I sacrificed it in order to do my project presentation.. I even did some excersice man.. Running her and there.. And I really hope that we did well for our presentations.. I mean.. I have put so much effort into it and.. I also sacrifced so much for it too.. Haizz.. Plz oh plz.. @_@ I hope we do get something satisfactory.. And thank you for the support guyss~~ Haizz.. and our masquerade.. I don't think it's a success.. but.. Oh welps.. And haizz.. I really want to take the photo with them!! It's our first year together..The first.. So yeah.. It's special!! Next year.. There'll be some other juniors already.. And it'll be different.. I just hope that I won't regret not taking the pics.. I really hope that I won't.. Cuz if not.. Man.. It'll leave a real scar in my heart.. HAizz..

Huikkzz!! But anyhow.. Let's say that I did it for everyone else, yeah?? Sigh.. Anyway.. Tomorrow we're going to the National Stadium for the band performances.. So yeah! And Yuying sec is the last item for the display band~~ And as always.. Tanjong Katong sec.. And the Bowen sec too! Man.. They are the definite marching bands.. And then Hey! Guess wad?? Bukit Panjang Government High too!! Hehe! Aint that cool? And yep! It's because.. Haha!! You'll be there too, huh? But you'll be too busy with your band!! Aisshh~~ Sad!! Haha~ But nevermind! Let's see how good you are! Hah! =P kkayzz~~ So we're planning to meet at 12 PM tmr at the same venue ^o^ alright.. Nytz everyone!! That's all for now.. Oh yeah!! HAHAH! DORIS!! EUNICE!! AND AISHAH!! Bwahahah!! Just now.. It was the best man! Haha! Sure had lots of fun ^o^ and that guy at the counter.. Don't tell me he's gonna work part-time in McD?? Wah... MAN!! Today is really weird ya?? Hehe~ There's a really big mixture of feelings ^o^ but nevermind.. These experiences shall mould the future me~ ^.~

Right, Nytzz!! ^o^ sweet dreamz and sleep tight everyone!! Oh ya.. Dy.. Gilee.. Lo beneran suka bgt ya sama dia?? Keliatan dari muka lo.. Kemaren waktu gwe liat muka lo.. Waktu lo lagi act kayak lo lagi hamil itu.. Trus mreka bilang itu anaknya si dia.. Muka lo langsung ganti kayak gitu.. It's too obvious sometimes yeah.. I'm not sure if the others realise it.. But I do, my friend. But.. Hmm.. I don't know.. The same ole advice I'd give you. It's just that.. I realise that lo punya hati itu.. ampir slalu sama.. Kenapa sih?? Lo punya relationships juga.. Kok selalu dech.. Mulainya sama terus habisnya juga sama gitu?? Man.. Haizz.. And now.. Lo punya rank udah gitu tinggi.. And lo juga ada banyak barang untuk bikin. Rest your mind!! I know you might not listen to me.. But hey.. It's for your own good.. Have your own best interest in heart, yeah? Take carezz!! Nytzz!!

2006-04-19T18:24:00.001+08:00

It's Wednesday now.. How have ya guys been? Yesterday.. Wanted to go online.. But can't though. Was tired, kinda. Took quite a long nap from.. 5+ going to 6 and woke up again at.. 7+? Saw my couz having his tuition already.. ^^;;

Took a bathe and then decided to eat no more. My tummy's definitely growing bigger man.. After all those meals and little execises.. Arrgghh!! Hmm.. And then I did my homeworks and so on. When I finished, my sis asked my to help her do some IT stuff!! Haha! I rock sis!! you gotta agree on that, huh?! Yeah man!! ^o^

Hmm.. Oh yeah. Before that, went back to QPS. It's their last practice.. For SYF.. Haizz.. Was wondering how they would do.. And accidentally left my watch there.. Haizz.. Gotta retrieve it back man. Before something bad happens. And I'll be dead. ARRGHH!! Retributions for me, huh?? Haizz..

Today during D&T lessons, received an SMS. Was thinking that I shall wait the class is over but then I remembered about the results.. My heart was pumping heart I gotta tell ya. And yeah.. Behind the "1 message received" was the truth.. A very heart-wrenching one, in fact. Was somehow taken aback.. But it was kinda expected too.. Sigh. However, of course, we thought that they've improved much more..

There's still a long way ahead.. Kinda.. I hope. So.. Try harder ya!! I hope my moral support is enough.. If it's not.. Hmm.. That's all I can do for now.. Other than going back and helping out a bit here and there..

So today, I came back home quite early. Just didn't feel like staying back. Cass went back home early too. So did ZH and Disa and Steffi and Jenny. Was with Jenny's friend, Mimi, too. So they had to interview for their project! Haha.. Good luckz on that XD

And then.. Went around for a while.. And then Steffi had to go home not long afer that. She was having tuition.. Aww.. How sad, huh? Then for the fan for my group..Alex is gonna take it from Puvendren?? Hmm.. However you spell his name.. Lucks! Or else.. Out group is dead meat for sure.. Last minute work again..

Alright.. There's nothing else for today.. Hmm.. Oh.. chatted with Dy and Stockings and Carol and some others last night.. And well, right now.. Very lil people is online.. Freda ish~ But she's busy.. Same goes to many others.. Haha! Guess it just shows that I'm the only lazy bump, huh? haha!! Kkay~~ Take carezz everyone!! And.. Steffi! Haha! How come we suddely talked about Taman Lawang and CCAs ya?? LOL!! ^o^

2006-04-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Yesterday.. Did I say PM?? lol.. It's supposed to be AM ^^;; sorry for that.. Anyway, after updating my blog, I've done something NEW!!!! hehe!!!! DID you guys REALISE it?? It's pretty obvious!! ^o^

YESH!!! I'VE CHANGED THE ENTIRE BLOG LAYOUT!! AT LAST, EYH?? HEHEHEH!! How do you guys like it??? I personally love it, to tell you the truth.. But.. there are still some parts that quite don't suit me. Anyhow, it's still fine!!! ^^

And.. Let me continue.. Today, it's pretty fine. But I wonder why.. Lots of people SMS me during classes today.. Hmm.. First came JB~ asking for tie. Haha! You lazy bump!! Then came May Koh.. Telling me about this Saturday's event.. I feel like going man!! But then. WAH!!! Anyway, next, came Eunice. Suddenly asking me to study together with her. Hahax!! You werido!! ^o^ Then.. Another from Disa! Asking me the same thing.. "Eh Cin! Later want to study together with me? Zhi Hui's teaching me POA" lol.. Hahah!! Yey!! I feel so popular today!! ^o^ hee heex!!

Then.. Hmm.. There's the stupid group meeting too!! arrggghh!! And I did everything man!! WT!!! HMPH!! You guys better gimme credits man!! All my effort! Plus!! I did it all almost perfectly! Don't you think?

Hmm.. Managed to study with everyone today! ^o^ hee hee~~ Well, yepz.. Luckily none of the parties is reluctant.. Cuz if not, then I'd be having lots of probs.. Thanks!! Today was hmm.. Kinda fun!! ^^

And well.. Hmm.. finding out about that is pretty.. SCARY too.. Amanda Yeo eyh.. You or your friend(s) have a crush on him, right? It's so obvious.. But still.. It's not Cassan's fault.. Get alive man! Can't believe you are actually this type of person.. But well, since I can't make a conclusion just yet. Haizz.. Just pretty shocked.. Haizz.. And my hand hurts man!! But nvm.. It's ok. At least nothing bad happened. But hey, the way you guys act.. Make my friends angry you know.. And I do not really like that. I mean, all of you are my friends. And hurting each other.. Just ain't right in my eyes.. Hope you guys can patch up.. Talk things out.. And you have your feelings for him.. But you should be aware.. That he is out-of-bound! Remember that..

And another very mind-intriguing thing happened after that.. PY!!! How did you get my numbeR??And.. Wah!! Your first 2 calls. Very crappy man! I was like, "huh?? I didn't even get you.. You were speaking so fast.. And hmm..?? You were shouting into the phone, so angry and all. And you were scolding me. But, what I heard are all mumblings. That is why I didn't reply you and all. Cuz well, the fact is, I don't even get you! Hmm.. Next time, when you wanna scold someone or whatever, talk properly. Cuz.. There's no point scolding someone when that person don't even get you, right? A waste of breath, effort and.. Nvm.

However, I know that I'm in the wrong.. Cuz well, I laughed at you when you were running. But it was an accident! Try to put yourself in our shoes too.. It was an accident. And I know.. If i put myself in your shoes.. I'm gonna be very hurt cuz someone just laughed at me and all. But arrggghh~ nevermind. Forget it!

Hmm.. So that's the end of today too.. Shall stop now my sis is calling me to go off &_& hmm.. Haizz.. Nvm~~ It's just my life. And thnx for the advices anyway. Dunno which ones will be useful though. And some.. Hmm.. Irrelevant? I shall just see what happens next.

2006-04-16T08:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. The last time i updated was Thurday, huh? I forgot to tell ya guys that I've found out Ms Tan is no longer taking the Prefectorial Board (PB).. Yep~ Disa told me. That's so sad ya.. but oh well, anything best for her! I'm sure that she has made the right decisions for her own well-being ^^

Anyway, on Friday, it's a holiday. My parents, Tuaku, Tuakim, Akong and jie jie came here since Thurday.. well, my parents were from Indo and the others came here from China, Xia Men I think.. So yeah.. I can't go out so much and can't do much thing.. SO sorry guys!! *_* so... I did nothing much on this day. Had tuition in the morning and then nothing else.

Then we have Saturday, which is yesterday. Hmm.. Woke up early in the morning. round 8+? Haha! Ate mah breakfast.. And then read The Read-Headed League. Am about to finish soon.. Then I'm gonna write the review ^o~ hehhe! Hmm.. Gotta say that it's pretty interesting. And it's been quite a while since the last time I read such a high-class languaged story. A really classic writing with lots of bombastic words and it's just something different yeah! For those of you who are Sherlock Holmes fans.. I'm sure you've read or heard of it at least~~ yup yup!

After reading a few pages of it, I fell asleep XD haha! too tired? Or bored? or.. I ono..anyway, I didn't really sleep ya know.. I just kept my eyes closed but.. I was still mentally awake and haha! My sis was talking to me all the while.. And every ow and then i opened my eyes to check the time! Haha!

At 11 plus I woke up again.. Got ready and everything. And set out.. Was supposed to meet Cassan and Eunice at 11.50 AM cuz they wanted to buy something. But I told them that I would be late for that meeting but on time for the real meeting time which is at 2.15PM. And yupz!! I'm right!! ^o^ Teehee! I reached there punctually at 2.15PM! haha! In front of The McD.. Then Cassan and Eunice came by.. They were searching for me. Oh yeah, before that, while I was waiting for them, someone actually asked me if I am "Hong Xiao Jie" My goodness~~ anyway, when Eunice finally saw me.. She went "bang bang bang" on her feet and her body was tilted and she was about to fall and so on.. HAHA! Just suggesting us that she was gonna faint ^^

Anyway, it was because she said that I look like a boy. LOL~ Hmm.. Anyway, then we waited there for Liyana. At 2.20 Pm then she came~~ Hehe! 5 mins late!! Oh ho!! Stockings!! Anyway.. then we went to KFC and ate. Half-way, Amelia and Vivian then come.. SO LATE!!!! 2.30++~~ Hmm.. Cassan ate a lot too.. After the meal, she asked for french fries.. LOL~ but she's still soooOOoooOOOooOOOooooOOoo skinny!!! XD she's having Zhi Hui's baby! That's why! haha!!

At around 3, we set off to the MRT station. Dropped at Tanjong Pagar. Met Dy and Cheryl there. Well, from afar.. They look pretty suited for each other.. Haha! Both wearing dark coloured top.. Dark blue and black. And their bottom were blue coloured jeans. Hehehehe! Anyway, Cass thought that they were blacks!! Hahahaha!! Hmm.. Then they said that they were waiting for Pei Yee, Yanni and the others.. So.. For the moment I accompanied Cass and eunice to 7 Eleven. My goodness!! Guess wad?? The Yuying Sec band members came as well!! Waaahh!! The three of us who were at the 7 Eleven we laughing our heads off man.. And Cass.. Haizz... She was so crazy for that Clarinet guy..

Haizz.. Mami.. You shouldn't be.. I mean.. You already have ZH.. I can feel his hurt heart man.. I think you should stop looking at other guys in that manner.. I mean.. It's just not right ya.. Well, for now. It's not so bad. But please please please, really please. Don't go over the top ya.. Cuz if not.. Pardon me, I might just approach you and tell you about it. :(

Anyway, Pei Yee and Yanni came in the Band shirt and skirt.. I wonder why.. Anyway, we were laughing.. And hmm.. Pei Yee was angry?? But hmm.. Never mind.. She also.. sometimes have attitude problem.. Okay, everyone does, so yeah. Humans are the same.. But really.. she should apologize to Dy a lot of times already man.. She didn't do so and expected him to do so.. What the?! And she also needed Liyana to convey the message that she doesn't like what we did properly to us.. =.=;;

Hmm.. Gotta say that Pei Xin Primary School is good man.. Well, the percussion is better than that of my primary school's.. And the Bass! It's loud man!!! I was like, WOW!!!! LOUD!!!!! And wahh~~ They had lesser players compared to those in my primary school's again!! Hmm.. But they are Concert Band.. So it's different from Brass Band!! Hehehe! So.. My Pri school will only be competing with schools like Bandemier? Or however you spell that school's name.. Yeah?

After the whole thing, went to walk to Esplanade with them.. But halfway I gotta go.. AGAIN!! Why am I soo unlucky?? Everytime I go out with them, I gotta go half-way.. Haizz.. The other time was because of Ms Tey.. Now it's because of my parents.. Haiz.. But anyway, I guess that this is better? Cuz I won't be out too long? But.. I WASTED MY TIME!!!! GRRR.. AISH!!!!! Annoying!!! But.. HAizz.. Nevermind.. I shall learn to be more patient and all next time.. SIGH!!

Anyway, after that, at night, I watched The Art of Seduction. HAHA! Funny show!! ^^ Watch it people!! Then the rest.. It's not that important..

Today.. It's still morning. Well, last night Ci Mi said that she wanna jog at Botanic Garden with me.. I woke up at 6+.. Waited for her.. She was still asleep =.=;; So I slept again thinking that what used to happen will happen again. But well, this time around, I'm slightly wrong.. She finally woke up at 7+!! Sigh.. Then I told her that I no longer want to join her.. and at 8 I was woken up again. This time to send my parents to the airport.. Yeah.. So luckily I didn't go jogging, huh? But I got scolded instead.. Sigh.. For being lazy?? Hmm.. Anyway..

Now it's 10.28PM.. And yeah.. I wonder what will happen.. Oh yeah.. at 9+ just now.. I sent quite a lot of photos to Monji.. Haha! And Monji!! You're so late~~ you're just gonna call when they just left?? Alamak~~ Anyway.. kk!! Take carezz people!! Cheerio!

2006-04-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

wow~~ my diary~~ it's been such a long long time ya.. Not really, actually. But it just felt like so. On Saturday.. It was a nightmare! I was in a bad mood, everyone in the group was in the bad mood. Well, I was so goddam tired. I know that I'm not the only one who was tired.. The others were too. Moreover, I was supposed to have BAND!!!!!!! And you know.. It has been my life-brightening thing.. So yeah.. If a practice is ever cancelled because of some other thing.. (of cuz depending on what it is. But since this is something that I do not like..) I WILL be in a bad mood.. So YEAH!! There you have it.. The Unreasonable Me.. Am so sorry guys.. I know that I've hmm.. reprimanded you guys? For not working together.. Not getting things on.. Not listening and not delivering what you meant properly and not doing your stuffs properly.. Was just too tired ya.. Sorry sorry!! Apologies!!

Plus, alex has been pushing and pushing man! Didn't even give us some proper rest.. What's more, because of the fact that I could understand what u meant the fastest in the group and am able to explain ur ideas in a simpler yet more effective way, you always pick on me. I know it's good in a sense but, HELLO!! I'm a human too!! And with those facts that you stated.. You ranked me up as ur assistant.. Sigh. I'm fine with that. Cuz well, I realised that without me at the meeting(s).. The work quality somehow dropped =.=;;; double sigh. And then.. As you pushed us.. You pressurised us. I'm okay with it since I'm able to handle them.. But what about the other members?! sigh.. Well, Alfred has said that he was having a headache.. Yet you continued to push..He could take it no longer and broke down.. sigh.. The second chairperson to break down..

Then I went for band. Hmm.. Only managed to join in for 1 hour. but at least it's better than nothing, yeah? Had fun.. Sir said that I reminded him of an alumni.. wonder who she is.. From Tenor Sax too.. Make me really curious, kinda. After band, went out to TBP with cheryl, Bel, Dy, Supplier, Aishah, Kenneth, Stockings, Cass and Janice!! Wow~~ I'm able to name everyone!! ^o^ Cool~~ Hehehex! Went to KFC and played some games. After that, they went to TB park. I didn't go. Had an appointment with Ms Tey. She passed me my books while I passed her her cheque.

On sunday. Had tuition as usual. Nothing much happened, as far as I can remember. On Monday, oh yeah. friday was supposed to be our last practice but they changed it to today.. LOL! changes.. Again.. Well, this time, it's much better than two days ago! ^^ I managed to warm-up properly.. Hmm.. running notes.. My aim now!! I still can't do much of them!! Hmm.. and the piece.. Samba something something.. That piece is fun!! ^^ heheh~ clapping and then playing.. Kekekek!! Fun fun fun!! ^^ hee hee hee!!

Well, surprisingly in a way, we didn't do pumping. And then, oh yeah. My instrument was flat. I read the "manuals" and found out that I had to push in the moutpiece more. so yeah. That's what I exactly did. And we found out, after band, that May Koh's grandma has passed away. Sadness in the air.. Donated.. But didn't go to the funeral.. Hmm.. and I was like a jinx to Francita.. Well, whenver she talked to me, bad things happened. Hmm... Her clarinet dropped and so did her phone. But luckily I'm no longer a jinx now!!

On Tuesday, hmm... Lost my tie. So I borrowed from Steffi. Thank you soo much!!! Hehhe! And then we also went "missing". Hehe! Sorry guys!! Apologies to the whole class!!! XD but well, we were "missing" and it was announced on the PA system!! How cool is that?! Hahah!! It's not like things like this happen every now and then ya!! ^o^ hehhe~~ Look on ze bright side! As I've always said!! Hehehe!!

Yesteday.. D&T lesson is sooo enjoyable!! As always~~ Hmm.. And I forgot to bring History worksheet too.. Sigh.. What a dead meat I am. Plus, I didn't manage to go for the group meeting too. Cuz I have been looking for them all over the place. And got tired of it. When Alex called me, I was already on bus 132. however, I missed the Redhill MRT bus-stop.. So I gotta walk all the way to QPS to get to Queenstown MRT. And Amanda was there.. So yeah.. She was like, then why not srop by? Then we can catch up and all. So I thought that it was not such a bad idea.

Chatted quite a lot ^^ And through it all, i've been trying to contact whoever I could to enter the school.. AND!! AT LAST!!! At 4!! I manage to get in.. By the help of Ms Teoh.. WAhh~~ Haizz.. In fact, it wasn't 4. It was 4++ almost to 5 =.=;;So yeah.. On the way there, at the comp lab corridor, am glad to hear the bass. It was loud. When I got into the band room, I was SHOCKED! There were 7 Trombonists, 2 Tubas and about 5 Euphoniums!! SO MANY!! And well, a louder sound is supposed to be produced!! But oh welps..I guess it's not bad already though ^^ And hmm.. There are some parts that they just whacked through.. LOL! Hey, work on that!! Next week.. IT'S SHOWTIME!! Hehe! You guys can do it!! ^o^

Today. Went to the Mediacorp (pronounced with a silent "p" =P). Was pretty scary at first. But hmm..It turned out pretty much okayz!! ^^ hee hee hee!! Better than I expected I guess..~ Well, it's over. And we're now waiting for the results. Went out of the class at 12. Alex lost his script. Wrote another one to replace it. So, managed to get back to school at 2++ and hmm.. Watched the soccer boys.. And and and!! The Yuying Sec Sch band again!! ^o^ woots wootss! Hehehe! Loving their performances man!! =D heeee~~

And I love today's homework too.. Book Adventures.. and the story(ies) now is regarding Sherlock Holmes! ^^ hehe. It's been quite a while since I read.. And yeah.. The story.. Fantastic!! Am sure that I'll love it! ^o^ And the English too.. WOW!! What a high level of English man!! ^^ hee hee hee!! Long time no see!!~~~ Yepz..

and then I also accompanied Bel a lot today.. Cass too.. Hmm.. Let's just say that I feel close with everyone today.. Which makes me feel really happy ^^ Haven't felt this way for quite a while. Plus, I was thinking of skipping school on WED~ but I know that that's impossible and I won't do it. It's just a wish.. And I knew that you wouldn't allow! Hahax! Know that you'd care! ^^ And so you did~~ Just exactly like how I thought you would react ^^ "I don't want to see you on Wed!" hahaha!! Still the same ole pal! ^^ hee hee~~ how sweet~ And yepz! Study's important.. I'll try to score.. Although I've been scoring badly nowadays.. I'll try for MYE ya!! ^^

Found out more about Bel too.. Hmm.. A background that I never really knew.. And oh yeah.. On Tues.. Scolded the class twice? quite a lot ya.. Twice.. hmm.. Anyway.. Sigh.. And then yah.. there was that matter. But am glad that it's all over now ^^ bright days shall await us all now!! I hope.. And then my matter too.. Still the same.. Avoiding, huh? Well, wadeva~ And then haha! The other thing that should be a secret?? LOL~~ hello.. My dear friends.. You can't hide it from me ^^; hehe~~ Yeah.. And I shall stop here ^^ Miss me!!!

2006-04-07T21:22:00.000+08:00

Okay.. Today is Friday. Hmm.. Hahaha.. Have been calling each other stockings eyh, stocking? Lol.. Supplier, Nora and Dy take the squad today. At last.. The three of them.. Again!! Hmm.. Played the close-your-eyes game again. Well, I opened my eyes facing well, the front.. But 45 degrees to the left.. LOL! nvm~~

Hmm.. Then we went down. Near the bball court.. Yeah.. Then Dy came up to me and start doing the salute thing? lol.. Out of boredom i can see.. ^^;;

Hmm.. Before band.. Didn't eat during reccess. Hmm.. I forgot why. Well, I wasn't really in the mood to eat. Just drank a bottle of milo. That's full-filling enough. Was with Din throughout the reccess. Then after that. Lessons and more lessons. Man.. I'm really really really tired.. Seriously.. I almost slept throughout all the lessons.. Even during English *_*.. Haizz.. That's Ms Tan's class somemore.. what about the rest? Of course they were worse..!! But it just can't be helped..

Mr Bernard went into the class too after PE lesson.. Hmm.. Okay, fine.. The class WAS noisy.. I guess that's because they needed some time to settle down properly. But after shouting at them.. Although I know that they should be able to do it even without me raising my voice, they quietened down. Oh yeah.. Mr Sim came at a rather bad timing. Cuz it was when were quite quiet already..

So Ms Tan asked us. We explained to her. She understood. She's a really understanding teacher yeah. Am so glad to have her ^^ Yeah.. Had some group meeting again.. WAHHH!!!~~ SO TIRED!!!!!!! And then just because of the fact that I catch things faster and understands and am able to explain better, Alex always pick on me.. =.=;; MAN!! But gee.. I guess it's better for me, huh? Rather than me becoming the Facilitator.. I'll die!!

So the plan is to have another group meeting tomorrow.. Well, it's a no wonder. The things must be handed up on Monday.. Well, not handed up. But presented to be exact.. So yeah.. TIRED!! T^T Haiz...

And what's more. There's band tomorrow. And of course, I'd love to go for it!! It's the place where I de-stress.. Although it's a source of stress to some people.. Well, most people..

Anyway, yeah.. Bel, Cheryl and Jasmine pestered to just join band and forget about the meeting.. That's wad i thought too.. But I'm so sorry guys.. That can never be done.. ^^; I really hope that this project will turn out fine too.. And well, I thought that I wanna join band too.. But hmm.. Looking at the importancy of things right now..I'd have to say that band is second on the list since I'm not needed in it ya.. Haizz.. Can't believe I said it..

Hmm.. And Km seemed to be the one avoidin me now.. Lol.. Wonder what the heck I've been doing or what I've done.. I mean, well, at first, I didn't do anything and yeah.. And then I didn't do anything too.. And yeah.. Hmm... I wonder... Hahax! Well, the world is weird. And as usual.. I shant ask too much.. Knowing and learning about things is good but sometimes there are things that I should never know ya..

And.. Get a grip of yourself ya.. I understand.. You must be feeling very disgusted right now.. And cheated too. A feeling full of disappointment. Wondering why in the world did u even open your heart in the first place. and of course, feeling that she's the biggest mistake you've ever done. Haizz.. This life is always unpredictable. And it's not your wrong at all! AT ALL! I mean, how could she do that to you?! I never thought she would.. i didn't see that coming AT ALL! I mean, she had been so kinda and all.. Never knew such things ever happened. What's more.. the thing that happened now.. Sigh.. Cool down.. Please gather yourself together.. I'm sure you can do it.. You've been trying to hide yourself for such a long time. You've tried.. But I know.. And we're all pretending, aren't we? I hope that you'll be more frank sometimes.. Well, that is if you want to, of course.. Ya.. Cheer up!!

And.. Hmm.. To you.. Another one.. I understand how you feel.. The two of you are facing the same thing at almost the same time.. Only, I think that your case is better.. I mean.. Well, she's your sister.. But for the other.. She's not.. She's someone who was trusted and was really deared.. But she had that thing under her sleeve.. Which is really really.. Unseen of!! Jerk!! where as for you.. Stop blaming yourself.. It's not your fault.. I mean, it's something that you can't really control.. And since it has happened, continue with the flow. But of course, try to solve it as much as you can! I do not know why.. But I just have this feeling that both of you are going to patch things up quite soonly.. Do the first step.. I do not know what she has told you.. But I've heard other things too.. I do not know which one is the truth too. But of course, I'm not gonna trust any POV so easily.. Since this isn't really my case.. I figure that I shant really butt in. Well, you guys should try to solve it yourself. Am just your friends.. I have no rights. I have no say. It's you guys who can make the change. Am always here to help. Well, to lent you my shoulder, my ears, my eyes, everything. But.. As always, other than that, am a nobody. Unless am bounded by my duty or as a friend. But that's it. No more.. Unless, you think that I deserves it. Which I'm sure is impossible.. So yeah.. Indifference is what I've felt lately. So I really have no say.. I'm sorry..

In fact, I think that she's improving lately.. So.. Yeah.. I wish you guys all the best!! Remember.. Am always here for any of you.. You're my friends. Especially, ya, you.. My dear close friend.. And of course.. you guys too.. Whom am getting to knowmore about slowly, step by step..

Okayzz!! Nytz.. This shall be the end.. Hope I won't be THAT late tomorrow.. Hope I can wake up too!! XD Hmm. Tired.. Wonder how I'm gonna face the reality of tomorrow. Sigh.. Kayzz Nyttzz!!! ^o^

2006-04-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

Kay.. On Wednesday.. Hmm.. School as for normal. Saw KM on the bus early in the morn O_O shocked me to death!! So I just boarded it anyways and pretended not to see him. Hmm.. Saw Agnes. So I quickly went to her, of course in a normal walking speed, and then yeah just stood there and chat. KM came along and greeted us. Well, we greeted him too but I made it short ^^; too freaked out I suppose..

However, lately I realised that he's no longer around us. I wonder why. Hmm..He no longer has feelings for me, huh? That's a good news! Although it's a lil sad ^^ hehe. So I'll be able to start my life as for normal again, yeah?

So anyway, because of my shockness.. Yeah, informed the people who were aware of his feelings. Lol. Not all of course, those whom I'm close too. Aiishh~ guess that I just had to have my feelings off.

Then somewhere nearing the afternoon, we had our D&T. I thought that I'll sleep during this lesson. Haha! But the truth was not so! ^o^ I was far from falling asleep! We were doing the Isometric Graphics? If I'm not wrong that's how it should be called.. Fun fun fun!!

Hmm.. Then had group meeting. So tired!! ARGGHH~~ Sian!! And actually I wanted to support JB for the bball match!! =.=;; but thanks to the grp meeting!!! Haizz.. Nvm~~ Then waited for Aishah they all. Went to McD but changed our minds since it was too crowded and headed for KFC. Saw Rita there. Hee hee! So cute!! ^^ She was having her tuition? I think.. Hehehex!!

Hmm.. Was with Eunice, Doris, Mina and Aishah. The 5 of us. And then yeah.. Ate there. When we were going home time.. Oohh.. Found out that Mina and me had a lot in common too yeah. Haha! She's a definite tom-boy with pretty face!! ^o^ haha~ Then me and Aishah walked back to the school bus-stop to wait for 145.

Now, today, nothing much too. Ms Tan brought us to the Field Studies Room to discuss our project. After the project, went to our plants with Cherie and Husna was it? Then I accompaned Cherie while she watered all the plants.

Then I waited for the YuYing Sec Sch band to arrive. Was with Eunice and Yanni. Ate, did homework, chatted. They're not so bad.. And yeah.. As always, Eunice my supplier and me her stealer. LOL! but it seemed like the other way around today! She stole almost every bit of my sweets!! HAhaha! Hmm.. After a while, got bored. So Eunice and I went to the tables near the Field Study Room. Bel, Cherryl and Janice came along not long later. Then Jasmine and someone else. Then Gary and Dy. Lol.. So yeah.. Gathered together except for the boys. Chatted~~ and all.. Wasted time.

Till the time when 3E3 was released. Went to the canteen. Met Aishah, Doris and Rafi. So sad.. They didn't do their work!! SMART ARSES! Haizz.. Helped Eunice do some of her math questions just now. XP Hahah! So fun!! It's angles!! Hehehex! Then The YYSS people were arriving.

Of course, before them, saw Mr Badrul. He arrived pretty early. Then May came and told us to get ready at the foyer to help them carry their instruments. LOL. But they turned out to come with their instruments all already set and yeah. We had to do nothing..

Bel was complaining almost throughout.. Saying that it's not fair for us since their instruments are so much cleaner than ours! In the sense that, their instruments are not as rusty.. LOL! Agreed on that!!

Anyway, then just now after the whole performance, went home alone. When I was going to the bus-stop, heard someone calling me. So I turned around and it turned out to be Shawn.. Hahax! Yeah.. Then i told him to walk me to the bus-stop if he wants me to go his way. He agreed. Haha! So yeah.. Chatted about life.. Sure found out more about him ^o^ and his background too.. Well, as in his past and yeah.. Personality..

Oh yeah, during recess I was with Janel as well. Hmm.. The truth in this world is really really.. Unbelievable.. Though I can read some of it.. There are a lot more for me to uncover FuLly.. Well, friendship. Why do people always have problems with this?? And the people around me now are all soo sad.. See their faces.. I could read them.. HAizz.. Me feel like crying to man..

Haizz.. Kayz.. shall just stop now.. Oh yeah, Darryl! Am putting in the songs for you right now.. Hope you'll like them.. XD kk.. Nights!! And everyone!! C'mon!! Cheer up!! I know you guys can do it!! Especially with this pretty gal around! ^.~ Hahah!! JK!! I'm nuts XD Kayz.. But.. Hey, just come and talk to me if u wanna yepz!! ^.~ am always available! Unless I say otherwise.. Hehe! ^o^<3

2006-04-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah, on Sat, didn't tell you guys that May Koh's music stand hit my head, huh? Well, it did. So yeah, haha! That's wad i wanna add on to the previous post. And I also heard that Cass was in quite a bad mood or something?? Hmm.. Oh ho!! Zhi Hui!!!!! Haha! But she's fine now ^^ thank goodness~~

Let's start with Sunday. Well, I had my tuition earlier!! ^^v yeah!! But beacuse of that, I was kinda late.. 2.00PM meet Darryl and the rest a KFC, TBP. There was Nicky, Darryl (belated bdae boy), Freda, me, Cui Ling and another guy from G.E.S.S. however, I forgot his name ^^; Haha! Hmm.. Was fooling Freda on the way when I was on the bus since she fooled me too. Saying that she's going back since she quarrelled with Darryl, which was like WhoAW! Hehe~ So I countered her saying that I left the birthday prez on my desk!! ^^v yey!! Haha! We're equal now!! =P

Anyway, from KFC, we made our way to Griller. Ate there. And then we watched "Ultraviolet". It was well.. Hmm.. Kinda nice~ I guess.. Yeah... The actress is so pretty!! Hmm.. Cool effects and all. BUT! Crappy too!! There are some parts that just don't fit in and some just uurrgghh~~ Yeah.. Get wad I mean? The producer or director didn't really did a good job.

After that, we took neoprints!! ^^ Errmm.. Haven't scanned them yet though ^^; sorries~~ And I don't think I'll be doind it anytime soon~ LOL! And Darryl asked me to help him with his MP3 too.. Haha! Yeah~ His dad bought him the same MP3 as me~ LOL! BROS!!! And oh yeah!! CONGRATS!! FOR FINALLY REALISING THAT YOU SHOULD HATE ESTHER TOO!! LIKE US!!! hehehe~~ ^o^ Happy for you!!! You've finally woken up from your long SLEEP!

And then we went to walk together for a while.. And decided on the mode of transport we're taking to go home. Me, Darryl and Nicky decided to take 33 together since Nicky's stop is just a few stops away from mine and Darryl is going to Anchorpoint too, which means that he or I, vice-versa, can accompany each other. ^^

Haha! And Darryl was like, "Aiyah! Heck care her (me)! She's a boy la! Not a girl!" haha! LOL~ he still remembers that point ^^ and yeah.. Throughout the whole journey we were sitting together and chatted like nobody's bussiness XP. And I'm amazed to know that Caroline actually knows Nicky's stead!! Haha! How AMAZING!!! ^O^

After that, when I've reached home, was smsing with Darryl and was fooling him too. Hmm.. don't really need to elaborate on that, right? Just gotta tell ya this, he's really a very sweet and nice guy ^^ hehehex! Glad that I have such a close friend! And a bro too!! ^o^ hee hee!! Really almost moved me to tears yeah~~

Then fooled some people too.. Hehe! Freda has the privillege to be the lucky number one!! =P bleahx! followed by Eddy, Darryl, Amanda and then last but not least, Alfred!! Heheh~ ooh.. 5 people, eyh? Not bad~ not bad~ hahax!

Then I turned in for the night and Monday came. Oh yeah, band. Brought the blazer and skirt back to school. Was pretty tired, and broke too ^^; but anyway, it was fun! Finally!! AM CONFIRMED!!! In Tenor Saxaphone right now!! ^^ hehe~ No more changing already, yeah? Can start consentrating!!! And oh yeah, I forced Bel's way too!! Yey!! Managed to help her, a bit at least!! ^^

She's no longer puffing her cheeks!! Wo0ts w0ots!! Haha! Hmm.. And Sher was there too T^T yepz!! He kept his words man~~ Can't believe it.. Thought he was lying~ Hahax! Then it was after band. The footdrill~ HUSNA!!! Be a better timer!!! Haha! Well, that sabotaged the two rows.. But gee~ that still didn't help.. Not all of them was co-operating with each other. And Sher was one of them. When Keluar Baris, Sher was practically infront of a wall and he literally banged onto it =.=; haizz.. BACK TO BASICS BRO!! HAHAHAHA

And then.. Dun feel like talking what happened next~ But I got to know Irene. Seemed as though she was helping me. But I think I thought too much. Bet she didn't even know about it. So yeah.. Then it was raining mad cats and mad dogs. So waited in school till it stop. Saw Sherry, Junius and other Ex-Hssions~ Cool, eyhs? Aishah went to collect her IC too.. COOLIE!! Heheh~ Oh yeah, it was Trombone's duty today.. Haha! Sher got it on his first comeback day!! LOLX!

Then hmm.. Everyone left (not literally everyone =.=; but yeah..) Left with me, Aishah, Cherryl, Cass, Eddy. Haha! Chatted together~~ Laughed like crazy people too. And then Eunice called. Haha! Waiting for me and Aishah~ OOPZ! Hahaha! WE kept on forgetting about her *_* Too engrossed in our convo? Haha~ So yeah.. And when Aishah and I finally went off, we met Eunice outside the school gate, fetching us because she seemed unable to wait for us any longer. Hahahax! XP Oh yeah, forgot to tell ya guys, was complaining about how I felt about this one particular teacher called MDM ABBY CHOO to whoever listened. Yeah.. She can really turn me into a rebel man!! And you wouldn't want that! TRUST ME.

Then Tuesday came. Which is today. Soooo goddam tired~ Oh yeah, yest sir also said that I remind him or an allumni of mine.. Wonder who. Anyways, it's half-day. Bel suddenly asked me out at last minute. No reason. Crazy.. But I just went anyway. No more money now. Haizz. Was left with 5 bucks and now.. 0.. T^T HIKZ~ Went to opposite school, TBP and then GWC. HAHA!

Went out with Bel and Sher. 3 of us.. Suddenly.. Went we were in the book shop.. Harry's was it? Went I was reading a part of a book that Sher told me to read, felt somehow like there's people who are coming. And yepz! A few moments later felt a pretty hard beat on my bag! Ouch to that person's hand! And yesh!! It's him!! Eddy! Haha! Learn from me, right?!?!? LOL

Then we went together... One group. Not bad! Bel, Sher, Cherryl, Cass, Zhi Hui, Eddy and me. 7 people altogether ^^. Went to arcade. Oh yeah, me and Bel were wearing Sher's shirts XP. Haha! Well, thought that his shirt would be too big for me. But turned out to be big~ yeah.. Haha! Never thought it would be ^^; After a while, the 4 of them went together again and we're seperated once more. But not long later, ZH came back. Cuz Cass and the others have decided to go home I guess..

Anyway, was kinda surprised. Really. Fiona wasn't there. Knew that something was wrong. Guess that I'm right? Well, of course I hope not.. Anyway, so Sher went home seperate ways with the remaining 3 of us.. Dunno which way he go. Then the 3 of us took 195. They both stopped at TBP. While me, Anchorpoint^^ Yeah.. We actually ate dinner at KFC. Err.. Only Sher and Bel ate to be exact. ZH and me just watched them. LOL! Fun!! Hahah~ Made lots of noise there man!! What a din!! And yeah~~ Was playing~ Laughing!! Arm Wrestling!!! LOL!! Hahaha~ Took pictures using the phones~~ And so on ^^ Hahah!! Yepzz..

Then I reached home at about 6.45 PM?? Forgotten all about my tuition XP ?LUCKILY I GOT HOME!! Cuz I was JUST IN TIME for my couz's lessons. Haha! Yepz~ My tuition teacher was late too herself XD BLEAHX! Then.. Yeah.. Bought KFC again, as requested by my tuition teacher to brighten up both my cousin's and my day~ lol.. so that we won't fall asleep X_X

Just finished the tuition not long ago. Took a short nap. Bathed and then talked with my couz and sis for a while. Then borrowed the cp and yeah.. Wrote this!! ^^ Kind long yeah.. After a while, my sis no longer use the cp anymore. so I logged into my MSN account. Eddy greeted! Hehe~ Yeah. Chatted for a while only XD bleahx~ must have been my bad timing~ LOL he gotta go and sleep already~ and yeah.. Checking my mailbox.. And okayzz!! This shall be the end!! NYTZZ EVERYONE!! Take carezz!! Hope you had a wonderful time yeah!! And Darryl!! I'll try to get your MP3 done as fast as possible!!! XD KK~! NYTZZ!!!! OH MAN!! I forgot!!! Charmen, Charmaine were there too!! Agnes too!! Alamak!!! XD yeah!! They're there!! Sorry sorry~~

AND DINIKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BETTER STOP IT!!! IM SERIOUS

2006-04-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

Tired

Man.. How tiring can this life be?? Well, not only physically.. But deep inside too! Well, lots of truth have unfolded lately.. And I'm really really tired! That's why.. Sometimes it's really good not to know about some stuffs! Seriously.. I need som break!! Let me have some rest!! Sigh.. Feel like shutting off for a while or so.. Just fall sick or something or even better, just faint and wake up a few days later. No one will care anyway!

Anyway, today was the Speech Day. Yep. I went there. Early in the morning, you could say that it's the "first" time I'm wearing a real court shoes. Since the first time i wore it was many years ago. And I'm kinda surprised yeah.. Hehehex! I was running in it!! ^o^ hahaha!! Cool, eyh!?!?! LOL! What a great talent!! HAHAH!! Crap!

We fell in, and got fooled by mam, saying that sir would not be able to come today. Haha! good one on that! And then hmm.. The whole scenario.. Practice here and there..

Brother Terrence came today.. He was alone yeah.. Oh yeah, had a band group photo and then took a picture with Sher sher, Cherie and Mei Lee ^^ hee hee!! Sher was like, "come closer la.. Not like as if I'll eat you up!" haha! So cute ya! ^o^ hee hee hee!! hmm.. And then.. KM T^T aiiisshh!!!!!!!

Anyway, CONGRATULATIONS TO Sherman for being the best in Geography and for receiving the prize!! Alfreda for being 8th Nationally for running!!! Aishah for being first in D&T!!

Hmm.. Did I miss anyone out?? Nah.. I don't think so.. ^^ Oh yeah, and then I went out with Disa again.. With Dewi and wad's her name again.. Sorry, I forgot XD. Yeah..

Hmm.. So yeah, am very tired emotionally now you can say.. Sigh.. I dunno.. Just feel like it's all a goner again. Well, I'm somehow happy too.. Managed to gain forgiveness from Junius today!! ^o^ At last!! Hehehe~~ Hmm.. Well, he was in a good mood since he managed to take his revenge on Mr Singh~ LOL!! Bad bad!! But I'll no longer see him in school anymore, huh? Sad in a way.. Haha! But oh welps!

Hmm.. Then hmm.. Sher fooled me just now!! UUrrghh! Good one there man!! ('_'##) And hmm.. We were betting with each other. He said that he's gonna come to band on Monday.. Well, I bet that he was fooling me and he said that he wasn't! So, yeah.. Whoever loses gets to treat the winner~ HAHA!! Hee hee! Was telling him to fall sick just now XD Soo evil of me yeah!! But hey, don't fall sick plz :X Was just kidding.. Hehehe~~!! ^^

Kkayzz~ Shant talk much for now.. Oh yeah, two days ago.. Mr Lee was taking over the class since Ms Chin had an MC and was on ML.. And he was sharing with us about his sec sch life.. Haha! He was describing his monitress.. And the class were like, "Cindyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!" Hahaha!! LOL XD

He's so evill last time!! Using the dead lizard and dripping wet paint.. HAizz.. Kkayzz~~ Nytz everyone!!

2006-03-31T20:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Didn't get online yesterday.. Anyway, yesterday was pretty shocking.. Found out that Sec1s are not needed for the Speech Day.. T^T HIKZZ!! So evil ya!! But something is more shocking than that.. Sir wanted me to go for the performance.. WOW!! That rocks!! But scary man~~ Gotta buck up *_* better not blow if I can't man~~ Huikzz!!

Hmm.. Practiced like hell.. So hot, but the we never blow la.. Only do the fingerings. Hmm.. Was half-way doing my group work as well when suddenly yeah.. Got called by Bel to go to the music room.. Wad a timing!! Didn't even meet Mdm Suhaidah to tell her that I'm unable to attend the Clean and Green Project.. SIGHH~~

So I reached the room. All tired.. Set up instrument. Then go down to the canteen to get the platform ready.. My instrument was faulty.. Sir took it and examined it. Then he touch here and there and the handed it back to me and said, "you try now, it should be okay already." Of course, I didn't believe him!! Who the heck will believe that?!?! BUT.. I was hella WRONG!! It was perfectly fine!! Well, at least, almost perfect!! MAN!! WOO HOO!! SIR!! You're such a PRO!! WOOTS WOOTS!!

After that, yeah, announcement that juniors dun have to come was made. Except for me. Sigh.. Oh yeah.. Yest.. I like the drum gimmicks!! ^o^ hee hee!! look so fun!! And it's nice ya!! HEheheh~~

After that, I just followed Sax sect. seniors to put the instruments in the ECA Rm 3.. Wah~~ Full of things man!!! And hahahah!! Pei Yee!! LOL!! You're Tuba sure is very SEXY!! LOL~~

Hmm.. Then got blazer and skirt.. Well, they were too big!! But then dunno.. They uniform IC helpers say that those are fine.. And then I brought them home.. Well, it was raining. So I waited for it to stop. Can't fit the outfit into my bag. So yeah.. Rather than they got soaked..

Saw Shawn before going back.. He was damn furious man.. Haizz.. But then his friends' are also over the top ya.. Then walked home together.. Amanda was there too.. Haha! Yup!! ^o^ made new friend!! By the name of Amanda too!! Hahahx!

Haizz.. But the bad thing is.. I also left my water bottle in the band room =.=; HAIZZ!! How careless of me!! Hmm.. Then Jasmine said that she's gonna accompany me buy the long sleeve blouse today!! ^o^ yey!! hehehe!!

Okay, then today came.. Went to sch as for normal.. Didn't manage to do work. Since I reached home at round 7++ nearly 8.. Bathed and then yeah.. It was 8+.Ate dinner.. And then was thinking to start doin hmk.. It was 10+. Aishh, So,, Forget it.. I just went to sleep.

Asked Ms Tan for permission to hand it up later.. Extend the deadline for me in another word. And then, she agreed. Thank you soooo much Ms Tan!!! ^o^

Hmm.. Oh yeah.. Then yesterday, she was like saying, "Thnc Cindy, you're already like my parttime form teacher :)" Whoaw!! That's nice to hear!! But in a sense.. That's not too good too ya!! ^^; cuz I'm not that great ya know..

And then hmm.. It was history lesson after science which 2 periods after recess.. Haha! Managed to finish my over-dued homework during class!! PHEW!! hahah!!

Then we had this english test.. Haiz.. At most might only pass it. Or worse still, fail T^T haizz..

Then I waited for Jasmine.. Went together to buy the blouse at CK.. SHEIT MAN!! Foi2 took the ATM card witout telling me again!! GRRR!! Hell to man!! Sigh.. Kinda embarrassing.. But luckily it's not THAT embarrassing.. So I went back home, rested.. Got the key and then went back there with Din..

Wahh.. Now Mdm Choo is keeping an eye on me?!?! WTH!! What have I done man?!? =.=;; Sigh... Nvm!!! Just keep an eye on me as long as you want!! Heck care!! Just as long as you don't drive me to turn into a rebel!!

After buying, went to library.. And then I went home myself. Went back to school's bus-stop. Stopped at Redhill MRT first to top up my card and then took 64 all the way back. So tired.. Haiz..

Oh yeah, was talking to bro3.. And sis1.. and sis3.. So seldom ya.. Happy happy!! ^^ Hmm. Then tried the full attire on.. BLEAHX XD mann~~ Soooo oogly!! Well, at least it's oogly on me!! ARGGHH!! Why are all the things of the wrong sizes!?! The skirt is bloody big.. The blazer is like.. whoaw~ and then my shoes.. hmm.. Well, when I tried it on.. The salesgirl. Wahh!! She forgot that I was wearing mah socks!! So yeah.. It was kinda loose now since I'm not gonna wear socks.. But I hope that it's still okay.. *_*

Then, not long ago, got updated... We must fall in at 6.30 AM?!?! =.=;; Aint 7 early enough?!?! Haizz... But anyway, due to some "TECHNICAL" problem.. I gotta try my best to get them punctually.. T^T sad.. Must go to Yan Ni to ask for a change!! Before the hell skirt is gonna drop!! ARGGHH!!

Hmm.. Then suddenly Dy turn into a good mood.. Wow~~ Haha!! Figured that it's because of your dear cough, huh?! HAHHA!! MAN!! Just now he was so worked up when he woke up and realised that he missed six calls from her!! Bwahahahh!!! Hmm.. And for Fiona!!! Hehehehe!! My ATU is correct again!! ^o^ giahahahhaha~~ Wow~~ man~~ Don't tell me that my ATU has upgraded?? HEHEHX!! It can feel the future!! LOLX!! ^o^ so cool so cool!! ^^

And yeah.. That means we're drifting.. But anyway, yeah.. My ATU felt it too, huh? Yeah.. This is gonna be good for life.. As long as I don't use it for evil stuff, right?? And I think this must be the reason why it's harder for me to control ,eyh?? Okay. Back to my normal lifestyle ^^ GREAT!! Now!! Hait hait hait!! Gonna work hard to my life!! Not gonna be like before.. And yeah.. Now your 3223.. I think I've finally understood it! ^^ Yeah.. And KM.. I'm sorry.. I can feel your pain too.. Hmmm..

Next, bout the Speech Day again.. This is the MOST shocking thing EVER!! BROTHER TERRENCE AND RONALD ARE MAKING THEIR WAY TO HSS!??!?!?! OHHH MAN!! Because of Sher sher~~ T^T Huikzz!! It's nice to know that they'll be there.. BUT!!! WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's cool anyways!! C ya guys there!! And LUCKS EVERYONE!!! ^^ NYTZZ TOO!! Hope I can wake up early tomorrow!! ^o^ And BEL!! LUCKS ON YOUR 56835433 too!! HEHEH!! If Dy can do it, so can you!! ^o^ And Vera!!! To you my friend, I've found my answers too!! Hope you found yours too!! ^o^ Hehehe~~ Hmm.. Freda too.. You're now in a state that I was not long ago.. Don't worry!! The light's coming soon!! ^^ Well, Hmm.. I think I'm in a good mood too because I Dy is finally quite happy again after a long time, yeah? Hehehe! ^^ Kkayzz~~ NYTZZ EVERYONE!! SWEET DREAMZZ! ^^ <3

2006-03-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

Well well.. Wasn't online yesterday.. Reached home at 5+ going to 6? And then I slept from 6+ All the way to 7+.. WOW!! Sooo TIRED!! And when i woke up, it was almost time for tuition!! Man~~ What a timing~~

Before that in school, well, Ms Tan is still absent.. And we had a relief teacher.. Her name is Ms Chua. And OH MAN! What a teacher! Is afraid or something? Cuz seriously, she can't control the class. It was hella noisy.. She didn't even deliver her announcements properly. And wow.. The way she talk, it was fine but it really didn't catch any attention ya know. In fact, I can tell you this. I wouldn't even listen to her as well.. I mean, I've never met such a relief teacher before! I'm hell serious about this..

Well, I was tired. So I slept. The class was dam noisy. When I woke up, there was no improvement.. People were walking around everywhere.. Making lots of noise.. Yeah baby! Rebel~~ And I just watched her from my table. She was there.. Walking back and forth. Trying to shout and settle the class I guess. But well, I don't know for what reason, she just can't seem to project her voice.. She was so timid. And I was like.. Man! Never mind.. I'll just see what happens next. And you've guessed it~ Nothing.. I was so tired of looking at her. She looked as though she wanted to say something but she just couldn't deliver it.

So I decided to maybe help her ddeliver it since I'm already awoken and was very BORED! She talked so softly and with the level of noise the class was making, I couldn't hear her. She didn't even tell the class to quieten down first. MAN!! How "great" is that?!?! I had to do that myself, they settled down and made lesser noise. After that, I then continued talking with her again. Man~~~ Seriously, What a new experience!! Ck ck ck~

I didn't know what to do. And I was really getting very very VERY BORED!! Then she suggested that we play a game.. And then the chairpersons had to lead everything AGAIN! =.=;;

It was lame. But hey, at least I've tried.. Hmm.. We've tried.. Then the prefects came.. I was even the one who talked to the prefect and then told the class to line up outside and so on.. -.-;; SIGH!!

After that, we went for our assembly. Was beat-boxing with John and then Nigel came in too. HAHA! Cool!! Nice!! FUN!! ^o^

After that, I stayed.. Talked with Aishah, Doris, Eunice, Kenneth and got introduced to Rafi.. And then saw the captain's ball match where Disa and Karen and Anita are in it too.. And also found out about a shocking truth..

Ya guys should know what I mean.. YESH!! Kit Mun.. O_o;; Sighh!! ARGHHHH~~~ never mind about that anyways. Didn't really think much about it.

After that, I reached home. Yep. And then after my tuition, I went down with Shen lao shi.. She wanted to buy me this preserved Chinese veg.. But it was out-of-stock. How sad?? But hey, I got a treat of the KFC in return!! Not bad, ey?? Shen lao shi!! Thank you!! ^o^ hee hee!! Ohhh~~ im fat now because of it!! XD

Okay, after eating, I did my homeworks and then went to sleep. The next morning came. I woke up at a rather normal timing yeah. After talking with Ci Stef the night before.. Hmm.. Went to school..

Was so happy cuz Ms Tan is coming back today!! Hee hee! that's what she told me yesterday.. And YESH!! SHE DID!! WOO HOO!! ^o^ hmm.. Went to class, was rather happy today. I wonder why.

Anyway, the day really turned out fine! Other than the fact that I'm sooo tired right now ^^; Well, the classes were okay. Was thinking about the captain's ball thing.. But I forgot to tell Ms Tan about it today.. LOL!

Hmm.. and then for the D&T!! WOO HOO!! LOVED IT MAN!! IT ROCKS!! soldering!! That's what we did! ^o^ Hee hee!! made a battery circuit I think.. If I'm not wrong.. Woo HOO!!

After that, was waiting for Yu Zeng to go for band together.. However, she was released late. So sad! So I just went up with Husna.. Hmm.. Band is REALLY tiring!! My muscles are aching man.. Was rehearsing all the while.. Back aching man~ And butt too XD wonder why we, the juniors, need to join in too. Well, I tried to play.. But the sax really has prob man!! HAHA1 But who cares!! I just anyhow shoot into it!! HAHAHAHA!!

So, if u heard weird sounds just now.. It might be coming from me XP HEHEHE!! But at least I've tried!! And I know that I blew some notes correctly.. Well, some~~ LOL XD

But what's worse is that, we did 90 push-ups at the end of it!! Well, of course I didnt really do 90.. but well, 80++ cuz I missed some~~ XP bleahx!! But anyway, nvm~~ I'll just take it as I'm training my muscles.. I need to slim down anyway! And hmm.. The major did some major mistakes.. And the seniors are really unhappy with it.. I can tell you that. In fact, even the juniors are unhappy.. Yup.. But hey, I'll just try to look on the bright side..

Now, today, I almost got stressed UP!!!!!!!!! KM!!!! WELL, found out from my frenz.. Aishah they all.. He made it too OBVIOUS already.. Well, even Disa and Anita and the other guy said so!! HOW?!?! Haizz...

What have I done?!?! And then Yi Si.. She said JB also.. HAiz... Why... What have I been doing??!?! Sigh.. Shall just find out.. Hmm.. thanks gals for just now ya!! And hmm.. Sorry KM but I really some break!! haizz...

Okay.. That's the end for today.. Haizz.. Shant be too stressed up.. And then.. Hmm.. tomorrow.. Heard that Ms Sek actually postponded the Captain's Ball Tournament?? It's NICE to hear that!! ^o^ hee hee!! So I can go for band!! And forget about that stupid stuff.. Yeah.. The teacher brought the practice forward, in intention to let us rest on Friday for Saturday's performance.. Cool, eyh? But do you think that's possible?? hmm.. Who knows?? We'll just see about that..

And oh.. Ms Tan said that I'm her like her part-time form teacher?? LOL!! HAHAH!! Kkayz~~ Nytzz everyone!! And Clint.. Hmm.. Learnt lots of bad stuff from me ya.. Bad me!! XD AHAH!!

2006-03-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

aisshh! Today is Monday and I thought that I'll die man.. But nope! HAHA! I read the paper wrongly!! THANK GOD!! It's on Thursday! GOOD GOOD!! So today am able to go for band!! ^o^ yey!!

Okay, early in the morn, rushed my hmks!! XD but I still didn't manage to do them all.. LOL! So.. Yeah.. Was thinking tt I'll be dead during MT as well.. But hey, I'm fine!! ^o^ hehehex! Oh yeah, it's the PI today.. Hey, don't be so sad ya.. Can see that mask on ur face..

Anyway, then I announced to the class about the gardening thingy.. MAN!! What a mess!! I was looking all over the place for Mdm. Suhaidah! And then she ended up telling the info to Nigel =.=; DIAOOOO!!! CRAP!

Hmm.. So yeah, wasted LOTS of my effort today.. Seriously.. ARRGHH!! WASTED!!! But anyways.. SO BAD!!! And then for the tournament.. SIGH!! Sheit man!! So many choir members!! All cannot make it!! Then the PA system!! WTH?!?! MAN!! Why can't this stupid thing just be cancelled?? Then won't all the matters be over?!?!? MAN!! ARRGHH!!

Holy.. So now I need to meet Ms Sek again to get the paper back.. Because of the fact that many can't make it =.=;; Sigh.. Wish that I can't make it as well.. Sighh.. Anyway, shan't think of this anymore.

Hmm.. Today there's band, as you guys have already known.. Luckily there's BAND!! Hmm.. Seniors went downstairs.. To rehearse for the Speech Day.. 5 days more.. WAh!! YEah.. And then for us, the juniors, we stayed in the music room with sir Faizal.. Hmm.. Practiced how to play the long notes.. MAN!! IT'S HARD!! GAHH~~ Then the tounging as well.. And then we went down to where the seniors are. HAHA! Well, when we got down they're almost done with a piece.. And well, what I heard was good! HAHA! So I clapped!! Yeah.. And sir was like, That's horrible! Clap for what?! ^^;; oopzz.. Sorry.. But well, it really is good..

After that they played again a few other pieces.. And well, there was this one whereby the percussionist went to fast. It's obvious!! Man.. Even the UGs were marching faster and faster.. Look at their FEET!! And then yeah... Got reprimanded by sir.. Hmm.. Wad a tiring day, huh?

And then, we went for a 10 mins break.. Me ate bun XD too hoongry~~ and then went back to look at the seniors.. Hmm. And then we went up again. Got to our instruments and then tried the long notes again. Hmm. Blowed some tissue papers before going down.. And then we played the song "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" LOL! FUN FUN!! Oh yeah, sir also finally found out that the newer T.Sax which I was playing is faulty.. So yeah, he kinda excused me for playing wrong notes here and there.

And well, he tested us on the song. Bel didn't even play T^T and it was only me and Janice but going to the last part of it.. I was solo T^T alamak~~ Anyway, we passed it. So HAHA! So I'll most likely be in T.Sax, huh?

Hmm.. And then after band.. Stayed a lil longer.. HAHAZ enjoyed air-con and hmm was with the others! Talked crap with sir as well.. HEHEX and wow! how could you guys mistook sir as a chinese?? LOL! And then I went down..

Din had been looking for me all over the place~ And then meet her at the canteen. Saw the seniors just finished the practice. And then hmm.. Went over and asked if I could help.. Helped them carry the files.. Din followed too. And then well, sat there. HAHA! Enjoyed the free air-con again~~ HEHE! Then yeah.. Chatted with Jasmine and then with Disa, as always. HAHA! Watch them clean their instruments and hoe they kept them.. And ooh!! Rita!! HAHA!! MAD WOMAN IN TOWN!! LOL

After that, looked at the seniors falling in.. Din wanted to wait till they fall out. She said that she wanted to talk to Dy? But didn't in the end.. So, yeah.. After that Kit Mun approached us again. HAHA! Oh.. And then Nora.. Hmm.. Sang all the way to the bottom~ And then.. Oh! Eunice, Aishah, Kenneth, Doris came along! Hee hee! Walked all the way to McD.. And then yeah.. Took bus from there..

Reached home approx 7?? Late, huh? But oh welps~ Hmm.. Then yeah.. Saw it.. But anyway.. NVM~~~ And then Fiona keep on asking also.. And then dunno wadever they said.. So bad.. But anyways, nevermind.. I'm just not meant to know about lots of things. And some things might be better left unknown yeah.. Like the previous cases too.. OKayzz~~ So that's the end of this entry.. Nytz everyone!!

2006-03-25T23:33:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday now.. Let's just remember bout yesterday.. hmm.. Oh yeah, found out that Dy is now the HOC since thurs.. that must have been the reason why he's sad, huh? Actully.. Disa and I thought that he'll be the HP.. XP bleahx!! but we're wrong.. And hmm.. I think everyone's shocked when they know about one of their DHP?? Well, wonder why.. She must be not up to their standards in their eyes, huh? And.. Hmm.. Dy.. cheer up, kayz?? Status doesn't mean everything ^.~ yaxh! and him being a HOC.. I knew that he's gonna be one! (As in you know.. knew that he can be a good one) Cheer up cheer up yesh!! ^^

And then on Friday.. Got Band practice again.. thank god!! ^o^ hee hee! hmm.. It was fun!! Well, Let's see.. Dy!! Scared me again.. seemed like he loves to do that, huh? Hahax! almost got me into trouble, you know!! And then.. Hmm.. Oh yeah, thnx for well, fulfilling my requests ya!! Yeah.. You let us go for break and rehakan diri when i requested (or pestered, sort of, you can say) it ^o^ hee hee!! You're ze best!! hehehe!

Hmm.. Rita is soooo scary!! Punished us.. 15 down actually.. Then Linda forgot.. she only remembered that we have to do 10.. So Rita added 10.. Yeah.. Hurt my knees.. But of welps, it's fine.. Good for health anyways XD And then.. Oh.. She thought us "ke blakang pusing" while marching".. Yeah.. Did that "check T-L-V check" thingy! ^o^ hee hee!! fun fun fun!!

Hmm.. almost died of exhaustion anyway.. But again, it's okayz!! ^o^ cuz I'll even more if there's no band!! Hahaha!! My lovely husbanD!! XP

Now, coming up.. On Sunday.. hmm, wanted to meet with Jean actually and go for a party at the Fort Canning Park. But I forgot that I have tuition. So, I called her just now.. Telling her that I can't make it.. Sorry T^T

Then I also remembered that I'm supposed to remind the class about the up-coming programme on Monday.. Well, I think it's the IT lessons.. Umm.. Or not?? Or is it something got to do with Nature? or Nuture?? Arrgghh.. One of it, anyways, it's not soooo that important to me now.. Because.. Well, I might be having band or the Inter-class Tournament!! Mmmm.. REminded some people about the prog already anyways, so yeah, it can get off my mind now.

For the Band Tournament.. How??? I need advices.. Well, the tournament is there and then! So it's either i go and try to win something or not and find out what happened from my other classmates! And for band.. We're gonna have a combined practice with the seniors for the Saturday practice, which is kinda sudden because all the while, we only know that it's the seniors (sec2-5) who are going to perform only. Yup, we're not supposed to be in it. But if that's the case, then the practice shall be a quite important one too, eyh? And then sir still have to test me to determine which instrument I'll be playing too.. So, which do you think I should go to? Oh, and don't bother about the prog thingy cuz it's really at the bottom of the list..

Many of my friends told me to go for band.. Which is reasonable and I do feel like doing so too.. But hmm.. Maybe that'll be the best, right??

Anyway, then today. Hmm.. Went out wih Disa. Actually, she was supposed to accompany me to buy things for band.. And then on my way there, she suddenly said that she's gonna watch a movie with her friends and asked me along too. So I thought, why not? Since I'm already on the bus and was already on my way out. Then I met her at cineleisure.. We didn't watch. Haha! So we headed to Takashimaya.. Only the two of us.. Went there and then Tangs and then Wisma Atria and then Great World (the first place where we planned to meet) and then hmm.. Until now, I still can't find the while shirt!! ARGGHH!! Hmm.. But well, luckily I've found the shoes and stockings! ^^

However, they are really some unexpected things!! I look horrible in them!! and I'm serious!! I just suck in some lady-like things!! What do you expect from such a tomboy like me?!?! YEAH?!?! Oh yeah, I also bought Darryl Mok's birthday prez today! ^o^ I really loved it!! Hope he does too.. Bought it with Freda.. We shared money t buy it too.. Hey, it's not that cheap okayz.. And well, I'm broke now ^^;

So yeah, that's how today ends. Am so tired and all.. And wow! It's 11.56 PM now.. take carez everyone!! ^o^ and oh yeah!! It's SPEECH DAY in exactly A week!!! WOO HOO!! HAHAHA

2006-03-23T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. There was a rehearsal today.. Waited for Disa again.. Didn't wanna come back home early.. At the same time, did some homework.. and oh yeah, got to know Sylvia better! ^o^ cool cool! And yeah.. They live together as well.. Man.. Hmm... Soooooo tired!!!! Wonder what the hell I did today.. Well, Nigel was supposed to get the key today.. But he didn't! Instead.. It was Yi Wei!! O_O;; And he didn't write his name in the book.. Nor the time he checked out.. But anyways.. Sighh.. Just wrote everything under Nigel =P At least I helped~~!!

Well, was very very sleepy during MT (Mother Tounge) class.. I don't know why.. MT classes always make me sleepy.. and super tired.. Almost fell asleep. My eyes were like a single line.. thank god the bell rang.. So I could go back to my class!! And I was planning to actually get back to my table, and sleep while Ms Tan is not there yet. However, things didn't turn out like so. they were sooooo NOISY!! My GOSH! So I had to sacrifice it, stood up, went to the front of the class and shouted. Sighh.. When will they ever keep quiet after a banded lesson without me shouting at them?? Hmm.. Yeah.. And I'm usually the one who do the initiatives before the other CP(s) do.. I wonder, again, why..

Then Ms Tan came in and there goes my rest! Haizz.. Got through it anyways.. Then Alex was planning for a group meeting at the end of the day.. But sorry :x I was at TBP with Disa.. sighh... Sorry sorry soo sorry!! Then hmm.. I think sometime cropped up and the meeting was postponded to next Monday.. And I'm gonna have the Inter-class Tournament on that very same day as well!

Okay, enough on those.. Today, it's.. the.. INTER-CLASS TOURNAMENT FOR BASKETBALL FOR THE BOYS!!!! WOO HOO!! WOOTS WOOTS!! ^o^ hee hee!! And guess what?!?! THEY WON!! YOU GO GUYS!! ^^ HEHEEHXX!! Am proud of you guys!! I knew you guys can do it!! Sorry E2! =P hey, it's fair now, right?? Hehehehx! Oh.. Clive!! Take care of your leg!! It must have hurt lots, right?? Careful!! :x

Oh.. And.. Gee.. Guys.. I don't think you guys will be as proud on Monday.. Yeah.. The netball tournament for girls.. It's gonna suck.. I just have the feeling like so.. But hey, who cares?! If I've signed up, I'm so gonna try my best! I mean, I'm gonna sacrifice my band pract!!! T^T HIKSZZZ!! BOO HOO!! SO... If I don't give my all for this tournament.. I'm gonna CRY!!! BECAUSE those time will be wasted for nothing.. Right?? So.. GALS of 1E1!! Let's make it work out!! YEAH??? Osh osh!! ^o^ <3

Haizz.. And why am I ALWAYS FRAMED FOR THE THINGS THAT I NEVER DO?!?! WHY?!??! I didn't get beck that late today.. At bout 6.. And when I get home.. IT JUST GOT WORSE?!? SUP WITH THAT?! It's not as though I've said something wrong or DID something wrong.. Okay, maybe I've done many sins. And this is my retribution, huh?? I'm receiving it.. In an odd way! It's kinda "hilarious".. But it hurts as well in some ways you know!! Why do you always care only about yourself?? Fine.. I should care about other people's feelings.. But hey, I didn't say anything back, did I? Did I scold you? No.. I just kept quiet! and mind my own bussiness! I was hoping that you'll stop. But no!! That's not what I get.. You made it "Greater"!! Now it's such a BIG MATTER! And I'm tired!! I seriously am!! Hmm.. But I guess that it's better for it to fall on me than on other people, huh? I bet it's gonna be even bigger if it's on other people, right?? SIGHHHH... And oh.. Gee.. I'm sorry there.. J... Nvm. This shall just mark the end...!!!!!

2006-03-22T17:03:00.000+08:00

Aishh.. It's been so long.. On Friday night, my parents came here.. Of course I was happy.. Yeah.. Then Saturday came.. Went to Lovely's Birthday Lunch.. It was in Swensen's near Paragon. You know, the one that is connected to Crown Prince hotel. Yeah.. It was so goddam fun!! Hmm.. There was Niger, Nicky, Shen Yang, Keith (Bdae boy), Alfreda, Miao ying, Charlene, Iman, Yu Jia (Bdae gal), Lovely (Bdae gal, of course!!), me(duuuh!!!) Okay.. Is that all?? hmm.. MAM!! MRS SHAHRIN!! And small Ian!! ^o^ Hmm.. 13 people, eyh? SO FUN!!! I MISS EVERYONE SOOO MUCH!!! YEAH!!! WE ROCK!! Hmm.. Actually i was kinda.. err.. SUPER late.. met YJ on the bus there.. so yeah.. and after that, I went out with my mum.. Just across the street.. A few steps and another cross on the street and there they were!! Lucky Plaza!! Very near, yeah??

Hmm.. After that tiring day, I when to the temple the next day.. With my parents and ko Erwin and ci Stef.. And Ci Mi.. aiyah! Practically everyone who are here.. Umm.. Then after that, my dad went with my grandpa home.. And then Ci Mi accompanied my grandma to the taxi.. Then we, my mum, my sis, my cousins and me, went to Sim Lim Square.. Boring.. Wasted lots of time there.. Waiting for my mum.. Buying computer and repairing something.. Hmm.. I know that those things are for us.. So, thank you ma!! Hmm.. and then she bought me some new things as well.. Got a new watch!! ^o^ yey!! Oh.. And papa bought me a new pair of school shoes too..!! Yey!! At last!! thank you pa!! Hmm..

On Monday, school reopens.. Papa sacrificed his sleeping time just to make us breakfast.. That's so sweet of him yeah.. Actually, I wasnt planning to eat. I mean, I dun usually have breakfast.. Especially not spicy, hot breakfast! But I still ate it anyways.. It was yummy!! ^^ home-made fried rice ^^ Soooo spicyyy!! But well, it's delicious, so who cares? Hahax! And then in school, we had our class photo.. SHUCKS!!! I always look so GODAM OOGLY in PIXCTURES!! Especially class photos or such~~!! ARGHH!! I bet that I'm very very very ugggglllly!!!!!!! ARGGHH!!! Oh yeah, before us, saw 3N1!!! Hahahax!! That was when I realised that Dy cut his hair.. Oh yeah!! Disa too!! WAHH!!! She cut her hair and now she look sooo CUTE!! XD Okay.. Then Anita!! Hahahahx!! He's not mine.. I told you so.. He has someone in his heart.. And that someone is not me... I guess you guys are seeing it as well, huh? Or are you not? Well, at least I do.. Anyway... After that,Hmm.. oh yeah.. Disa finally came back from Indo.. didn't tell you guys that earlier on, huh?.. And she said that she missed me a lot XD kekekekhehehhe!! That's so sweet yah!! Okay.. Hmm.. Let's see.. Was very tired.. Oh yeah, had IT lessons after school.. She didn't wat for me!!! T^T HIKZZ but anyways.. Instead saw Dy.. Long time no see.. He was eating.. Lol.. Eunice was there too.. Oh.. And Liyana too. They've patched up again ;) But he didn't tell me, gee.. Sometimes, things may seem so near.. Yet they are so far.. Why is that so?? I wonder about it myself.. Cause everything around me seem soooo near to me!! But sometimes, everything just.. don't know.. They are just so.. Far! Why??? Sometimes, I can't take it anymore!! But.. No one knows anyway. Anyway, yeah.. He cut his hair.. Teased him on it XP. Then I saw CHERRYL!!!!!!!!!! ^o^ hehhehehex! And I dunno.. I just automatically went to her.. and well, she needed the chinese newspapers.. And it just so happened that I had them!! Woots woots!! hehehx! Hmm.. Yeah.. Was talking here and there.. gwe realise something sih.. Tapi gimana ya.. I know that it's impossible.. Tapi.. Kok kenapa gitu?? And then I just waited for Cherryl to finish copying those sentences.. I know that I didn't really help her.. And then itu lagi.. arrrhhh... Then dunno from where, Sher sher came.. alone.. Hmm.. then he was sitting alone.. wonder why.. So I was planning to frighten him.. but he wasn't frightened at all =.=; dang! Anyway, I dunno how.. I was then sitting beside him, with the spelling bee XD BLEAHX!! He was testing me almost all the while!!!! argghh.. Hmm.. Well, I remember one word!! HAHAHA!! ZOROASTRIANISM!!! RIGHT?!?!?!? Bwahah! YEY!! I've been memorizing that word because of you!!!! But I forgot the meaning XD hahaha! And then.. We talked bout our weekends.. trus ya.. dia.. dtg ke blakang gw.. trus.. sigh.. oh yeah, before that I got a call from Din.. Yeah.. After that, Dy kasih liat kertas prnya ke adenya. Frans gak bisa liat. Ya uda, gwe kecengin "wahh.. ada yg iri nih ye~~" trus gwe rest gwe py kpala soalnya capek la.. trus gwe angkat kpala lagi mau ketawain gwe punya comment itu.. Eh, trus gwe liat muka dia.. tapi tetep aja ketawa.. gue coba untuk cuek gitu.. Trus Sher sher came back.. Haha! Back with the Spelling Bee again!! Lol! And Brandon came as well~ Hehehhex! Hmm.. Trus.. Sher lagi dgr lagu.. Mreka padaan bilang takut Sher nyanyi dengan suara jelek!hahha! Eh, pas2an gwe ama Dy bilang "eh, suara dia bagus loh!" barengan. Trus sher tanya gwe emang pernah dgr dia nyanyi? trus gwe blg ya iya lah.. Trus dia blg oh iya! Waktu di gereja! Trus gwe tambah lah. "waktu di kereta juga!!" Trus dia.. Kayak kaget bgt.. Trus.. tanya gitu trus.. argghhhhhh.. Gak tau lah.. tapi gwe tau ada orang itu.. tapi dia kyk selalu blg ngak ngak gt....... sighhhhhhh oh guys.. Anyway, here's a poem that I created for my project.. It was a tribute for the Hurricane Katrina Incident..Here it goes:

Hurricane Katrina

It was fine

But the ground shook.

Soon we understand

But it was too late.

She has struck

With speed almighty,

People ran and hid

But to no avail.

Destruction fell

And it was all silent.

Tears could be seen

And mourns could be heard

She has left

But her wrath was unforgotten,

It was then that people knew

Her name was Katrina.

The eleventh storm

That caused much pain,

It was unforgotten

Nor forgiven,

But move on with life, we must.

Okay.. That's the end.. Well, I personally like the last paragraph the most.. But I wondered how I came out with the last line.. "But move on with life, we must." I think that it's really meaningful in a way.. Is it? But I wonder how can we move on when everything just seem to be so far..? Sigh.. The ups and downs of life..

Then On Tuesday, Mrs Yeo talked a lot man.. Dragged out time for the assembly.. Oh yeah.. Remember about the new election that I told you guys before? Well, the results are out today.. And yeah.. I became one of the CCPs again! ^o^ Then I just waited for Disa again.. Did quite a number of homeworks.. Good!! Heheh! ^^

Today, Hmm.. Was waiting for Disa.. Then Melanie came.. Talked to me.. And then when we're about to go.. I heard someone calling me.. Was lookin for the source.. Turned out to be CI CITRA!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^o^ hahahahahax!! chatted with her too!! But then Disa and Anita started chasing after me to quickly go~~ So yeah.. We went to Tiong.. Disa was supposedly supposed to treat me! HMPH!!! you still owe me!! HAHAHA!! Went to NTUC~ bought lots of things XD broke now!! hmm.. Ate ice-cream.. And then get back home.. Shouldnt have come home so early.. Sigh... Framed again.. I'm gonna come back home late tomorrow man!! Wanna REST!! GIVE MYSELF A BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAizz.. Okay, now, this is the end.. Take carezz~~

2006-03-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Okay, let's start with yesterday.. I went back to sch again.. Hmm.. When to the library to do our project work.. Reach there right on time!! at 12 PM SHARP!! YEAH!! ^^ score!! Hmm.. Outside, where we put our bags, I met with Bel, Janice, Jasmine, Cherryl (at the bus stop), Charmaine and some other people.. Lol.. Placed my bag and then went into the library. I was "late" for 5 minutes there.. Haha! Oh, and great me found the song!! Hee hee! ^^ Umm.. Hmm.. We did lots of stuff.. Yeah.. Pretty greatful that we did.

After that, I went to meet with Ms Ratna and Iman at Orchard MRT Station.. Wasn't planning it that way.. but anyway, as long as it worked ^^. Then hmm.. Found out from Iman that Ms Ratna had been shopping AGAIN.. And i see that.. Haha! She had many bags with her.. Lol.. Definitely newly-bought things. And then we went to Coffee Bean to sit and chat~ Catch up on things.. and then we were talking about having kids.. XD Hee hee!! Fun, yeah?!?!?

alright, then Iman went off. I continued to accompany Ms Ratna.. Catch up about my P5 year.. Wow.. Can't believe it.. It's so long... Okay, i better stop that! XD I'm sounding like some old woman looking on the past!! ARGGHHH~~ but seriously speaking.. I'm missing those days lots.. Really really.. Sigh.. Hikksszz~~ Haizz...

Okay, so Ms Ratna bought a top with me and then we went back.. I went there by MRT and came back by MRT too ^^ hee hee heex~ Hmm.. Waved byes~ ^^ and then she insisted that I sms her when I got onto the train and when I reached home.. Hahax~ Then met Badak, Lovely, Monic, Jennifer, Carla at home.. Wow.. Lots of people, eyh?

Then today comes. Woke up early today XD can't believe it! hmm.. 6.40?? somewhere around there.. Went to school.. Reached at about 7.30? waited for Jasmine.. Met other people too.. Hehehx~ nice nice! And we went in together and reached at 7.45 ^^ Cool coolzz~~ See lots of people there already!! And hmm.. Shot Aishah!! YEY!!! HOORAY!!! Hmm... Ms Universe here! Muahahahha!! Okay.. And then we had band practice.. Oh.. Gotta tell you guys something.. For the first time ever, Aishah was.. NORMAL!! Seriously, SENSIBLE!! WOW!!! Hmm.. Then the senior or Tenor Sax came.. At last!! but gee.. Didn't talk much yeah.. she played, but it was kinda soft.. Just saw her fingerings.. Then oh!! I'm falling in love.. I seriously am!! Falling in love.. With Saxaphone and trombones!!! XD HOW?!?!!? And also, the song "Into the Joy of Spring" OMG!! Because of this song, I'm falling for Trombone all over again!! And then I hear the Sax part as well.. Awwwhh!! Love it!! And then "Fate of The Gods" Woo hoo!! Sigh... Me getting high now!!! XD arrghh!!

Hmm.. I really am.. Ouh... Got into trouble today.. Dy can really run fast.. =.=; DANG! And then, Oh yeah, he got into trouble today because of us, the sax members, sorry!! He was also sabotaged by Rita~~ Heheehx!! YOU GO GIRL!!! =P Hmm.. Tried to play some songs.. Wow~~ I managed to play some parts.. Still errggg~~ But well, hmm... Tried 1812 Overture.. And some Fanfare~~ Coolie!! ^^ Sighh.. Hope I can improve!! Hope there'll be sectional next practice!! XD Hmm.. Oh yeah, some of the seniors are going for the NYAA Camp starting from today.. Hmm.. And be back on Sunday??

Ahh.. And then do we have pract on Monday? Nah.. But why did sir ask me to go to him on Monday?? Hmmm.. Weird.. Nevermind.. Shall just wait Next two week's Monday, huh? Sigh.. Then this Friday we'll most likely learn how to make the balloon thingy.. Me want sectional XD Sigh.. I'm nuts now.. *ehem* I better think about studies man! Wake up wake up!!! Hmm.. Oh yeah, just now there was this part of some songs that Dy and his senior played.. What's her name again?? weng kuan ya? I was actually listening to the Trombonist (XD) and then to the bass, brass and other instruments too and suddenly they just caught my attention! I dunno.. They really did.. And then I was paying attention at them.. Hmm.. And oh yeah, Eunice was playing solo for Baritone.. Sir was saying "Sing to me, Eunice! Sing!" Hmm.. Really almighty, yeah? And then.. Oh yeah.. Just now we went to fall in for the Balloon Hat Festival thingy.. Hmm.. Helped Disa.. And then yeah.. Haha! WE were told to dance and march at the same time.. But of course, none of us did XD We only clapped our hands.. (actually I could have gone out of control and really danced XD but NAWH WAY!!! LOL)

Hmm.. Soon the day ended.. hmm oh yeah, there was this incident.. At 12 Pm.. We were let off for our lunch.. So Me, Jasmine, Mei Yan and Kin Mun when to 7 11.. I bought noodles to eat.. Yeah.. Was lining up for hot water when suddenly turned around and faced me and then asked me, "Hey you're the girl who *ehem* *ehem* right?!?!" I was like, errrr?? O_O HUH?!? WTH?!?! then she was like, oh.. nvm.. sorry sorry.. And I was still there, STUNNED!! Man.. And I think she's Sec 3 too.. WAHH!!! SCARE ME TO DEATH!! @_@My gosh!!! Yeah.. And then.. I reached home.. pretty late.. 6++?? Yeah.. Tired!! XD Me gonna slp now!! Err.. Bathe first XD Hahaha!! Kkayz~~ Take carezz everyone!! <3

2006-03-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!! Today I went for the group meeting.. Reached there at 12 PM SHARP!! Woo hoo!! ^^ hee hee!! Did lots of things.. So glad!! Phew~~ Hmm.. And then oh yeah.. found a Hurricane Katrina Tribute.. It was sooo TOUCHING!! I'm serious.. Hmm.. And yeah.. From there, I found this song Hope (sung by Twista Feat. Evan??) Yeah.. and here's the lyrics.. Very touching!!! XD

[Twista talking]

Man, I know we had a lot of tragedies lately.

I just wanna say rest in peace to Aaliyah,

Rest in peace to Left Eye,

Rest in peace to Jam Master Jay,

And everybody lost in the Twin Towers,

And everybody lost period.

All we got is HOPE!!

[VERSE 1 (Twista)]

I wish the way I was living could stop, serving rocks,

Knowing the cops is hot when I'm on the block, And I

Wish my brother woulda made bail,

So I won't have to travel 6 hours to see him in jail, And I

Wish that my grandmother wasn't sick,

Or that we would just come up on some stacks and hit a lick, And I (I wish)

Wish my homies wouldn't have to suffer,

When the streets get the upper had on us and we lose a brother, And I

Wish I could go deep in a zone,

And lift the spirits of the world with the words with in this song, And I (I wish)

Wish I could teach a soul to fly,

Take away the pain out cha hands and help you hold them hi, And I

Wish God never gave the men power

To be able to hurt the people inside the Twin Towers, And I (I wish)

Wish God woulda turned they hearts righteous,

When they started to take innocent lives and become snipers, But uh

We will never break, though they devastate, we shall motivate,

And we gotta pray, all we got is faith.

Instead of thinking about who gonna die to day,

The Lord is gonna help you feel better, so you ain't gotta cry today.

Sit at the light so long,

And then we gotta move straight forward, cuz we fight so strong,

So when right go wrong,

Just say a little prayer, get ya money man, life go on!!!

Let's HOPE!

[CHORUS (Cee-Lo)]

Cuz I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,

Take this music and use it

Let it take you away,

And be hopeful (hopeful) and he'll make a way

I know it ain't easy but that's okay.

Let's be hopeful!

[VERSE 2 (Twista)]

I wish that you could show some love,

Instead of hatin so much when you see some other people commin up (I wish)

I wish I could teach the world to sing,

Watch the music and have 'em trippin of the joy I bring, (shiit)

I wish that we could hold hands,

Listen instead of dissin lessons from a grown man, And I (I wish)

Wish the families that lack, but got love, get some stacks

Brand new shack and a lack that's on dubs, And I

Wish we could keep achieving wonders,

See the vision of the world through the eyes of Stevie Wonder, (you feel me) (I wish)

And I hope all the kids eat,

And don't nobody in my family see six feet, (ya dig)

I hope them mothers stain' strong,

You can make it whether you wit him or your mans gone, And I (I wish)

Wish I could give every celly some commissary,

And the po po bring the heat on them priest like they did R. Kelly, And I

Wish that DOC could scream again

And bullets could reverse so Pac and Biggie breath again, (shit) (I wish)

Then one day they could speak again,

I wish that we only saw good news every time we look at CNN,

I wish that enemies could talk,

And that super homie Christopher Reeves could still walk, (I wish)

I wish that we could walk a path, stay doin the right thing

Hustle hard so the kids maintain up in the game,

Let's HOPE

[CHORUS (Cee-Lo)]

Cuz I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,

Take this music and use it

Let it take you away,

And be hopeful (hopeful) and he'll make a way

I know it ain't easy but that's okay.

Let's be hopeful!

[VERSE 3 (Twista)]

Wish the earth wasn't so apocalyptic,

I try to spread my message to the world the best way I can give it,

We can make it always so optimistic,

If you don't listen gotta live my life the best way I can live it,

I pray for justice when we go to court,

Wish it was all good so the country wouldn't have to go to war,

Why can't we kick it and just get em on,

And in the famous words of Mr. King "Why can't we all just get along",

Or we can find a better way to shop and please, And I

Hope we find a better way to cop a keys, And I

Wish everybody would just stop and freeze,

And ask way are we fulfillin these downfalls and prophecies,

You can be wrong if it's you doubting,

With the faith of a mustard seed you can move mountains,

And only the heavenly father and ease the hurt,

Just let it go and keep prayin on your knees in church!!

And let's HOPE

[CHORUS (Cee-Lo) X2]

Cuz I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,

Take this music and use it

Let it take you away,

And be hopeful (hopeful) and he'll make a way

I know it ain't easy but that's okay.

Let's be hopeful!

[BACKGROUND]

na-na-na-na-na-na-naaaa-naaa

na-na-na-na-na-na na-na-na

na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na

naaaa-naaa na-na-na-na-na-na-naaaa-naaa

na-na-na-na-na-na-naaaa-naaa

na-na-na-na-na-na

Okay.. It's so late now.. 11.31 pm!! XD Just finished watching America's Next Top Model.. No more time!! I gotta wake up early tomorrow!!!! Dead~~~ Alright, I havent batehd too!! XD Okay, I'm gonna update next time yeah!!! XD Nytz everyone!! Take carez!!!

2006-03-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! Tuesday night.. Errmmm, actually nothing to be happy of.. Tomorrow need to go back to school.. Sigh.. If Alex is late... GRRR He's sooo gonna get it from me!! And Hui Min.. She needs to be punctual too.. Hmm.. Hope Joel will be there too.. OH yeah! that reminds me, hmm.. sms him now first XD hee hee hee! Okayz.. Alfred will most likely be there.. He just smsed me not long ago. And gee, why do people have my number without me knowing?? Freaky.. Oh yeah, gosh!! He just replied me.. T^T i forgot that he's having his bball practice tomorrow T^T hikzzzzzz...

Anyway, tomorrow we're meeting at 12. Wonder how it'll be.. Gee.. Just found out about lots of things too.. Dy goes to sch everyday.. Sigh.. I can feel your pain there.. Umm.. Hmm.. About the band too.. Oh yeah, gee.. I almost forgot.. Sir told us the story about what he experience last year or two years ago in the band room.. Well, it's not surprise to me.. And it explains it to me a few weeks ago.. Yeah.. None other than "it".. Anyway, hmm.. What else, oh yeah, about what I just feel like saying.. Hmm, it's just the truth.. So never mind about that. Oh yeah.. Heard there's an earthquake in Indo.. I wonder how it is.. Wonder if it did something to my parents' work.. Sigh.. Worried worried!! &_&

And oh yeah.. Yesterday we watched at Cathay Cineplex instead of PS.. And ooh.. Just got a new comment?? Wonder who it's from.. Okay, nothing much happened today.. Woke up late XD very late.. In the afternoon!!! Kiaaaaa XD hee hee hee! shhhhhhhhh~~ So embarrassing.. Oh yeah... My sis is going nuts!!!!! Driving me nuts too!! @_@ there she goes again.. Singing a song that she creates herslef because she's too stressed up!! My cousin.. Sigh.. Well, at least not AS crazy.. Okay, everyone's CRAZY!!! Sighh.. Hmm.. Shall just sleep now!! Hope everything's gonna be alright tomorrow!! nytz!! <3>

2006-03-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

Heyx heyxz!! hmm.. Monday night now ^^ Just came back home from the cinema.. Yupz~ watched it with Desmond they all~ Hmm.. Altogether about 18 people??? Hehehx!!! YESH!! a BIG group, huh?!? Hehehe~~ Watched The Big Momma's House 2. Heheehex!! It was hilarious!! ^^ Trust me.. Although some scenes are yucky.. Haha! Not yucky as in those censored scenes.. As in eww~ Haha! Yeah.. Like when the big momma is in her swimming suit~~ Yah.. BIG size.. Hope I won't be as big as that when I grow up XD hehehx. Recommend you guys to watch it too.. Hehe~ Hmm..

Before the movie, Din and I agreed to meet up. Haha! Then Sher sher wanted to go together with us as well.. So we thought of meeting at the Redhill MRT station.. Actually we were planning to use bus 111.. But it's okay.. Hehe~ We ran to the first cabin cuz he said tt he wanna meet us there.. However, he wasn't ready yet.. ^^; So we alighted at Tiong Bahru MRT station and waited there.. Lol.. Welcome to the Late Comers' Group Sher!! Hehehex~ The first male to be in ^o^ lol.. We were talking crap on the way.. And then we met Desmond and the others at Cineleisure.. They were in the KFC eating.. Yeah.. Oh ya, Freda called me before that.. Hey gal! Cheer up kayz ^.~b You can do it!!! Jia you!!! You can definitely do it!! Heck care about the first-come-first-serve basis! It's CRAP!!! There's no such thing!! Puhhleezz~~ Will RV want to have such a lousy team?? Hey.. You're interested in bball and has the talent in it.. So, hey, why not!? I bet that the coach won't let you pass! He would grab on the chance to meet ya! You can do it!! You've got lots of potential yeah.. You play better than me.. And geez, running is very important in bball too ya knw! and you have the stamina too.. so, who says that runners should always join the athletes?? Those are CRAPS!! Debate with your teacher!! Or whoever!! I bet that you can out-talk them! And hey, you can always go to the GO (General Office) and complain!! go straight to the head!! At least tell them to let you meet with the coach yeah!! They MUST see your bball playing!! Only then will they be in awe and look up on you! Especially when you've got some students to realise our talent too! Hehehehe!! You can do it!!! ^o^ I believe in you!! Hehex~ so must you!! I'll be waiting for your good news!! ^^

Kay.. Niwae, met them, and then we ended out talk.. Hmm reached there at about 6.50Pm+.. Lol.. LATE!! AGAIN!!! XD bad bad.. Hmm.. Then after the movie.. Didn't manage to finish the WHOLE of popcorn.. but yeah.. I was bloated enuff.. So FULL!! I can explode at any time!! Hmm.. Water.. That's what I need.. Yup.. I'm thirsty again, but not hungry ^^;; Then we walked our way to somewhere near the WA (Wisma Atria).. Went to KFC again.. They ate their.. Hmm.. Should we call it supper or dinner?? It was about.. 9+?? So it's supper, huh?? Yeah.. And I just ordered a Cheng T'ng.. A nice desert to cool myself down and to cool my tummy ^^.. Oh yeah, on the way, we talked lots of crap as well! Haha! We were sharing some lame jokes!! And some other lame things!! Like one is called "Degree Game". Another "The _______ (a colour e.g. black) Magic" haha.. Most likely black or white. Yeah, we know black magic and white magic ^^ kekke~ Watch out for us!! muahahah!! Then another is this bang! Game.. You're supposed to guess who died.. Lol.. Yeah~~ oh.. And another the "Open and Close" game.. Hahahax!! So yeah.. It was pretty much fun!! ^o^ although in a quite lame way.. But anyways.. gagahahaha!! Who carez!! =P

Okay.. After that, we were about to part.. Din's mom called again.. Sighh.. and she gave that attitude again. So I gave her some advice as usual... Hope she really listens.. I mean, well, if she don't.. She's the one who's losing.. But however, I really do not wish my friend to be ill-mannered ya.. Wish she'll really change her ways and do not repeat the same mistake again. Yes, humans ARE selfish, so am I.. I'm a human myself but there are times that we should really think twice yeah.. Your parents will really be worried.. And after all they are the people who gave birth to you and raised you up.. So, respecting them won't hurt you, right? Unless they're over the top or something.. Well, when that happens, we should point their mistake out instead of just venting your anger right back at them! That's when conflicts happen.. Sigh.. Anyway, it was gonna be my curfew as well. So I decided to go home.. By MRT.. Just nice Joanna I think, told Desmond and another gal.. Forget her name XD to wait for us at the station.. Desmond was going to Queenstown as well, back to his camp while she was going to.. Bedok.. Wahhh so far yah!! Yeah, on the way Desmond and I thought din the tricks.. Hmm actualy, I've been getting the Black Magic wrong all along XD.. Luckily he taught us again.. Hee hee hee!! Yeah..

And not long ago I just reached home.. About 11++.. Swept my sweat and everything then I bathed and yeah.. Got online.. And here's my entry ^^ haha. To tell ya guys what had happened today!! Kkayzz, that's all for now!! Nytzz everyone!! Umm.. I shall rephrase that.. Good "morning" everyone!! ^^ It's already 12.27 AM now.. XD bleahx~~ So tired.. Heheh!! But I guess that I'll still be watching the TV, huh.. Hehehx!! Kayz!! Take carezz!! C yazz!!

Oh wait, this is my last note: did ya notice some changes?? Hehe.. Yeah.. I changed the colour of the links.. Hmm.. To blue for links.. It'll be in pinkish-red if you have visited it before ^^ And purple if you hover over it~~ Hehehxx!! Ooh.. And my favourite places and history.. Hmm.. Hope it's nicer now ^^ and.. Hmmm.. Let's see if I'll have the time to change more yeah~~ K.. That's it! <3

2006-03-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Finally asked the question last night.. Nvm... Kay.. It's 3.22 PM now.. So bored.. Reached home at 1++ after band.. So happy!! Shucks~ guess I'm really stuck with band, huh?? Lol.. Dun tell me that the OSCAR results are right??? O_O;; That being a musician is a job that suits me most.. o_o;; Nah.. Maybe not.. Anyway..

As usual.. No Tenor Sax senior.. Sigh.. So learnt myself again.. Jasmine was beside me guiding at the same time, as usual. Played the Baritone Sax also just now.. Hmm.. Realised that playing Bari Sax is actually kinda hard.. Need to blow in more air!! XD that's why i felt soo tired~ Then Bel was gonna give up just now.. She passed me her Tenor and rested. But then sir got the seniors to give her another Tenor.. Hahax! The Tenor was pf course newer than the one that I was using.. Much newer, and much harder to play! Can't hit the low C.. Chee! We played some "games" during the combine seniors and juniors practise.. Was fun ^o^ Oh.. Not to mention the rhytms.. Hee heex! Love the last rhytm the best.. "1e-e 2ene 3e-e 4n" Haha.. Basically umm wahh.. Very hard to explain.. it's something like.. 1/4semi-demi quaver with 1 quaver with 1/4semi-demi quaver, 1 semi-demi quaver, 1/4semi-demi quaver with 1 quaver with 1/4semi-demi quaver and 1 semiquaver.. Right?? hmm.. NEVER ABOUT THIS!! Cuz I'm confusing myself right now!! hmm.. or is it 2 semiquavers?? Argghh!! Forget it.. As long as I remember the rhytm and the notes! ^^;; HahaX!

Okay. After that, the new recruits go outside and practise on our own.. Yeah.. woodwinds went to the D&T block which is like right at the other end.. But anyway, we went there.. Hm quite a perfect place to practise actually.. ^^ Oh yeah.. I actually swopped my Tenor with Bel's but then we swopped again.. Lol! Then Junius came with another girl~ I think she's a ex as well. No, more like, she must be an ex. And I just ofund out that they're from band as well o_o;;.. Well... It's surprising.. Because.. IT MEAN THAT JUNIUS WAS FROM BAND AS WELL!! AND ARGGHH!!! YESH HE WAS!!!!!!! and what's more surprising is that.. HE IS FROM SAXAPHONE!!!!!Hmm.. Actually.. To be more specific.. TENOR SAXAPHONE!!!! omg omg omgg!!! And to be even MORE EXACT... He used to play the instrument that I'M HOLDING!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY?!?!?!? Thnx to dear Eddy~~ WHY?!?!?!?!?!? *faints* hah..... suddenly I'm having high blood pressure~~ Hah.. Helleeeppp!!!~~ I see stars... Okay.. Anyway.. So Yeah.. They know each other.. well.. very well. very very well.. very very VERY WELL!!! =.=;; die.. Sigh.. why is this world so small?? Oh yeah.. forgot to tell you guys.. A few weeks ago.. Just found out as well.. Disa heard my family's name before.. Yeah.. This world feels smaller and smaller as each day pass!! Ohh!! Not to mention!! Marita.. Man!! Miranda was talking about her the other day.. Then Phyone talked about her too.. and I was suspecting that they're reffering to the same Marita.. and guess what?! I'M RIGHT!!! And then I so her on fs.. MAN!!! THIS WORLD IS GETTING SMALLER!!!!

Kay.. Enuff of that.. Anyway.. Oh yeah.. So happy!! Bwahahha!! Managed to scare Dy for the first time ever!! AT LAST!! He's been scaring me and now it's payback time!! Muahahahah!! =P Hmm.. Oh yeah.. And there's somethings that I wanna say also.. But never manage to.. sigh.. Cuz I always this prob!! I dunno how to say it out.. Double sigh.. And what's more.. He'll just deny it.. So, it'll be of no use.. But seriously.. I just wanna say it!! But then I'll be wasting my efforts as well.. But just just~~ ARGGHH!!! Never mind!!! Triple SIGHHHH.. Okay.. Niwae, after that, oh!! WAIT WAIT!! JUNIUS IS PERFORMING ON THE EX-HENDERSONIANS CONCERT!!! Another omg omg omg!!! Wahhh... Surprising things always happen in this world.. That's wad makes life interesting, ey?? Anyway, we went back and then waited for the main band.. Then we went in and stood in straight rows and asked for permission to join in. Then we kept our instruments.. Oh yeah.. The recruits always ask me questions.. Hmmm.. I wonder why.. Lol. Then I've been teaching in Sax section as well.. I wonder WHY even more!! Hmmm.. Weird things really happen to me.. Anyway, then we were told to fall in.. I got the whole band to redo "sedia" well.. cuz I couldn't balance myself &_& haizzz~ Bad me.. Then at the end of it, Dy got scolded by Rita.. Sorry! Hmm.. Because of the whole squad.. So yeah, part of it my fault as well.. Sighh... So I'm at home now, writing this entry.

Later on at 6.30PM, will be meeting Belinda they all to watch movie at PS.. Hmm, the movie is Big Momma 2.. Wonder how it'll be.. Hope I won't be late again.. XP Oh yeah.. And this morning. Woke up at 7.15 but then i slept again. Woke up again at 7.30 but then I slept again and finally woke up at 7.45.. Hehehex! Got ready.. Realised that I still lost my Ez-Link card.. Hiks hiks!! T^T sad.. sAd.. SAD!!! HIKS!!! HOW COULD IT BE LOST!!!!???!!! Sigh.. I had nothing to bring.. So I went to school with no bag.. Only a water bottle.. So troublesome.. And it felt awkward.. For the first time ever, I went to school with no bag.. Usually I'll carry with me a small sling bag or something at the very least.. And yeah.. Got onto the bus, met Din. She was late for choir.. While as for me, I reached the band room just rite on time!! it was bout 8.59 on my phone.. And on the room clock it was somewhere around 8.57.. Hahahx!! Yep! I'm such a punctual person ^o^ Hehehex~~ Although it's not really that good as many people arrived earlier than I did.. Well, what do you expect? Haha! Alright, that's what I'm gonna share for today.. C yazz again!! Maybe later? When I get back home?? Gonna continue playing the comp for now.. And I guess the guitar too.. Hehe~~ Take carezz!!

2006-03-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

hey hey! Back.. Lookie on the right hand corner.. Yep! Changed it XD.. I'd have to say that I like this board much better than the old one.. hmm.. Simply because the old one really gives me probs XD Heheeh~ Alright, so guys! you can tag all you want!! More like, tag me if you happen to be dropping by my blog!! Heheehx!

Alright alright.. So I slept at 5+Am.. Huammmm.. Then at bout 5.30Am Wah Ju called~~ Told her I just slept.. Sigh.. Then Ronald ask if I really can't make it today.. Bleahx.. Hmm.. Then tomorrow we're going to Plaza Sing to watch the movie.. Might be watching Big Momma House2 or Nanny McPhee... Hmm.. I'm fine with which ever one.. Caused them much trouble already..

So I woke up at 9+ today (that's when I saw the message..) then fell asleep again.. Woke up again at 11. and sheiittt!! Luckily I wake up!! Got an uninvited guest.. Sigh... Lucky man!! PHEW!! got ready and everything.. Did tuition homework and then it was tuition time.. Then I watchedTV... Played the computer.. Half-way playing the computer, decided to look for the guitar chords again XD Hehehex! So I played the guitar while playing the computer as well.. Am trying to learn Welcome to My Life hehehx! ^^ Yup.. That's y they're part of my favourite links!! Listen it!! Man.. Hmm.. Starting to get the strumming rhytm ^^ and the chords.. Hmm.. they're not too hard.. D,G,A,Bm,Em.. Yeah.. Hmm.. Bm is the only hard chord to play in this piece.. But as always, i have PROBLEM changing chords!!!!! Sigh.. Gotta train my fingers!! Yesh!! HWAITING!!

Continued the rest of the day doing nothing much.. cooling myself down.. Oh yeah.. It's Band pract tomorrow.. Missed it sooo much!!! XD What to do?? My life last time is always soo full with band!! Now I feel soo.. Empty.. Hmm.. I realise that I really know nothing much.. AT ALL.. I'm serious!! It's like, wow!! Bang! Right onto my face.. Now I'm like the lousiest.. @_@ Welps, hope I can make some mark here again.. Like I used too.. Hope I can achieve something.. Not like the past.. Let's challenge myself! ^.~b Okays.. That's it for now.. Nothing really happen today, huh? Take carezz everyone!! <3

2006-03-12T04:21:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg!! It's already 4.21 Am without me realising it.. gahh~~ Dead.. sigh.. Been working on a website.. Wanna make a head start for the project thingy.. Cuz we're supposed to choose in either making a webpage, script, poem, passage (comprehension), poem, song or play on it.. So yeah.. We were thinking about webpage, script and play.. poem and song was already a demand which is compulsory.. sigh... So Tired!!! huaaaahhmmmmm oh yeah.. If you're wondering.. Here's the address to it.. Oh yeah.. It's full of crap. Well, cuz I wanna show the others what the hell we can do if we use webpage.. So yeah, that's why you see everything everywhere, untidy and oogly.. With explanations too XD
file:///D:/Erwin's%20Documents/My%20Pictures/CINDEE%20BDAE/page1.html
oh yeah.. btw, copy and paste the above link.. It's got some hyperlinking prob..

2006-03-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hey!!! Hehe~ I've got a tagboard at last!!! ^o^ hehe~ On the right hand corner of the screen~ It's not that small.. So, I guess you guys should have sen it already ^^ So.. Plz tag if anyone happens to be reading my bloggy~ Hehehx. I know it's simple and oogly but oh welps XD It's better than nothing for the moment..

Okie.. It's a Saturday!! Wah Ju has been pestering me to join them.. Hehe~ Then Terrence too.. Ronald.. Not really nowadays but XD bleahx~ So I went in the end. Went to Elijah's house.. Wow!! Let me tell ya something.. It's BIG. 3 storeys if I'm not wrong.. He's got a HUGE room.. Like, almost the same size as the one that I had in Indo.. Yeah - WOW!! And the house is really HUMUNGOUS!! anyway, so we went there.. Played some games.. Police and Killer (I think it should be murderer actually but haha! Our game master, none other than Ronald, called it killer XD) I was a neutral all along. Kinda managed to guess 2 of the killers~ hehehe!!! YEY!! ^o^ woot woots~! Okay.. Then sang some song.. And wooh~ Kinda liking "History Maker" now! Hehehe~ It's got that umm you know.. legatos.. Got new friends.. Talked with more people.. get to know them a lil better.. Hehe! and then we planned to play bball. But sadly, it rained. Then we wanted to order food, but the rain stopped. So, we cancelled our intentions and then went out of the house. Oh yeah! Desmond said that he wanted me to teach him!! But.. Hmm.. I dunno, he got me to teach him how to play the scale only.. Yeah.. with invisible "piano". 12312345. Haha!

So we were on our way. Hmm.. Chatted with Anthony mos of the time.. and Haha! Hey, it's nice to know that someone actually misses you yah.. It's like, wahhh.. At least I know that I'm not that transparent.. Yeah.. Thanks Dis, anthony, Ronald, Wah Ju, Freda, Manda, Celest, Jillian, Yasti, and etc etc. Sorry, can't list all of you guys out.. At least knowing that I'm translucent is not bad.. Anyway, talked lots of crap there XD oh yeah.. Found out that.. Wah Ju is.. Half INDONESIAN?!?!?! I'm serious!!! Yeah.. Was kinda shocked, but anyway.. Haha! She can't speak the language ^^; So we reached the food court which is very dam near the court. But we decided to eat first since many of us where hoongry~ This time around, it was Belinda's turn.. she was thirsty but not hungry and so she only drank.. My case was worse yeah ^^; I drank 2 cups 1 can and for her, only 1 cup.. Hehex! Then we procceed on to the court.

Saw many many many people playing!! So sad.. Bball court was full. Nball, half. So we used the other half. Then after that, the bballers from the nball court went off. We still didn't care. Played captain's ball at the other half of the court that we're in XD Hahahx! Then after that, the light went of at our side. I wonder why. But we still continued anyways, and then something happened.. ummm... Ivan was it? Someone was scoring.. I think it should be Ivan.. Eh.. Yah.. anyway, someone was scoring and then a lot of people was blocking here and there.. I was near them but I didn't join them.. I was waiting for the ball.. Hahas! And then.. The incident happened!! It was like a domino! Somebody fell! And the other people around him or her fell down as well! It was like, WoW OoO... Belinda got one of her slippers spoilt.. And then Wah Ju got her leg injured.. Umm.. Not really those kind of injury.. An area, a small one, of her feet near her sole tore off i think.. OUCH! >.< ivan ="P">

Then it's going home time. hmm.. They told me to go again tomorrow.. wonder if I can go.. In fact, I'm wondering if I can wake up.. XP. Ivan was planning to give me an MC (Morning Call). Then we waved bye-byes. Terrence and Ronald took MRT. So the 3 of us went together.. At first we took the wrong train.. I started realising it went I heard "hougang" and I was like.. Eihh... Then it came to "Sengkang" And I was convinced! We went on the wrong train!! Told them and off we go.. Haha! Terrence got much things in his hand and Ronald was busy smsing.. Haha! So if I didn't realise it, we'll end up in Punggol ^^; Hahaha!! WOW!! it's just a station away anyways.. Hmm.. But still.. 5 mins is precious yah! Then we chatted on theway.. Din smsed me on the way.. Saying how the hell could it happen.. And gee.. Everything in the world really happens, huh? Haha.. It just happened.. Lol.. Called me a dummy.. =.=; but then shot her back saying that she meant us. 3 people. Haha! Lol.. Chatted and chatted.. Got to know Ronald more and his encounters.. And we agree on one thing.. Funny things happen in this world. Don't you guys agree? But hey, think about it on the bright side.. Everything's gonna be boring without funny things happening. Yeah? I mean, if there are no rebellious kids, parents' will be bored, won't they? They'll have noone to nag at.. Noone to scold.. Although too much of those really gets onto our nerves.. Trust me on that. I know you guys understand. But seriously, to think about it, if there are no challenges, I think I'll die right now. This must be the reason why I've been tryig to challenge myslef, huh? And trying my hardest not to give up or to think highly of myself.. Cuz after all, I'm transclucent..Yeah.. anyway, ronald lives near my house.. But not that near.. Yeah.. Walked home just now.. =P mum will definitely kill me if they knew.. Wait, let's not go too far, My sis will even kill me.. eh wait, just tell Iman this and she's gonna start nagging XD hahahhax! so sweeeet~ yeah? Son't you think? Hehe. anyway, Let me share with you guys what I think I'ver learnt from today.. hmm.. Is this what you call A "reflection" in another word?

"Everything's possible in this world.

At least, belief in yourself."

It's something that sounds easy and it can be easy.. Really! Well, Okay, many of you will be like, "what the hell?" But hey, if you don't understand this, let me help you by putting it in a simpler manner. Just be thick-skinned!!! Yesh!! I'm serious!!

Humans need to be thick-skinned in order to survive in this world.

Don't deny it.. I'm sure that you guys have been thick-skinned for once or twice.. Don't ask me if I have been thick-skinned cuz my answer will definitely be a yesh! Yeah.. See, I'm being really thick-skinned right now..

Yeah.. It's good to be humble.. But you should really know when to be humble and when to stand up for yourself.. Sometimes, when things just go wrong.. Which always happen in my life, try to think your wy about happy stuffs. I understand that it's very hard.. Cuz yeah.. I sometimes have that problem too.

I'll be asking myself why is my life like this?! Is it thanks to that sucker that I'm angry at or something? And then there are things that I just can't get my mind of.. There are times that I wanna cry.. Seriously, but I'll try my best not too.. I've learnt how to pretty much control my feelings since the past few years.. And seriously, I've learnt much.

Many do not know the other side of me and they'll always come to me when they want to share their problems or whenever they just wanna talk to someone.. Yeah, cuz to them I have a really good listening ear and I'm someone who is always cheerful.

Thanks.. I really appreciate that. Hehe. So yeah.. Any of you need someone to talk to.. Come to me ^^ You don't have to hesitate or anything.. Your secrets are save with me.. Well, I've kept many secrets. trust me. In fact, I've forgotten many of them since there are so many of them!! Uncountable.. Yeah.. If you need emotional support and help.. You may wanna come to me too~ I don't know if I'll be much help but when you're happy, I'm happy too ^^

Yeah.. I'm so glad whenever my friends are relieved after talking to me.. Yeah.. ^^

So guys.. You guys have talent in yourselves! Belief in yourselves! I'm sure that you can do it!

Well, I don't have much talents myself.. so yeah.. Let's work hard together! And go through this life.. I'm sure there's more to life.. although sometimes this whole world just seem to give up on us..

Pick yourselves up whenever you're down or you've fallen! Sob if you wanna or cry if you wanna but remember, try your best-est not to shade a tear..

Think of it this way, "I'll only let my tear drop when someone whom I'm close with or someone who's important to me passed away."

So.. In that manner, try to hold your tears! You do not want just anyone you're close to die without a cause, right??

Yeah.. that's what I wanna share with you guys.. Just think that someone cares for you.. Someone out there that you should live for.. Whoever it may be.. Well, why not think that your soulmate is still out there looking for you whenever you think that your meant to live a solitary life.. Cuz who knows when your life will brigthen up?

2006-03-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

hey!! It's night time now.. My sis just bought a champaign bottle.. Opened it up and told me to drink it with her =.=;; it was like wine.. except the gas-ey version.. Hmm.. Maybe wine is better, huh? Anyway, that's not the point.. She has been out at the balcony since just now.. And came back in TIPSY!!!! HOLY!!! gosh~~ -.-;; What an entertainment I'll have tonight.. Thanks to the UNINVITED entertainer.. Haizz.. But she's quite cute being tipsy as well.. although still as annoying as ever! GRRR.. Sighh... You stupid sis!! Who the hell ask you to finish the bottle today?! Cant you keep it first or something?? Sigh.. Okay, btw, it's my first in champaign too.. So, haha! I'll let you off this time round ^o^

2006-03-10T18:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, and as i was sayin yesterday, I was with Disa.. And oh yeah!!! DISA IS GONE.. T^T sigh... She flew back to Indo today!! So evil of her to leave me alone!! And all the while, when she was on her way home, at home, on her way to the airport, in the airport and soon going to check-in, she called me! Hahaha~ and each time she call, she was like, "cindyy!! I'm missing you already!!" Aww... That's so sweet yeah.. ^o^ And you know wad? When she was in the airport, I was having my break in band.. ^^;; Yeah.. I was late, very very late to fall back in.. but I still talked to her ^^ Heheh~ She was like, "Help me say bye to Eddy also yeah.. Hahah! Say from Fiona also.. Hahahhaha!" But I didn't give a damn to the last part of it XD Kekekekke~ anyways, as long as he got the message, can already, right? =P So, I got punished.. First was because i didn't lock my hand properly i guess.. And then secondly because of the disa call thingy.. Hehehehx~

Oh yeah, before that, we had our first break, was with Cherryl the all.. Then Dy came and as usual, he was surrounded. Bwahahahha! Then he call me like twice.. Was bout to answer him back but haha! you know what happened~ Yeah.. Fransita to the rescue!!! Hee hee! But never mind.. Anyway, I was wondering why he was calling me with that serious face and tone.. Asked him just now.. And he said that it was just for the fun of it =.=;; scared me to death!! And oh yeah!! Guess what?!?? Frankly speaking, Cass is getting better and better!! And I seriously think that she's much prettier right now.. cool, huh?! But that Fran.. An exceptional case?? She is even more out-dated than I am although I'm damn out-dated already.. Haizzz.. No comment(s) on her~~

Then after band, I was waiting with Hushna.. She was waiting for her choir fren.. And so was I.. So we waited in the music room together. Took out our phone. And then we got bored of everything and decided to wait at the study corner when dy said that they're gonna practise their marching.. Muahahahah!! It was fun!! ^^ See them march like nutcases.. Kekeekkeke~ But whoo.. Have to say that they're good, no great, no.. GOOD GREAT!! hahahha~ Yeah.. So cool~~~ Sighhh heard the commands.. Dy thought that i know all of them and I was like.. Okay... Lol.. I do no know ALL of them.. Hahah! But I sure learnt somethings.. I guess.. I hope.. XD bleahx.. Maybe not? Lol... But anyway, as long as I had fun!

Oh yeah, just now also.. At the ground floor.. He did it again.. almost shocked me to death.. AGAIN!!! -.-;; Yeah.. Hmm.. Oh yeah.. continuing from yesterday's topic.. I'm so goddam happy for my frenz!!! ^^ Hehehhe~ Sher2 is gonna receive some prize for scoring highest in Geog.. And he got kinda high for Hist as well.. And then Disa for english was it? Or something else.. And then Dy said that he got A1 for Math.. Heheheh~~ good news!!! Hee hee ^^ But.. I dun wanna hear about my CL marks.. Atrocious!! And oh yeah.. Dy has been rather down lately.. I wonder why.. Hey Dy, sup?? You can share you know.. Cheer up kayzz?? Hmm.. If you ever read this.. And oh yeah.. why do you always avoid her?? Why... I know about what happened.. But still.. I can see that sad face of yours and hers.. Why..??? Guess you can't answer those questions now, huh?? I'll just wait till the right time comes.. Cheer up ^.~

Okay.. And that's it for now!! Guys!! I know that you can do it!!! Believe in yourselves!! Oh yeah.. The new chairpeople's elections was today.. Hmm.. wonder.. Will I still be one?? Kayz.. Take carezz everyone!! And Happy Holidays!!! ^^ Not for those who are working in offices and such.. Hahax! Oh yeah.. And my bball pals.. This Thurs.. I'm unavailabe? Wanna change it to the Weekends?? Sat sounds good, yeah.. k.. That's the end of this ^^

2006-03-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

ouhh how long has it been?? A week?? I've been fine... Let's see.. Had my common tests.. I'm dead T^T Guess what?!? My Geog... Was hoping that I'll do well in it, but fat hope.. I'm one of the lowest! I even failed initially.. 21/50 how lousy is that?!?! Then i recounted the whole paper and realised that it's supposed to be 26/50. So it helped me.. I passed by 1 mark T^T how saddening!!!!! And then I got my History results... 52/60 =D Weeee~ Kinda brightened up my day... Then my Science 39/50?? Eh... right?? Eyhh... Nvm.. I forgot.. Lazy to check my handbook XD But anyway, Science really brighten up my days AGAIN! I got 81/100!!! Wee!! Supposedly the highest in class... But because another 2 persons got the same mark as me.. So yeah.. I'm just one of the highest!! But anyway, I'm still GLAD!!! ^^ Okay, then got my D&T as well... It was 70%, not bad, eyh?? Then comes my chinese.. 63/100.. Kinda happy that i passed... But then today I got another chinese test.. T^T I was sooo goddam tired!!! And.. I dunno what the hell i wrote or read or whatever!! It's a total goner!!!! I'm GONE!! My 63 marks!!! I see them fly... highhh and farrrrr~~ hiksss!! Hmmm.. It was Iman's Bdae.. Bought her a Winnie the Pooh Mug ^^ Loved it... am glad that she loves it too^^ hehehx. then Yi Si's Bdae and then JB's Bdae.. Wanted to give Yi Si sth, but I didn't. Gave JB his prez.. Nothing much, really.

Today, I'm dead in school. But after such a long time, and I'm serious when i say LONG. I talked to Dy again.. Yeah.. Very long.. He's been with his meis ll the while.. What to do?? And then I've been with Disa instead! Hahaha! hmmm update next time againXD

2006-03-01T17:14:00.000+08:00

Okay.. A few hours has passed and it's Wednesday. Oh yeah.. Did the corrections for my math paper today.. Realized my dumb mistakes.. And I managed to get one extra mark thnx to my working!! Yey!!! ^^

And then tomorrow I'm gonna have my Geog CT... Bad bad.. Sad sad.. Didn't even learn much yesterday!! Thnx to some people~ But anyways.. Just gotta do some self study then, huh? Haizz... Anyway, today I did nothing much in school I guess.. Wow! Pretty boring yeah.. I didn't even feel like going home. So I stayed back in school to do my Book Adventures. Then i smsed Disa and told her that I'll be waiting for her after school.. Hahax! Since I'm so bored... Saw Din. We sat together and sang together.. It's been such a long time since I did that but right now, my voice is suckier than ever! I guess I've hurt my vocal chords too much... And the song goes like this:

Baby I love you, yes I do

(something something something here)

(and something something somethig here..)

Boy I think I should have let you know

Yeah.. Something like that... Hahahax!! I forgot!!! Went to McD with Disa and anita... And yeah... Haizzz.. I'm back home with this entry... Hey, some last WORDS for some special people....

STEFFI!!! DISA!!!! ANITA!!!! YOU GUYS BETTER STOP SAYING WHAT YOU SAID JUST NOW!! IT'S NOT TRUE!!! DON'T ever evER EVER SAY THAT EVER AGAIN!! I mean, seriously... If any of you happen to be reading this.. You better know what I mean!! Cuz the truth is the total opposite of what you guys said!!! I'm seriousssss PUUUUHLEEZZZZZZ!!

duhh~~ And if you guys ever spread THOSE WORDS OUT.... I'm sooooo sooo sooooo DEAD!!! GAHHHHHH!! T^T So yeah... Plz.. Don't... That's really part of my wishlist already ^^;

And Disa! You shall earn the crown for being "Miss Narchis of Year 2006!!" Hahahahz!

Okay.. Those are my last wordS ^^ C yazzz! Take carez!!! <3

2006-02-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

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Let's see... Ouh.. Today... I've run out of ideas on how to make the class keep quiet.. Just as I thought that the whole class is co-operating with each other and with me, they moved a few steps back again.. I wonder why.. Just as they're improving, they deproved quite greatly again!! Sighh... There's definitely still a long way to go... So, after shouting so much yesterday... My vocal chords can't take it and I can no longer shout for the day. So i resolved to telling the teachers.

I can definitely tell that Mr Salleh wasn't happy with the class just now.. He was really UNHAPPY. He told the class to keep quiet quite a number of times but the class didn't listen. It really pushed to a corner that he stopped teaching and punished us by making us copy the textbook... Thnx to them! A waste of effort, time, paper and everything else!! ERGGHH!! Sighhh... Well, another teacher can't control the class... So, even a teacher can't control the class, what about me who is not a teacher or whoever that has authority.. A really LONG way to go... What's more... Many of us failed the Geog paper... Really bad yeah...

After Geog, we had English and then it was assembly. After the assembly I wanted to follow Din for her counselling. But Disa has agreed to help me in Geog yesterday because I requested her to.. So yeah... I'll feel so bad if I didn't go and have my lil "tuition" with her... So I went. And luckily I did! Cuz yeah.. I finally solved my problem! And yeah... Talked to her and Dy dy~ Yeah... Finished some of my homeworks there already. Thanks guys for helping me!! Love ya guys lots yeah~ ^^

After that, I went to the Queenstown Stadium to look at Freda ^o^ Hee hee!! Yeah.. She look as pretty as ever! won't be surprised if she's having more and more admirers nowadays! Hahax! But wow, I gotta say that she got lots more tanned than she used to be.. Must be because of all those training with the athletes! Wow... 3 rounds of warm-ups, 8 rounds on the outmost lane and 65 push-ups.. WOW!! Those are a lot, huh?? About 5KM++?? O_O I'd die!!! Yeah.. And after that, I followed her to go to RV. So glad!! ^^ Meet with Yi Thong and Akong Nicky again!! ^^ Hee hee! and they're seriously looking the same ever! Haha~ And wo0ts!! Akong Nicky has love letters under his table~!!!1 Wo0ts w0ots!!! Haha!! Her name is... Ethler?? Ehh.. something like that.. So daring yeah!! Hahahha!! ^o^ Wow~~ She is on the run to become my Ama! Hahaha! But of course, I gotta accept her first ^^ Hehehx! And then we sat on bus 100. The four of us. Sooooo HAPPY!! My goodness!! Long time no see!! No news no nothing.. Sooo.. Glad!! AAHH Miss them soooo MUCH!!! Yeah... Then my bus stop and Freda's came. So we alighted from the bus and we waved goodbye to both of them...

I went to Freda's house.. Met aunty... It's been such a long time, yeah?? I'm gald you're okayzzz ^^ Then we went into the room and chatted~~ fun fun.. then I forgot about my tuition which I was supposed to have at 7 ^^; I thought that it was 7.30!!! Arggghh!! anyways, I maanged to arrive at home at 7.10?? Yeah.. Somewhere around there! And oh yeah, after getting out of the room saw Junius at home oredi. Hahax! He threatened to put me on detention =P Hopeful thought mister!! Heheheh~~

Had my tuition not long ago... Chatted on MSN and yeah... Dy!! You're getting mushier!! ^^;;; Even mushier than me!! bwahahhaha

2006-02-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

Today is Monday again!! Monday Monday Monday... Another for... BAND!!!!!!! Hehehehx! Okay... I'm really addicted to it.. Haizzz But it's seriously tiring though XD But ouh wad the heck? Hahaha! A lil exhaustion is nothing compared to the fun that I'll have, yeah?! ^o^ Hee hee!

Anyway, as usual, I went up to the music room with Yu Zeng... Hahax! It's pretty fun to be with her ^o^ Hee hee!! Yeah.. And then when we were outside the room, the instructors came... Hahah.. Didn't really pay much attention to them since they're talking with each other.. Hahax.. Yeah.. And then I saw the 3E3 students walking pass.. And then I saw Ci Mel... I quickly got up and go after her since I wanna ask her about Jaquline.. ermmm.. SP?? Lol.. Anyway, yeah... cuz we're just curious about her age.. So we asked ^^;.. And it turned out that she wasn't pretty sure about it as well... Lol... Then I chatted with her till we reached outside her classroom ^^; So many seniors~ My gosh.. I got freaked out and went away after that... Hahax ^^;

And then when I got back, John was there, opening the door for us, we put our bags there and fall in, as usual... Then sir was being really strict today.. It must have been because of the up-coming events, huh... Phew... He seemed really stressed up.. And Yeah... I'm sorry Nora.. Nora was our commander just now... And she was pretty much blamed for our lousy footdrill... I could see those tears in her eyes.. Although they didn't fall.. But she was really heart-broken yeah.. I mean, she wasn't at fault and yet she was blamed... I know how it feels... Anyway, after that, I went for my second Theory Test... Technically, I thought that I should have done better... Well, because I got 39/40.. And I made a very super duper careless mistake... My half rest.. It is supposed to be half the size of the staff space.. ARGHHH!!! But yeah.. I passed it ^^... Phew..

With that, I was allowed to do sectional.. Yeepiiie ^^ Hahax... However, now this is my problem.. Saxaphone... I'm still not in this section YET!!! ARGHHHHH When will I get into it?!?! WHEN?!?!? Haizz... Sir.... You promised that you'll test me today~~ It's good in a way cuz u gave me more time to practise.. But.. Wahh.. Blowing the Saxaphone is really HARD... Oh man.. It uses so much breath.. And wahhh... Just now, I was giddy for a few moments there... I guess lack of oxygern, huh? XD So i rested for a while and then continued again. And again, I felt a slight giddiness.. So I stopped again plus I was pretty much tired as well.. So yeah.. I rested.. And then Dy dy came~ Lol... And he gave me that RABBIT face AGAIN!!! Lol! Hahaha! Told him not to gimme that look~ But he did it again!! Hahaah~ And then ooh~ Sir came into the room and tried to solve Bel bel's prob ^^ Cuz she always puffs her cheeks.. So yeah.. The solution is to use needles! Bwahahahah!! WE really had a good laugh.. And then oh yeah!! I managed to play a tune from the "Fate of God" fun fun!! It went C GG GAGF C and then I couldn't really do the rest ^^; Hahah! But it was kinda fun, really.. Hee hee! Then after that, we went to pack up again.. I didn't have to pack any instrument up.. Hahax! I just taught Bel how to keep the Tenor Sax... And yeah.. We fall in again.. Hahah! Then we tried "Dari kanan bilang" Hahah! It is a command used to check the strength of a contigent... oopss.. SP?? ^^; anyway, yeah.. Cool cool~~ Hahaha! And then... I went home... Hahha! I figured that Disa wasn't in band today although I saw her in school.. so I called her.. And then she told me that she was talking about me in class.. And I was pretty much curious about it!! ^^ Hahahx...

And then when I got home.. I managed to get online.. And then I chatted with Disa and Dy dy.. And then.. Yeahh... something happened.. LOLX Hahah! You guys know what I mean if you're reading this by any chance! Yeahh... Really... ummm... INTERESTING... Really... NEW!! SOMETHING DAMN NEW!! I never know he can turn like that O_O;;; Is it becaus of me?? LOL!! HAHAH!! Just gotta say something!! The 3 of us had our screws DROPPED OFF!! AND THEY'RE LOST!!!! Yeahhh.. And that shall mark the end of today's ENTRY!!! My screw has seriously DROPPED!!! Okay.. I shall stop... *breathe in*... fuhhhh *breathe out*... Okay! And that's the end folks!! Take carezz!! ^^ Nyttzzz!!! <3

2006-02-26T19:01:00.000+08:00

26/2

Haizz... Let's see.. Today is Sunday.. Woke up this morning... Felt so worn out.. Although I woke up at 9.15 AM... Then I ate my breakfast and waited for my tuition which is at 10.30 AM... So early, yeah?? Sigh... Anyway, it was fine. As always, my cousin woke up just before it was his turn. However, today, he came out of his room looking really Errmmm... Weird.. Yeah.. He looked like he's gonna die soon or something... Then I heard my teacher saying that he's sick.. and I was like... Okay...? That's odd..How come I didn't even know that he's sick?? And I thought that he went out last night?? And the truth revealed itself after the tuition... He told me that he was drunk last night =.=;; That explains everything!!! Gahhhhh! After the tuition, I felt rather awkward... Yeah.. Like I just wanna sleep more~ But I realised that I've slept quite enough and proceeded to read a book. While reading, I found myself dozing off in the sofa >.<

Hey... Something is wrong with my blog.. Anyway, let's just say that nothing really happened much today.. woke up from my sleep, bathed, chatted with my friends.. And yeah.. This entry is up.. Hey.. One last sentence.. This is a quote which has been stuck in my hear lately.. Just wanna share it with ya guys.. It has a really deep meaning although it has few words...

"The Most Frightening Is The Human's Heart..."

2006-02-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! A whole week has passed!! and I haven't posted a single post yet!! wow!! Hmm... Now.. Let's rewind to last Sunday... Umm.. Oh yeah.. I had the tuition.. Luckily I didn't go for CHC XD Okay.. And then nothing much happened for the rest of the day as far as I remember..

Okay.. Let's go to Monday... Hmm.. there was.. BAND!! Oh... We got theory test! Yep... And then sir let us study the latin terms and the long terms of FSPPDE... and then we have to write down the notes on the staff lines... WoW! a lot of things yeah..Anyway, Dy dy came to where I was sitting with my friends.. I was sitting with Husna.. And then she was very very nervous and asked me to test her. So I did. It won't hurt, yeah? Heheh.. Anyway, he came and he was like, "aiyah.. You no need to study lah... You so pro!" and i was like *blink* huh?? Did he just say that?? I'm like so not a pro!! Anyway, after saying that, he told me to studay again. And I was like -.-;;; then i told him that I'm helping Husna. Haha! Then after that, he went around again to the other people~ Then when sir told the ICs to give out the paper to start doing, he started to ask people what instrument they're playing. And when hw came to me, he was like "aiyah.. You.." then he just waved his hand and passed me the test paper. Lol.. Hahax! After giving all the papers, sir told the ICs to go and do their own other things. I'm not sure what but all i know is that they had to do something outside the room, maybe do their sectional or something? anyway, just before he went out, we went to my table and bent down. Then he rested his chin on both of his palms. Haha! Got such a close up! Wonder why he did that~ but anyways.. After doing that he was like, "eh! do your work!" weird, huh?? Then he stood straight again and just as he was about to leave the room, I asked him if I should put my instrument as saxaphone cuz I haven't passed the test yet and he said yes. So I wrote Saxaphone down. After doing the test, I went to sir to get my paper marked. Hehehe. And guess what? I got full marks!!! Yeshh!! The power of memorizing!! Hahahaha! But... out of 100, I didn't get full marks T^T hiks!! SO SAD!!! I got 98/100. And it was simply because I didn't see the instruction which said "you will get 6 bonus marks if you are neat and tidy. Good luck!" And I was like O_O;;; OH MAN!!!! THAT'S THE REASON HE TOOK MY MARKS AWAY!!!oh man!!! And then I suffered from depression because of it... T^T nawh~~ Just kidding.. But it really is saddening yeah? Hahax! And if you're wondering, F stands for Full value, S for Syncopation, P for Phrasing, P for Precision, A for Articulation, D for Dynamics and E for Expressions. Neat! Yeah? And some other stuff~ Then I was told to go back to the band room since I'm in neither of the instruments yet. But Haha! I didn't stay put XD lol.. I went to the Saxaphone section! Naughty me!! Hahah~ But the seniors supported me anyways.. And neither of the sirs said anything.. and also, I managed to play the Tenor Sax that Dy appointed me to!! AT LAST!! However, Bel bel was having problems blowing the Baritone Sax.. And I was tranferred from Tenor to Baritone.. I wonder how Bel bel is feeling now.. She really loved it a lot... Anyway, then it was time to pack up... And just before my seniors could pack up, the juniors were called to fall in! And i was still there, STUCK! Anyway, when i managed to keep everything up, I looked around and I was the only junior left... I quicky ran out and tried to fall in.. But I was too late >.<>

Then it was Tuesday... Umm... Let's see... Oh!! MAN!!! I remembered!!! The first period was MATH!! WE HAD OUR CLASS TEST!!! MAN!! It was HELL!!! I'm dead.. I didn't manage to do almost half of the paper and I was dead tired!! Then we had our Geography paper on the third period!! SO DEAD!!! I wrote all kinds of bullshit into it!! >.<>

Then on Wednesday, I don't think anything actually happened yeah.. Well, Din asked me to go out with her all of the sudden.. Didn't know the exact reason why.. But anyway, she just suddenly want to watch The Fog with me.. Haha! Actually I said that I didn't want to go.. But she begged me and all~ So fine.. I excepted her offer. That afternoon, din's class was let off later than usual. So I just sat in the canteen waiting for her.. Then I saw Dy again.. Haha and then he asked me if I was free~ And I said yes since I was really free..! then he asked me to accompany him to find this gal called Fanny from the 1N class.. Haha! then I was thinking "why not?" Since I'm so free anyways~ Then on the way we were talking~ while I see some people waving at him~ then he was telling about how his day went~ Haha! Pretty funny! And I was telling him about my test >.<>

Alright, And it was Thursday.. I'm not really sure what happened.. Well, was I angry at the class on this day?? Umm.. I don't think so.. but anyway, there was a day in this week when I ws angry at the class.. and I banged my fist on the notice board since they just can't seem to stop crowding around there.. Yeah... And on this day, I cut my hair... Wonder if you guys would like the change.. But noone complained avout it so far.. Which must have meant that it's not that bad!! ^o^ Yeyyy!!! Hahahah~ Yesh.. And nothing much happened on this day..

It was like any other days.. Went to school in the morning.. and then reminded those students who were in the Healthy and Fitness club to change into their PE shirt and go to the hall~ Then I took the newspaper in the morning and gave it out.. And during PE period, Mr Kek didn't come.. I made the class line up in twos outside the class already.. But since Mr Kek wasn't around, everyone stayed there till I told Nigel to look for Mr Kek or any other teachers. Then he came back saying that our relief teacher was expecting us.. So i brought the class to the canteen and made them sit.. Yeah.. I was happy that the class actually co-operates with me.. THANK YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH!!! I feel so thankful.. Although it was for a while only.. At least you guys tried!! THANKS!!!! phew... anyway.. then we watched the movie The League of Extraordinary Men on Tuesday if I'm not wrong.. And it was so damn cool!! And I also realised that it's going to be aired on TV soon ^^; Hahahas! ^^ anyway, we had homework on it.. And that is to read a book on either one of the characters and wrote some summaries about the character.. Yeah.. Then it was afternoon.. And we had to of course, go for CCA!!! YEY!!! Was so happy!! And then suddenly the TIC said that she's gonna allow us to do some self studies!! And I was like O_O;;; ............ O k a y.......... O_O I'M DYING!!!! THAT'S LIKE ALMOST AT THE BOTTOM OF MY LIST!! But luckily.. We did footdrills!! PHEW~!!! THANK GOD!!! FOOTDRILLS ARE A MILLION TIMES BETTER!! Yeah.. During the footdrill, I was there.. Trying to be serious when Nora cracked some jokes when were told to diam... I laughed and almost lost my balance. So I swung my hands to regain my posture. and just as I was putting my hands back on my sides, eunice came to spot check whether we locked our arms. And yeah.. you guessed it.. I haven't lock my arms yet!! And my hands were pushed back.. ^^; And she appointed me to run 3 rounds.. Haizzxx!!! Haha.. But anyway, I guess that it's good for health? Lol.. Yeah.. Haha! cuz I guessed that the last time I exercised was actually last week.. ^^; Hehehehe... So.. Thnx!! Hahaha!! Yeah.. And then after that Bel bel and me fall in again.. And started the drilling~ then after that, the ICs and other teachers were not happy with us.. and then the space then we occupied was going to be occupied by the NCC people as well.. so we shifted and out under the sun.. Not really.. But anyway, haha! Then I discovered something new!! Hahaha~ Mr Salleh taught us this. When one is saying the command "sedia!" you must hold the i for 4 counts than A! hahha!! And Dy was the one who commanded us.. so funny!! Bwahahah!! He had his head moving to tell him the number of counts and his voice was up and down! wahahah!!! And then Iwas one of the front row people.. He purposely told me to raise my leg higher~ when it was actually kinda high already.. Haha~ But anyway.. then after that we were allowed to fall out. and I was thinking that maybe I could still go for sectional.. But when I looked at the time, it was already 4.15 pm.. Haizz~ only 15 minutes left.. So I didn't bother about it anymore.. I decided to just sit and read the literature book that I have borrowed.. Oh yeah! About this.. I was borrowing it in the afternoon.. But something was wrong.. My Ez-link card couldn't borrow books.. So I was thinking of borrowing someone else's ez-link card.. Then I thought of Dy.. Hahah! So I smsed him and he said that he was having his lunch.. Then suddenly Eileen came into the libraby.. I straight away asked for her help.. Haha! Lucky~ And gee.. Thnx Dy! you actually wanted to help too ^o^ but.. Haha! Just have your lunch~ Take your time.. Hehehx.. then ooh! Din owed me money since she was there in the lib photocopying her choir stuff as well.. and thnx yu zeng!! For helping me!! And accompanying me!! ^o^ Hehehehe~ Yeah.. So anyway, I didn't even read much.. Like... Maybe only the first 2 or 3 pages? and then we were told to pack up... and then fall in again.. Yeah.. This time around I was the fastest to be out.. Hahha.. Saw some evil... Yeah.. Dy... you know it yourslef!!! the evil that you've done!!! Ever Nora saw it!!!! Hahha~ then after that I don't know if he purposely did it, but i ended up being on the right hand corner... Hmm.. anyway... Rita was playing her Clarinet and another gal beside her was playing the Flute.. so nice~~ I was listening to them.. Admiring them.. And then all of it was suddenly interrupted by a super duper big head!! It was Dy's =.=;; He stood right in front of me and he had that cheeky smile on his face! It's so obvious that he did it on purpose!! Gahh!! and then after that he stood at the side of the squad but in front and had his ears facing me -.-;; cee! Yeah.. Then we followed Eunice's and Nora's commands.. And then we were allowed to go home.. Yeah.. When I was down I saw Jasmine.. Was plannign to go home with her... Then I saw Disa.. And we talked and then we walked together... Then I felt so so so tired... Ci Mi called me just now when were told to diam and then I was already embarrassed.. Plus the run and the whole day.. Wah... I was so worn out! Then I hold onto disa and leaned on her arm to rest my head.. Haha! and Dy saw us from the top.. He was shouting out for my name.. When I heard it I was like, who's voice is that? sound so weird.. So I turned back, looked around and then I realised that it was coming from above the ground.. It was him! On the 4th floor... Hahahah! Isn't he a pro? And he was like, "Cindyy!!! You lesbian is it?!?!" Hahahah! Crazy yeah?!? Haha! And then I got carried away with the atmosphere and I was said "Yesh!! Thank you thank you thank you!! Muakkzz!! Hahahaha!!" Disa was like over there.. Okay.... Hahaahah! Yeah.. It was kinda fun.. then we walked to the bus stop. I turned around and found out that Jasmine has gone missing.. She was actually there! But then she went mising.. then 145 came... So I got on it and smsed her asking where she was and told her that I've boarded the bus... Hmm... then I also smsed Dy telling him, "I told that I'm going to turn lesbian what,," Hahaha!! Yeah.. It was fun and tiring.. Then at night, I went ut with Ci Mi, Foi2, Ci Eva and Monic.. Went to watch the movie Final Destination 3.. you guys gotta watch it man!! It's NICE!!! hahah! ALrighty, Cheerio! i'm gonna sign off now ^.~